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Chapters (90)
  1. PROLOGUE
  2. 1849
  3. ONE
  4. TWO
  5. EDINBURGH
  6. THREE
  7. FOUR
  8. FIVE
  9. SIX
  10. SEVEN
  11. EIGHT
  12. NINE
  13. TEN
  14. ELEVEN
  15. TWELVE
  16. THIRTEEN
  17. FOURTEEN
  18. FIFTEEN
  19. SIXTEEN
  20. SEVENTEEN
  21. EIGHTEEN
  22. NINETEEN
  23. TWENTY
  24. TWENTY-ONE
  25. TWENTY-TWO
  26. TWENTY-THREE
  27. TWENTY-FOUR
  28. TWENTY-FIVE
  29. TWENTY-SIX
  30. TWENTY-SEVEN
  31. TWENTY-EIGHT
  32. TWENTY-NINE
  33. THIRTY
  34. THIRTY-ONE
  35. THIRTY-TWO
  36. THIRTY-THREE
  37. THIRTY-FOUR
  38. THIRTY-FIVE
  39. THIRTY-SIX
  40. THIRTY-SEVEN
  41. THIRTY-EIGHT
  42. THIRTY-NINE
  43. FORTY
  44. FORTY-ONE
  45. FORTY-TWO
  46. FORTY-THREE
  47. FORTY-FOUR
  48. FORTY-FIVE
  49. FORTY-SIX
  50. FORTY-SEVEN
  51. FORTY-EIGHT
  52. FORTY-NINE
  53. FIFTY
  54. FIFTY-ONE
  55. FIFTY-TWO
  56. FIFTY-THREE
  57. FIFTY-FOUR
  58. FIFTY-FIVE
  59. FIFTY-SIX
  60. FIFTY-SEVEN
  61. FIFTY-EIGHT
  62. FIFTY-NINE
  63. SIXTY
  64. SIXTY-ONE
  65. SIXTY-TWO
  66. SIXTY-THREE
  67. SIXTY-FOUR
  68. SIXTY-FIVE
  69. SIXTY-SIX
  70. SIXTY-SEVEN
  71. SIXTY-EIGHT
  72. SIXTY-NINE
  73. SEVENTY
  74. SEVENTY-ONE
  75. SEVENTY-TWO
  76. SEVENTY-THREE
  77. SEVENTY-FOUR
  78. SEVENTY-FIVE
  79. SEVENTY-SIX
  80. SEVENTY-SEVEN
  81. SEVENTY-EIGHT
  82. SEVENTY-NINE
  83. EIGHTY
  84. EIGHTY-ONE
  85. EPILOGUE
  86. HISTORICAL NOTE
  87. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  88. Extract from A Corruption of Blood
  89. 1850
  90. ONE

It failed to have its usual effect. The woman sucked air in through her teeth and shook her head.

‘I don’t think I can help you,’ she said. ‘We don’t sell it to them that kens nothing aboot it.’

TWENTY-ONE

logo missinghe was not prone to such feelings, but Sarah was experiencing a profound discomfort about her surroundings. It was as though the chamber she found herself sitting in seemed to be closing in around her; or, even more disturbingly, that she was growing larger and all the more conspicuous within it. It was a small parlour dominated by a marble fireplace that was too big for the size of the room. There was also a surfeit of furniture: armchairs, tables, an elaborately decorated armoire, planters and plant pots. The curtains were closed and the mirror above the fireplace was draped in black crepe. The clock on the mantelpiece was stopped. Either the maid had failed to wind it, or it had been deliberately left that way to commemorate the hour of Mrs Johnstone’s death. Were it the latter, then it was a strange custom for a medical man to observe.

Anxiety was beginning to contribute to her sense of slow suffocation. Perhaps she should not have come. The housemaid had looked at her askance when she had asked to see Dr Johnstone, thinking that she was a patient. She had assured the girl that she was not but had some difficulty explaining the reason for her visit. A private matter, she had said.

She was belatedly coming to appreciate that there was a form of safety in playing the restricted role of a maid or some other menial. Married or not, to present yourself as an independent woman on business of your own volition was to place yourself outside the protection of certain structures, and it was making her feel vulnerable.

Her mind turned to Will Raven and his refusal to assist her. She was surprised at his lack of concern for Dr Simpson, his reluctance to come to his mentor’s defence. He seemed to have forgotten all that the doctor had done for him: taking him on as an apprentice, accommodating him under his roof, nurturing his talent; to say nothing of believing that he had talent in the first place.

Despite his outburst, she did not think Raven believed he had outgrown Dr Simpson, and that a year abroad had rendered further instruction superfluous. The professor was fond of saying that the medical practitioner should never cease to be the medical student, that professional distinction was dependent upon continuously extending knowledge by constant observation, reflection and reading. Raven would be quick to agree with Simpson that we are all works in progress, forever incomplete. He would not have taken on the role of assistant otherwise. Why, she wondered, was he therefore so reluctant to show loyalty to someone he apparently esteemed?

And thus, she happened upon the answer.