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Chapters (90)
  1. PROLOGUE
  2. 1849
  3. ONE
  4. TWO
  5. EDINBURGH
  6. THREE
  7. FOUR
  8. FIVE
  9. SIX
  10. SEVEN
  11. EIGHT
  12. NINE
  13. TEN
  14. ELEVEN
  15. TWELVE
  16. THIRTEEN
  17. FOURTEEN
  18. FIFTEEN
  19. SIXTEEN
  20. SEVENTEEN
  21. EIGHTEEN
  22. NINETEEN
  23. TWENTY
  24. TWENTY-ONE
  25. TWENTY-TWO
  26. TWENTY-THREE
  27. TWENTY-FOUR
  28. TWENTY-FIVE
  29. TWENTY-SIX
  30. TWENTY-SEVEN
  31. TWENTY-EIGHT
  32. TWENTY-NINE
  33. THIRTY
  34. THIRTY-ONE
  35. THIRTY-TWO
  36. THIRTY-THREE
  37. THIRTY-FOUR
  38. THIRTY-FIVE
  39. THIRTY-SIX
  40. THIRTY-SEVEN
  41. THIRTY-EIGHT
  42. THIRTY-NINE
  43. FORTY
  44. FORTY-ONE
  45. FORTY-TWO
  46. FORTY-THREE
  47. FORTY-FOUR
  48. FORTY-FIVE
  49. FORTY-SIX
  50. FORTY-SEVEN
  51. FORTY-EIGHT
  52. FORTY-NINE
  53. FIFTY
  54. FIFTY-ONE
  55. FIFTY-TWO
  56. FIFTY-THREE
  57. FIFTY-FOUR
  58. FIFTY-FIVE
  59. FIFTY-SIX
  60. FIFTY-SEVEN
  61. FIFTY-EIGHT
  62. FIFTY-NINE
  63. SIXTY
  64. SIXTY-ONE
  65. SIXTY-TWO
  66. SIXTY-THREE
  67. SIXTY-FOUR
  68. SIXTY-FIVE
  69. SIXTY-SIX
  70. SIXTY-SEVEN
  71. SIXTY-EIGHT
  72. SIXTY-NINE
  73. SEVENTY
  74. SEVENTY-ONE
  75. SEVENTY-TWO
  76. SEVENTY-THREE
  77. SEVENTY-FOUR
  78. SEVENTY-FIVE
  79. SEVENTY-SIX
  80. SEVENTY-SEVEN
  81. SEVENTY-EIGHT
  82. SEVENTY-NINE
  83. EIGHTY
  84. EIGHTY-ONE
  85. EPILOGUE
  86. HISTORICAL NOTE
  87. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  88. Extract from A Corruption of Blood
  89. 1850
  90. ONE

Rather than the blackening of Simpson’s name, this could be the making of his own.

Raven’s Malady.

He liked the sound of that.

THIRTY-FOUR

logo missingeputation and renown: these are precious things, are they not? More so than anything else you own, for nothing is harder to replace. They are a currency, as surely as the money in your pocket. But just like money, they are not the value they represent: they are mere tokens, promissory notes. Reputation is a guarantor of your character, but not the truth of it. Like any other currency, it can be forged.

I learned a painful but valuable lesson at the hands of Joyce Meechan, when she lied about me. It is important to be in control of what people believe of you, especially those who have power over you. That is why I endeavoured thereafter always to please the Reverend Gillies. Witness how my obedience was demonstrated in his private office.

He was playing host to Mrs Josephine Kirkwood, a benefactor of the institution, and her friend, a woman I only heard referred to as ‘Olivia’. Formal introductions were not a courtesy extended to the likes of me. The purpose of the visit was to allow Olivia to see the good work undertaken at the Institute in the hope of her becoming a donor like Mrs Kirkwood.

Mrs Kirkwood enjoyed a reputation as a woman of great charity. You may judge for yourself whether that was her true nature.

I stood silent and still, with my hands clasped in front of me and my head bowed. I noted that Mrs Kirkwood was in her stockings, her boots sitting upon the floor next to the desk that dominated the room.

‘You will see demonstrated the civilising effects of our methods,’ the Reverend said. ‘Mary, come forth and write for us from Hebrews, chapter thirteen, verse seventeen.’

Obey them that have the rule over you, I wrote in my best hand, and submit yourselves: for they watch for your souls, as they that must give account, that they may do it with joy, and not with grief: for that is unprofitable for you.

Olivia watched with interest, while Mrs Kirkwood beamed with satisfaction.

‘Mary here was brought to us by her destitute father,’ Mrs Kirkwood said, ‘making one of the few wise and selfless decisions of his life. He was the worst of drunkards, with an erratic and volatile nature. What you see here is proof that, in our care, even the worst of that which is inherited can be overcome.’

I put down the pen and stepped back from the desk.

‘Now, lace my boot for me,’ Mrs Kirkwood said.

I knelt down, took Mrs Kirkwood’s right foot and eased it into the corresponding boot, patiently and delicately threading the laces through the eyelets and tying a neat bow. While I was about this business, Mrs Kirkwood placed her left heel upon my back, as though it were a footstool.