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Chapters (90)
  1. PROLOGUE
  2. 1849
  3. ONE
  4. TWO
  5. EDINBURGH
  6. THREE
  7. FOUR
  8. FIVE
  9. SIX
  10. SEVEN
  11. EIGHT
  12. NINE
  13. TEN
  14. ELEVEN
  15. TWELVE
  16. THIRTEEN
  17. FOURTEEN
  18. FIFTEEN
  19. SIXTEEN
  20. SEVENTEEN
  21. EIGHTEEN
  22. NINETEEN
  23. TWENTY
  24. TWENTY-ONE
  25. TWENTY-TWO
  26. TWENTY-THREE
  27. TWENTY-FOUR
  28. TWENTY-FIVE
  29. TWENTY-SIX
  30. TWENTY-SEVEN
  31. TWENTY-EIGHT
  32. TWENTY-NINE
  33. THIRTY
  34. THIRTY-ONE
  35. THIRTY-TWO
  36. THIRTY-THREE
  37. THIRTY-FOUR
  38. THIRTY-FIVE
  39. THIRTY-SIX
  40. THIRTY-SEVEN
  41. THIRTY-EIGHT
  42. THIRTY-NINE
  43. FORTY
  44. FORTY-ONE
  45. FORTY-TWO
  46. FORTY-THREE
  47. FORTY-FOUR
  48. FORTY-FIVE
  49. FORTY-SIX
  50. FORTY-SEVEN
  51. FORTY-EIGHT
  52. FORTY-NINE
  53. FIFTY
  54. FIFTY-ONE
  55. FIFTY-TWO
  56. FIFTY-THREE
  57. FIFTY-FOUR
  58. FIFTY-FIVE
  59. FIFTY-SIX
  60. FIFTY-SEVEN
  61. FIFTY-EIGHT
  62. FIFTY-NINE
  63. SIXTY
  64. SIXTY-ONE
  65. SIXTY-TWO
  66. SIXTY-THREE
  67. SIXTY-FOUR
  68. SIXTY-FIVE
  69. SIXTY-SIX
  70. SIXTY-SEVEN
  71. SIXTY-EIGHT
  72. SIXTY-NINE
  73. SEVENTY
  74. SEVENTY-ONE
  75. SEVENTY-TWO
  76. SEVENTY-THREE
  77. SEVENTY-FOUR
  78. SEVENTY-FIVE
  79. SEVENTY-SIX
  80. SEVENTY-SEVEN
  81. SEVENTY-EIGHT
  82. SEVENTY-NINE
  83. EIGHTY
  84. EIGHTY-ONE
  85. EPILOGUE
  86. HISTORICAL NOTE
  87. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  88. Extract from A Corruption of Blood
  89. 1850
  90. ONE

He washed out the remaining clots, bloody serum and debris and closed the abdomen using interrupted sutures. Martha helped him apply a bandage. It was done.

As soon as he was finished his hands began to shake uncontrollably. He sank to his knees, grasped Sarah’s arm and felt for the pulse at her wrist. It was there: just palpable to his tremulous fingers. He kissed the back of her hand and then let his forehead rest upon it.

‘Don’t die, Sarah,’ he whispered. ‘Please don’t die.’

SIXTY-FOUR

logo missingartha helped him change the sheets on the bed, Sarah groaning a little as they moved her. She had been busy around him as he worked, dealing with the worst of the mess. He thanked his good fortune that there had been a nurse in his company when this happened, though in one respect it would have been better if he had been alone.

‘I would ask you not to discuss this with anyone,’ he said. He wondered how he would explain himself if she asked why, but she did not.

‘I may be less experienced than Mary,’ she said, ‘but I have worked as a nurse long enough to understand the need for discretion.’

Having thus reassured him, Martha asked if she could be spared. She was anxious to continue her search for her sister, though she vowed to come back later in the day.

Mrs Sullivan arrived shortly after Martha’s departure. She had been out on errands when Sarah collapsed, an absence which Raven had initially been grateful for, given the necessarily clandestine nature of his intervention. Her return required Raven to provide some explanation for the alarming quantity of blood on the soiled sheets. Martha had performed a near miracle cleaning up, but there was only so much that she could do. He informed the housekeeper that Sarah had suffered a miscarriage.

‘Some things are just not meant to be, are they?’ Mrs Sullivan said, revealing a philosophical bent that Raven had not suspected she possessed. Then she added, less than charitably, ‘It seems that I have traded one invalid for another.’

Raven stayed by Sarah’s bed – ignoring Mrs Sullivan’s suggestion that he go home – giving her small amounts of brandy and water when she could manage it. The fact that she roused sufficiently to take anything at all was reassuring but he knew there was likely worse to come. After what he had done, inflammation was inevitable and he knew that her survival was still very much in the balance.

Some hours later Raven felt a chill, and was suddenly aware of how cold the bedroom had become now that his sweat-soaked shirt was sticking to his skin. The fire had gone out at some point, he knew not when. It could have been hours ago.

He felt a gentle hand on his shoulder. Martha. He had not been aware of her return. Perhaps he had fallen asleep.