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Chapters (90)
  1. PROLOGUE
  2. 1849
  3. ONE
  4. TWO
  5. EDINBURGH
  6. THREE
  7. FOUR
  8. FIVE
  9. SIX
  10. SEVEN
  11. EIGHT
  12. NINE
  13. TEN
  14. ELEVEN
  15. TWELVE
  16. THIRTEEN
  17. FOURTEEN
  18. FIFTEEN
  19. SIXTEEN
  20. SEVENTEEN
  21. EIGHTEEN
  22. NINETEEN
  23. TWENTY
  24. TWENTY-ONE
  25. TWENTY-TWO
  26. TWENTY-THREE
  27. TWENTY-FOUR
  28. TWENTY-FIVE
  29. TWENTY-SIX
  30. TWENTY-SEVEN
  31. TWENTY-EIGHT
  32. TWENTY-NINE
  33. THIRTY
  34. THIRTY-ONE
  35. THIRTY-TWO
  36. THIRTY-THREE
  37. THIRTY-FOUR
  38. THIRTY-FIVE
  39. THIRTY-SIX
  40. THIRTY-SEVEN
  41. THIRTY-EIGHT
  42. THIRTY-NINE
  43. FORTY
  44. FORTY-ONE
  45. FORTY-TWO
  46. FORTY-THREE
  47. FORTY-FOUR
  48. FORTY-FIVE
  49. FORTY-SIX
  50. FORTY-SEVEN
  51. FORTY-EIGHT
  52. FORTY-NINE
  53. FIFTY
  54. FIFTY-ONE
  55. FIFTY-TWO
  56. FIFTY-THREE
  57. FIFTY-FOUR
  58. FIFTY-FIVE
  59. FIFTY-SIX
  60. FIFTY-SEVEN
  61. FIFTY-EIGHT
  62. FIFTY-NINE
  63. SIXTY
  64. SIXTY-ONE
  65. SIXTY-TWO
  66. SIXTY-THREE
  67. SIXTY-FOUR
  68. SIXTY-FIVE
  69. SIXTY-SIX
  70. SIXTY-SEVEN
  71. SIXTY-EIGHT
  72. SIXTY-NINE
  73. SEVENTY
  74. SEVENTY-ONE
  75. SEVENTY-TWO
  76. SEVENTY-THREE
  77. SEVENTY-FOUR
  78. SEVENTY-FIVE
  79. SEVENTY-SIX
  80. SEVENTY-SEVEN
  81. SEVENTY-EIGHT
  82. SEVENTY-NINE
  83. EIGHTY
  84. EIGHTY-ONE
  85. EPILOGUE
  86. HISTORICAL NOTE
  87. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  88. Extract from A Corruption of Blood
  89. 1850
  90. ONE

He didn’t speak for a few moments, long enough for Raven to become concerned that the subject of their discussion was going to be his comforting Sarah when she had learned of Mrs Glassford’s death. His exchange with Quinton had unsettled him. Was it possible that Quinton had spoken to Archie about his disquiet at finding them together in an embrace? Or had his words merely been intended as a warning?

Obviously, Archie did not represent any kind of physical threat – pistols at dawn were unlikely – but Raven was appalled to think of Archie being wounded by a twisted account of his wife taking solace in another man’s arms.

‘I don’t know how to begin,’ Archie said finally.

Raven swallowed. ‘Take your time,’ he said, though his discomfort was becoming acute.

‘There’s the rub. Time is not something I can afford. I think that the end is approaching rather faster than I had anticipated.’

‘What makes you say that?’

‘My disease is advancing. I am getting weaker.’ He spoke firmly and with conviction, dispassionately stating the facts of the matter. He did not seem to be inviting contradiction, was not seeking the false reassurance that a contrary opinion would bring.

‘I know that everyone feigns optimism for my sake. I know that no one wants to admit that all hope is exhausted, but it is quite evident that all that can be done for me has been done.’

He paused for a moment, allowing Raven to absorb what had been said.

‘I have endured three painful operations which have brought me some relief, but the symptoms always return. There is a firmness at the back of my tongue that extends into my throat, and the nodes in my neck are hard and immobile. There can be little doubt about what that means. I know I am not long for this world, and I have accepted it, but I have one lingering concern. I have no wish to become a burden to Sarah.’

Archie looked directly at Raven in a way that made him feel distinctly ill at ease. There was another pause.

‘We are both medical men,’ Archie continued. ‘We know how it is likely to go for me now. Speaking and eating will become increasingly difficult. The pain will worsen. Death will come slowly. I will succumb as a result of starvation, suffocation, or the tumour will erode into an artery and I will bleed to death. Unquenchable haemorrhage. You know how that will be. What that will look like.’

Raven could well imagine. As an obstetrician he was no stranger to sudden and dramatic blood loss but the prospect of exsanguination from the mouth, blood filling the throat, perhaps drowning in the stuff, added a uniquely horrific dimension.

‘I would not have Sarah witness such a thing.’

‘No. Of course not,’ Raven said.