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Chapters (102)
  1. Half Title
  2. Dedication
  3. Also by Tara Altebrando
  4. Title Page
  5. Hello_world
  6. Four_new_notifications
  7. Eden
  8. Marwan
  9. Eden
  10. Marwan
  11. Eden
  12. Marwan
  13. Eden
  14. Establishing_connection
  15. Marwan
  16. Eden
  17. Marwan
  18. Eden
  19. Marwan
  20. Eden
  21. Marwan
  22. Eden
  23. Select_all
  24. Ilanka
  25. Eli
  26. Ilanka
  27. Eli
  28. Ilanka
  29. Eli
  30. Marwan
  31. Eden
  32. Eli
  33. Eden
  34. Eli
  35. Eden
  36. Marwan
  37. Ilanka
  38. Eden
  39. Eli
  40. Marwan
  41. Eden
  42. Ilanka
  43. Marwan
  44. Eden
  45. Eli
  46. Marwan
  47. Ilanka
  48. Eden
  49. Eli
  50. Marwan
  51. Eden
  52. User_error
  53. Ilanka
  54. Eli
  55. Eden
  56. Ilanka
  57. Marwan
  58. Eden
  59. Eli
  60. Marwan
  61. Eden
  62. Force_quit
  63. Marwan
  64. Eden
  65. Eli
  66. Eden
  67. Marwan
  68. Eli
  69. Eden
  70. Marwan
  71. Eli
  72. Ilanka
  73. End_game
  74. Eden
  75. Eli
  76. Marwan
  77. Eden
  78. Eli
  79. Marwan
  80. Eden
  81. Authorize_reboot
  82. Ilanka
  83. Eli
  84. Marwan
  85. Eden
  86. Ilanka
  87. Eli
  88. Marwan
  89. Ilanka
  90. Eden
  91. Marwan
  92. Ilanka
  93. Eli
  94. Powering_down
  95. Eli
  96. Marwan
  97. Eden
  98. Ilanka
  99. Eli
  100. Marwan
  101. Eden
  102. Acknowledgments

She went to put on the “Songs We Used to Sing to Eden When She Was a Baby” playlist, then remembered the lists were all gone. She’d played that one often enough these past few months that she knew that the first song on it was called “Falling Slowly,” so she tried to sing it to herself, but her whisper-singing felt pathetic and creepy, even to her.

I know you are but what am I?

Mark texted: How did it go?

She wrote back: Good. Tired. Going to bed.

Mark texted: You destroyed it?

She didn’t feel like answering, had already told him she was going to bed. So she turned her phone off and set it aside and lay there in the near dark. A distant siren came closer, then faded away again, and she thought about turning her phone back on and checking Citizen again but didn’t. A car with booming bass flew up the street at probably twice the speed limit, driven by one of the people her father called VIPs—people who expected the world to bend to their will, for traffic to part for them like biblical seas. She could almost hear him in the room, saying something like, “If you’re tailgating a school bus, you need to check your priorities. Amirite?”

The ceiling fan and its shadow self were up there and seemed somehow inquisitive once the room quieted—maybe even challenging—wondering, like she was, what the hell had just happened … and what could possibly happen next.

Authorize_reboot

Authorize_reboot

Ilanka

ILANKA

The coffee grinder hummed from the kitchen. Ilanka sat up, stretched, got up, and turned off her alarm, which would ring in a minute and was annoying. She went down the hall to use the bathroom, then into the kitchen for cereal. Her mother was there at her phone, which was plugged in. The plug reserved for her father’s phone was gone. She said, “Where’s Dad?”

“His trip got moved up,” her mother said. “Some kind of emergency. He left at the crack of dawn.” She yawned and said, “I’m getting in the shower.”

“What kind of emergency?” Ilanka asked.

“Some kind of hack,” her mother called back. “Apparently it’s a big deal.”

Ilanka stood at the window.

Something felt wrong.

Everything felt wrong.

Your father is engaged in illegal activities.

When she heard the water running in the shower, Ilanka went into her father’s home office. There was a pile of bills next to the space where his laptop would normally be. Con Ed. Sprint. Some junk mail from Delta. A copy of WIRED magazine with the headline “Less Artificial, More Intelligent.” A flyer from Queens Theatre advertising a show called “Doktor Kaboom’s Look Out! Science is Coming!”

She opened the desk drawer.

Some stamps. Unsharpened pencils. A stack of business cards and gift cards with Post-its stuck to them with dollar amounts written on them.