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Chapters (102)
  1. Half Title
  2. Dedication
  3. Also by Tara Altebrando
  4. Title Page
  5. Hello_world
  6. Four_new_notifications
  7. Eden
  8. Marwan
  9. Eden
  10. Marwan
  11. Eden
  12. Marwan
  13. Eden
  14. Establishing_connection
  15. Marwan
  16. Eden
  17. Marwan
  18. Eden
  19. Marwan
  20. Eden
  21. Marwan
  22. Eden
  23. Select_all
  24. Ilanka
  25. Eli
  26. Ilanka
  27. Eli
  28. Ilanka
  29. Eli
  30. Marwan
  31. Eden
  32. Eli
  33. Eden
  34. Eli
  35. Eden
  36. Marwan
  37. Ilanka
  38. Eden
  39. Eli
  40. Marwan
  41. Eden
  42. Ilanka
  43. Marwan
  44. Eden
  45. Eli
  46. Marwan
  47. Ilanka
  48. Eden
  49. Eli
  50. Marwan
  51. Eden
  52. User_error
  53. Ilanka
  54. Eli
  55. Eden
  56. Ilanka
  57. Marwan
  58. Eden
  59. Eli
  60. Marwan
  61. Eden
  62. Force_quit
  63. Marwan
  64. Eden
  65. Eli
  66. Eden
  67. Marwan
  68. Eli
  69. Eden
  70. Marwan
  71. Eli
  72. Ilanka
  73. End_game
  74. Eden
  75. Eli
  76. Marwan
  77. Eden
  78. Eli
  79. Marwan
  80. Eden
  81. Authorize_reboot
  82. Ilanka
  83. Eli
  84. Marwan
  85. Eden
  86. Ilanka
  87. Eli
  88. Marwan
  89. Ilanka
  90. Eden
  91. Marwan
  92. Ilanka
  93. Eli
  94. Powering_down
  95. Eli
  96. Marwan
  97. Eden
  98. Ilanka
  99. Eli
  100. Marwan
  101. Eden
  102. Acknowledgments

“Did you have these feelings before?” Her father’s ghost was right there, with his arms crossed, eagerly awaiting an answer. “Like when Dad was—?”

“When you’re married, Eden, you don’t suddenly never have a connection with anyone else. That’s an important thing to know going in. The important thing is that you don’t act. Ideally you run in the opposite direction. That’s why I have him in my phone as NH! Never happening.”

“But you’re not running.”

“I’m trying, but it’s complicated.”

“She’s one of your best friends.”

“So is he!” her mother nearly screamed, and the words seemed to travel around the room, leaving a crisscrossed field of red lasers in the air. Eden saw no way to cut through.

“These boys you’re hanging around with”—her mother got up and climbed back under the blankets—“I hope it’s because they’re good friends to you. Not all the other stuff.”

“They are,” Eden said. “I mean, he is.”

Her mother yawned again.

“Promise me you’re going to stop texting him,” Eden said.

“Good night, Eden,” her mother said.

“So that’s it?” Still sounding like a child, like someone who wanted her mother to somehow make everything right and easy again.

Her mother didn’t answer.

In her room, Eden went to close her blinds and saw, in the light of the streetlamp, that their tree was now bag-free. She felt a twinge of disappointment over not having witnessed the precise moment of the bag’s liberation and wondered whether it had floated into the sky like a birthday balloon or blown into the street and been flattened by a car. At the park, she and Eli hadn’t thought to look up, where probably the device was just sitting on a branch of a tree, messing with them. They hadn’t known it could fly.

She changed into pajamas, then crossed the hall and went to the bathroom, brushed her teeth, put her hair up and threw some cool water on her face. Back in her room, she climbed into bed.

She checked her phone.

Marwan hadn’t texted.

No one had.

An iPod had been stolen at a basketball court, and some people were stuck in an elevator.

There were stories to catch up on, but it didn’t feel urgent to do so.

It was over.

She didn’t even know what they’d say to each other tomorrow, what life would be like now. Everything and nothing had changed.

She could tell people about the device now—even her mom if she wanted to. She could explain it all, except that she couldn’t explain any of it.