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Chapters (102)
  1. Half Title
  2. Dedication
  3. Also by Tara Altebrando
  4. Title Page
  5. Hello_world
  6. Four_new_notifications
  7. Eden
  8. Marwan
  9. Eden
  10. Marwan
  11. Eden
  12. Marwan
  13. Eden
  14. Establishing_connection
  15. Marwan
  16. Eden
  17. Marwan
  18. Eden
  19. Marwan
  20. Eden
  21. Marwan
  22. Eden
  23. Select_all
  24. Ilanka
  25. Eli
  26. Ilanka
  27. Eli
  28. Ilanka
  29. Eli
  30. Marwan
  31. Eden
  32. Eli
  33. Eden
  34. Eli
  35. Eden
  36. Marwan
  37. Ilanka
  38. Eden
  39. Eli
  40. Marwan
  41. Eden
  42. Ilanka
  43. Marwan
  44. Eden
  45. Eli
  46. Marwan
  47. Ilanka
  48. Eden
  49. Eli
  50. Marwan
  51. Eden
  52. User_error
  53. Ilanka
  54. Eli
  55. Eden
  56. Ilanka
  57. Marwan
  58. Eden
  59. Eli
  60. Marwan
  61. Eden
  62. Force_quit
  63. Marwan
  64. Eden
  65. Eli
  66. Eden
  67. Marwan
  68. Eli
  69. Eden
  70. Marwan
  71. Eli
  72. Ilanka
  73. End_game
  74. Eden
  75. Eli
  76. Marwan
  77. Eden
  78. Eli
  79. Marwan
  80. Eden
  81. Authorize_reboot
  82. Ilanka
  83. Eli
  84. Marwan
  85. Eden
  86. Ilanka
  87. Eli
  88. Marwan
  89. Ilanka
  90. Eden
  91. Marwan
  92. Ilanka
  93. Eli
  94. Powering_down
  95. Eli
  96. Marwan
  97. Eden
  98. Ilanka
  99. Eli
  100. Marwan
  101. Eden
  102. Acknowledgments

He texted Eden on his breaks. Just making plans to meet up for the rally tomorrow and some texts about maybe going bowling on Sunday. It was weird to talk about normal things with her—weird to think ahead to things they might do together in the coming weeks—without the looming feeling of a ticking time bomb in their pockets.

There’d be no fire alarms, no Panera rain, no secrets, no hiding, no bomb threats, no fear.

It felt like a wire had been cut and they’d all been defused.

He’d taken some more notes on his podcast after the funeral yesterday but then decided, for now at least, to just let the device be done, to let the story sit awhile until he could make better sense of it.

He still hadn’t listened to that last episode of the beauty queen podcast and was pretty sure he wouldn’t. It seemed weird, suddenly, to spend so much time immersed in other people’s darkness instead of out in the world, looking for light.

Eli had started a group text: Send help.

Marwan felt himself tighten and reactivate, but then a photo came through. It was a picture of Eli’s sister holding one of the cards from the conversation game. If you zoomed in you could just make out the question: What is the most valuable lesson you have learned?

Eden sent a rolling-on-the-floor-laughing face.

Marwan sent the pondering emoji.

Ilanka wrote: Um. Do I know you? then, a minute later, a smiley face.

“Marwan,” his father said. “No sleeping on the job. Table four needs water.”

He put his phone in his pocket and grabbed a glass pitcher. “I’m on it.”

Eden

EDEN

At first it seemed like maybe nobody was going to turn up except for Eden and her mom and the rally organizers: a small group of women with their children in tow who had gathered at the center of the park, all holding handmade posters. But then more people started to mill, and then more people, including her friends, filled out the edges of the park and suddenly it was a thing. The idea was to walk quietly through the neighborhood, past the places where hateful incidents had occurred in the past few days and months. The organizers had mapped it out on paper and printed up copies and started passing them out.

Eden’s mom finally met Marwan. And Ilanka and Eli (again), too. He’d brought his little sister and his dog, Cora. Some of Marwan’s friends from soccer were there so Eden met them.

Svetlana was there with Ilanka. And Anjali was there, of course—with Tristan and Thea and Thea’s moms. The Rankins had turned up, too. Mark came over and asked Eden about life post-Aizel.

“So far so good,” she said.

“And it’s definitely destroyed?” he asked.