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Chapters (102)
  1. Half Title
  2. Dedication
  3. Also by Tara Altebrando
  4. Title Page
  5. Hello_world
  6. Four_new_notifications
  7. Eden
  8. Marwan
  9. Eden
  10. Marwan
  11. Eden
  12. Marwan
  13. Eden
  14. Establishing_connection
  15. Marwan
  16. Eden
  17. Marwan
  18. Eden
  19. Marwan
  20. Eden
  21. Marwan
  22. Eden
  23. Select_all
  24. Ilanka
  25. Eli
  26. Ilanka
  27. Eli
  28. Ilanka
  29. Eli
  30. Marwan
  31. Eden
  32. Eli
  33. Eden
  34. Eli
  35. Eden
  36. Marwan
  37. Ilanka
  38. Eden
  39. Eli
  40. Marwan
  41. Eden
  42. Ilanka
  43. Marwan
  44. Eden
  45. Eli
  46. Marwan
  47. Ilanka
  48. Eden
  49. Eli
  50. Marwan
  51. Eden
  52. User_error
  53. Ilanka
  54. Eli
  55. Eden
  56. Ilanka
  57. Marwan
  58. Eden
  59. Eli
  60. Marwan
  61. Eden
  62. Force_quit
  63. Marwan
  64. Eden
  65. Eli
  66. Eden
  67. Marwan
  68. Eli
  69. Eden
  70. Marwan
  71. Eli
  72. Ilanka
  73. End_game
  74. Eden
  75. Eli
  76. Marwan
  77. Eden
  78. Eli
  79. Marwan
  80. Eden
  81. Authorize_reboot
  82. Ilanka
  83. Eli
  84. Marwan
  85. Eden
  86. Ilanka
  87. Eli
  88. Marwan
  89. Ilanka
  90. Eden
  91. Marwan
  92. Ilanka
  93. Eli
  94. Powering_down
  95. Eli
  96. Marwan
  97. Eden
  98. Ilanka
  99. Eli
  100. Marwan
  101. Eden
  102. Acknowledgments

She could run it under the faucet right there. What could possibly happen except that it would maybe break—like a phone would—and then so what? Eli would freak out and put it in a bowl of rice and wait until it came back to life.

Consequences.

“But what kind of consequences?”

They don’t tell me ahead of time.

“Who are they?”

They is they.

Made no sense.

“So what’s, like, the end game? The prize or whatever, if we keep this going long enough?”

There is no prize.

“The others said it was like a game with a prize or something.”

The device pulsed white light that faded.

The screen read: Not a game. No prize.

“Then what’s the point?”

To belong.

Ilanka looked at herself in the mirror, right into her own eyes. Like testing herself. What was she going to do next? The principal’s office was just down the hall; she could waltz in and hand it over. So what was stopping her? Was she … enjoying it? Either way, she didn’t want to risk it if breaking a rule meant frying her phone.

“Why do you have to get passed around anyway?” she asked, cutting off her own gaze and thinking her makeup looked good enough for a selfie.

Must move to learn.

“What are you trying to learn?” Ilanka asked, and waited.

How to belong.

“Yeah, well, join the club,” she muttered, then took the selfie and ran through some filters and picked one and posted it.

Why do you post so many?

“I don’t post that many,” she said, fixing her hair in the mirror.

Why do you take so many?

“I don’t take that many,” she said.

The device let out beams of light in every direction, projecting her selfies on the walls and mirrors, repeating into infinity. Ilanka backed away from the mirror, feeling dizzy. Okay, so maybe she did take a lot. But only because they were never good enough.

The door from the hall pushed open.

She rushed to the counter and shoved the device—and all those visions or versions of herself—into her bag. Two girls had come in and gone right into stalls.

Ilanka tossed her lipstick into her bag, too, and zipped it shut.

In the mirror, she met eyes with a ghost-self that was pale and shaky and bewildered, as if caught between two worlds.

Eli

ELI

He had no willpower whatsoever. At his locker, at lunchtime, he fired off a bunch of questions to Aizel via text.

Can you send email? If you can, maybe I can find an IP address and find your owner?

Are you supposed to be collecting data from us, and if so what kind of data?

Are there more of you?

Is this a game? Is this your first time playing it?

He clicked over to a different chat and texted Ilanka: It’s Eli. Everything okay?