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Chapters (102)
  1. Half Title
  2. Dedication
  3. Also by Tara Altebrando
  4. Title Page
  5. Hello_world
  6. Four_new_notifications
  7. Eden
  8. Marwan
  9. Eden
  10. Marwan
  11. Eden
  12. Marwan
  13. Eden
  14. Establishing_connection
  15. Marwan
  16. Eden
  17. Marwan
  18. Eden
  19. Marwan
  20. Eden
  21. Marwan
  22. Eden
  23. Select_all
  24. Ilanka
  25. Eli
  26. Ilanka
  27. Eli
  28. Ilanka
  29. Eli
  30. Marwan
  31. Eden
  32. Eli
  33. Eden
  34. Eli
  35. Eden
  36. Marwan
  37. Ilanka
  38. Eden
  39. Eli
  40. Marwan
  41. Eden
  42. Ilanka
  43. Marwan
  44. Eden
  45. Eli
  46. Marwan
  47. Ilanka
  48. Eden
  49. Eli
  50. Marwan
  51. Eden
  52. User_error
  53. Ilanka
  54. Eli
  55. Eden
  56. Ilanka
  57. Marwan
  58. Eden
  59. Eli
  60. Marwan
  61. Eden
  62. Force_quit
  63. Marwan
  64. Eden
  65. Eli
  66. Eden
  67. Marwan
  68. Eli
  69. Eden
  70. Marwan
  71. Eli
  72. Ilanka
  73. End_game
  74. Eden
  75. Eli
  76. Marwan
  77. Eden
  78. Eli
  79. Marwan
  80. Eden
  81. Authorize_reboot
  82. Ilanka
  83. Eli
  84. Marwan
  85. Eden
  86. Ilanka
  87. Eli
  88. Marwan
  89. Ilanka
  90. Eden
  91. Marwan
  92. Ilanka
  93. Eli
  94. Powering_down
  95. Eli
  96. Marwan
  97. Eden
  98. Ilanka
  99. Eli
  100. Marwan
  101. Eden
  102. Acknowledgments

“Can we talk?”

“Um.” He smiled awkwardly. “I guess.”

Eden waited for him to get up, then walked out onto the sidewalk, holding the door for him as he followed.

“I wanted to clear the air,” she said. “In person.”

“Okay?” he said, like he had no idea what she was talking about.

“Asking people to send them sexy pics or whatever is gross.”

Julian made a face and looked away, like he was amused.

“Coming on to people and then acting like it never happened is also gross,” she said.

“I thought you were into me.” He looked like he might just walk away.

“But you weren’t into me. So why even ask for the pic so many times?”

He shrugged. “I don’t know.”

She shook her head and studied him for traces of whatever it was she’d initially found attractive in him.

“Are we done?” he asked finally.

“Yeah, we’re done, Julian,” she said, and he went back into Starbucks.

She got out her phone and earbuds and thought about listening to her dad’s voice mail, which had been restored to her phone, presumably right before the device imploded, but instead she opened Spotify and went to the playlist called “Current Faves.” After some serious help from Gmail and Spotify she’d gotten them all back, and now they were on her own account. The last two tracks her father had favorited before he’d died were at the top—one was called “Pain”; the other, “The Day Will Be Mine.”

Svetlana was suddenly there. It was as if a unicorn had walked up to her.

“What are you staring at?” Svetlana asked.

“Nothing,” Eden said, taking one of her earbuds out again.

“Ilanka told me about that thing you guys had. How you thought I was dead.”

“I’m glad you’re not.”

“Me, too.” Svetlana laughed awkwardly. “Obviously. But it’s gone, right?”

“Yes,” Eden said. “It’s gone.”

Svetlana just nodded and walked off, and Eden started on her way, too. Whatever Aizel had meant when she’d said, “You wouldn’t believe the things I’m capable of,” well, Eden didn’t want to know. She only knew that the next time she got a flight out of LaGuardia, she’d get a window seat and look down at that spot with the tall reeds, where life had become this completely insane, out-of-control thing. She’d think how maybe, when it was all said and done, it had been a little bit—just maybe the tiniest bit—fun.

Looking at the song titles again, she put her earbud back in for the walk home. She picked “The Day Will Be Mine” because the idea felt right.

Ilanka

ILANKA