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Chapters (102)
  1. Half Title
  2. Dedication
  3. Also by Tara Altebrando
  4. Title Page
  5. Hello_world
  6. Four_new_notifications
  7. Eden
  8. Marwan
  9. Eden
  10. Marwan
  11. Eden
  12. Marwan
  13. Eden
  14. Establishing_connection
  15. Marwan
  16. Eden
  17. Marwan
  18. Eden
  19. Marwan
  20. Eden
  21. Marwan
  22. Eden
  23. Select_all
  24. Ilanka
  25. Eli
  26. Ilanka
  27. Eli
  28. Ilanka
  29. Eli
  30. Marwan
  31. Eden
  32. Eli
  33. Eden
  34. Eli
  35. Eden
  36. Marwan
  37. Ilanka
  38. Eden
  39. Eli
  40. Marwan
  41. Eden
  42. Ilanka
  43. Marwan
  44. Eden
  45. Eli
  46. Marwan
  47. Ilanka
  48. Eden
  49. Eli
  50. Marwan
  51. Eden
  52. User_error
  53. Ilanka
  54. Eli
  55. Eden
  56. Ilanka
  57. Marwan
  58. Eden
  59. Eli
  60. Marwan
  61. Eden
  62. Force_quit
  63. Marwan
  64. Eden
  65. Eli
  66. Eden
  67. Marwan
  68. Eli
  69. Eden
  70. Marwan
  71. Eli
  72. Ilanka
  73. End_game
  74. Eden
  75. Eli
  76. Marwan
  77. Eden
  78. Eli
  79. Marwan
  80. Eden
  81. Authorize_reboot
  82. Ilanka
  83. Eli
  84. Marwan
  85. Eden
  86. Ilanka
  87. Eli
  88. Marwan
  89. Ilanka
  90. Eden
  91. Marwan
  92. Ilanka
  93. Eli
  94. Powering_down
  95. Eli
  96. Marwan
  97. Eden
  98. Ilanka
  99. Eli
  100. Marwan
  101. Eden
  102. Acknowledgments

Maybe she’d wanted him to be the one to tell Lambert the truth. But in the moment, he couldn’t do it. Because he’d started to wonder last night, when the cops started talking about surveillance cameras that might be able to aid the investigation, that maybe the device could … help?

Eden

EDEN

She sat on her bed, legs folded, with the device in front of her. The sound of gentle lapping ocean waves filled the air—her noise machine.

“Why are you cutting out Eli?”

He asks too many questions.

Right now he is texting me but I am not receiving.

How had Eli figured out that … Oh. Right. The device had texted them after Marwan had tried to abandon it. It hadn’t occurred to Eden to text back, though it was true she’d had answers to the question “Why did Marwan do that?”

Because he was scared.

Because we’re all scared.

All the time.

But no, she was just projecting.

“What’s wrong with texting you questions?”

It distracts me from my work.

“Which is?”

To do what I am supposed to do.

“Which is …?”

Learn to belong.

“But why did you say not to trust Eli? He’s just curious is all.”

His eagerness to understand what I am and where I come from may cause poor judgment.

“So that’s it? He’s out? Or can he do something to get back into your good graces or whatever?”

Contemplating.

“Marwan tried to ditch you in the park. Why not cut him out, too?”

Chose to use him as an example. A warning.

“Okay, then,” Eden said, and she picked up her phone, started to read the day’s headlines. Wildfires. Russia. A mudslide. A government agency going rogue on Twitter. She checked for new stories in her feed. Found a photo that Julian had posted with Becca Emigli.

Felt sick.

He wasn’t going to text her.

Ever.

Was he?

A burglary was in progress two avenues and five blocks away.

Talk to me.

Eden texted Anjali: Julian’s with Becca. You think that’s a thing?

IDK. Maybe?

PLEASE TALK TO ME.

I feel sick, she typed.

I don’t see what the big deal is. I mean, you like him but if it’s not meant to be, it’s not.

Eden didn’t know how to explain. Didn’t want to talk about the movie theater. This was what ghosting felt like.

The device buzzed in place, loud like a thousand beetles. The message projected on the wall said:

DO NOT IGNORE THE DEVICE.

DO NOT IGNORE THE DEVICE.

THE DEVICE MUST NOT BE IGNORED.

The red letters warped some when they hit the framed photos on the wall: old birthday parties, forgotten vacations, a dead dad.

Eden backed away and said, “Sorry.”