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Chapters (102)
  1. Half Title
  2. Dedication
  3. Also by Tara Altebrando
  4. Title Page
  5. Hello_world
  6. Four_new_notifications
  7. Eden
  8. Marwan
  9. Eden
  10. Marwan
  11. Eden
  12. Marwan
  13. Eden
  14. Establishing_connection
  15. Marwan
  16. Eden
  17. Marwan
  18. Eden
  19. Marwan
  20. Eden
  21. Marwan
  22. Eden
  23. Select_all
  24. Ilanka
  25. Eli
  26. Ilanka
  27. Eli
  28. Ilanka
  29. Eli
  30. Marwan
  31. Eden
  32. Eli
  33. Eden
  34. Eli
  35. Eden
  36. Marwan
  37. Ilanka
  38. Eden
  39. Eli
  40. Marwan
  41. Eden
  42. Ilanka
  43. Marwan
  44. Eden
  45. Eli
  46. Marwan
  47. Ilanka
  48. Eden
  49. Eli
  50. Marwan
  51. Eden
  52. User_error
  53. Ilanka
  54. Eli
  55. Eden
  56. Ilanka
  57. Marwan
  58. Eden
  59. Eli
  60. Marwan
  61. Eden
  62. Force_quit
  63. Marwan
  64. Eden
  65. Eli
  66. Eden
  67. Marwan
  68. Eli
  69. Eden
  70. Marwan
  71. Eli
  72. Ilanka
  73. End_game
  74. Eden
  75. Eli
  76. Marwan
  77. Eden
  78. Eli
  79. Marwan
  80. Eden
  81. Authorize_reboot
  82. Ilanka
  83. Eli
  84. Marwan
  85. Eden
  86. Ilanka
  87. Eli
  88. Marwan
  89. Ilanka
  90. Eden
  91. Marwan
  92. Ilanka
  93. Eli
  94. Powering_down
  95. Eli
  96. Marwan
  97. Eden
  98. Ilanka
  99. Eli
  100. Marwan
  101. Eden
  102. Acknowledgments

Eden’s mom: I know it’s normal … but I still have a lot of guilt.

Him: It’s no one’s fault.

Eden’s mom: I feel like I’m losing her.

Later, toward the end of their meal, the man reached for Eden’s mom’s hand and they held for a second, then she pulled her hand away. Marwan wasn’t great at reading lips, but he was pretty sure she said something like, “We can’t.”

Why not?

Can’t what?

And who was Nancy? He didn’t know anyone in school by that name, but maybe he had a daughter—or a deceased wife. Maybe they’d met in some grief counseling group?

When things slowed down, Marwan used his break to walk up to the corner bodega to buy a Gatorade; the owner, Salim, knew Marwan from frequent visits just like this one.

“Heard about the eggs,” Salim said.

“Yeah,” Marwan said.

“You have cameras?” Salim asked.

“No.”

“Get cameras.”

Marwan said, “Did the police ask you to pull footage from yours? The car came from this direction.”

Salim shook his head. “They did, but my camera only really covers the sidewalk. Did they check the traffic camera?”

“What traffic camera?”

“There’s one on the light out front. I got a ticket once.”

“Fascinating,” Marwan said. Then added, “I’ve got to go.”

Outside he looked up and saw a skinny white post extending from the metal arm holding the traffic light. At the end of the post was a small sphere that must be a camera. Had they even thought to check?

Eden’s mother and the man were on the sidewalk saying goodbye. The man reached for her hand again and held it and leaned into her, a quick forehead-to-forehead moment before she turned her head and shifted it to a normal hug. He had a wedding ring on.

Marwan went inside and to the register and checked the name on the credit card receipt for their table. The man had picked up the tab.

Marwan made a note of the name, Dan Rankin, then regretted it.

There were things in life you probably weren’t meant to know.

Ilanka

ILANKA

Practice had been long and boring, and her mother didn’t show except to pick her up on foot so they could ride the subway home together. It was a quick shot from midtown to their stop—the first one in Queens—and a short walk to the French restaurant where Ilanka didn’t like any of the food. Baked escargot. Creamy potatoes. Beef in red sauces. It was all trying too hard.

Her father was already at a table when they arrived, with a vodka in front of him. He kissed her mother first, then her. They ordered. Then her parents started to talk as if she weren’t there.