Back Take Me with You
Chapters (102)
  1. Half Title
  2. Dedication
  3. Also by Tara Altebrando
  4. Title Page
  5. Hello_world
  6. Four_new_notifications
  7. Eden
  8. Marwan
  9. Eden
  10. Marwan
  11. Eden
  12. Marwan
  13. Eden
  14. Establishing_connection
  15. Marwan
  16. Eden
  17. Marwan
  18. Eden
  19. Marwan
  20. Eden
  21. Marwan
  22. Eden
  23. Select_all
  24. Ilanka
  25. Eli
  26. Ilanka
  27. Eli
  28. Ilanka
  29. Eli
  30. Marwan
  31. Eden
  32. Eli
  33. Eden
  34. Eli
  35. Eden
  36. Marwan
  37. Ilanka
  38. Eden
  39. Eli
  40. Marwan
  41. Eden
  42. Ilanka
  43. Marwan
  44. Eden
  45. Eli
  46. Marwan
  47. Ilanka
  48. Eden
  49. Eli
  50. Marwan
  51. Eden
  52. User_error
  53. Ilanka
  54. Eli
  55. Eden
  56. Ilanka
  57. Marwan
  58. Eden
  59. Eli
  60. Marwan
  61. Eden
  62. Force_quit
  63. Marwan
  64. Eden
  65. Eli
  66. Eden
  67. Marwan
  68. Eli
  69. Eden
  70. Marwan
  71. Eli
  72. Ilanka
  73. End_game
  74. Eden
  75. Eli
  76. Marwan
  77. Eden
  78. Eli
  79. Marwan
  80. Eden
  81. Authorize_reboot
  82. Ilanka
  83. Eli
  84. Marwan
  85. Eden
  86. Ilanka
  87. Eli
  88. Marwan
  89. Ilanka
  90. Eden
  91. Marwan
  92. Ilanka
  93. Eli
  94. Powering_down
  95. Eli
  96. Marwan
  97. Eden
  98. Ilanka
  99. Eli
  100. Marwan
  101. Eden
  102. Acknowledgments

Once she had a glass of water, Eden went to get her phone to sneak it upstairs. Her mother’s phone was charging beside hers, and it buzzed a text alert from the mysterious NH.

I can’t stop thinking about you.

Eden gasped, like she’d been caught.

She backed away in the dark.

Upstairs, she couldn’t sleep. Her mother was lying to her constantly, and Svetlana was … dead.

Dead.

It was the device’s fault and maybe their fault, too.

Nothing felt real; nothing felt right.

Her stomach tightened, like it had somehow learned from her hands how to make a fist. This couldn’t possibly be happening, except that it was. She should text Ilanka and see how she was doing, but she didn’t want to because it was all too horrible.

She was weirdly thirsty—like a neglected plant—and couldn’t seem to get comfortable. She tried counting her breaths down from one hundred to calm herself and eventually fell asleep, then jolted awake again in a sweat.

She’d had a dream about her dentist injecting foot-long needles into her neck while telling her she was sick and would never get better.

It was only one a.m., and she had no idea how she’d even get through the night.

She checked her phone and saw a recent text from Marwan.

Hope you’re not sleeping.

I mean, I hope this isn’t waking you up. Somebody threw a brick through the restaurant window. Can’t sleep.

I’m here, she wrote back. Awake. So sorry. Did the police come?

Yes.

She felt sick. Did you hear about the flyers all over Broadway?

????

They say “Build the wall” or some garbage. You think same people?

No idea. Also, isn’t that just old? Who’s still talking about a wall? Ridiculous.

What happens now? With police?

Probably nothing.

She wanted to tell him her plan so badly but had to be safe.

She almost wrote, I think my mom’s seeing someone she shouldn’t be. But that would be an overshare. So she didn’t. She only wrote, We should go to bed.

Then, I can’t stop thinking about Svetlana.

I know, he wrote. Same. Try to sleep and I will too.

Her night-light cast a shadow of her white ceiling fan behind it, so it looked like there were two fans up there, and for a second she imagined the whole world was like that; everyone in it always two versions of themselves—one moving through life in broad daylight, and the other, a hidden shadow self, lying in wait.

But waiting for what?