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Chapters (102)
  1. Half Title
  2. Dedication
  3. Also by Tara Altebrando
  4. Title Page
  5. Hello_world
  6. Four_new_notifications
  7. Eden
  8. Marwan
  9. Eden
  10. Marwan
  11. Eden
  12. Marwan
  13. Eden
  14. Establishing_connection
  15. Marwan
  16. Eden
  17. Marwan
  18. Eden
  19. Marwan
  20. Eden
  21. Marwan
  22. Eden
  23. Select_all
  24. Ilanka
  25. Eli
  26. Ilanka
  27. Eli
  28. Ilanka
  29. Eli
  30. Marwan
  31. Eden
  32. Eli
  33. Eden
  34. Eli
  35. Eden
  36. Marwan
  37. Ilanka
  38. Eden
  39. Eli
  40. Marwan
  41. Eden
  42. Ilanka
  43. Marwan
  44. Eden
  45. Eli
  46. Marwan
  47. Ilanka
  48. Eden
  49. Eli
  50. Marwan
  51. Eden
  52. User_error
  53. Ilanka
  54. Eli
  55. Eden
  56. Ilanka
  57. Marwan
  58. Eden
  59. Eli
  60. Marwan
  61. Eden
  62. Force_quit
  63. Marwan
  64. Eden
  65. Eli
  66. Eden
  67. Marwan
  68. Eli
  69. Eden
  70. Marwan
  71. Eli
  72. Ilanka
  73. End_game
  74. Eden
  75. Eli
  76. Marwan
  77. Eden
  78. Eli
  79. Marwan
  80. Eden
  81. Authorize_reboot
  82. Ilanka
  83. Eli
  84. Marwan
  85. Eden
  86. Ilanka
  87. Eli
  88. Marwan
  89. Ilanka
  90. Eden
  91. Marwan
  92. Ilanka
  93. Eli
  94. Powering_down
  95. Eli
  96. Marwan
  97. Eden
  98. Ilanka
  99. Eli
  100. Marwan
  101. Eden
  102. Acknowledgments

She pulled up a map of Astoria on Google Maps and looked for green and blue, parks and water. But Astoria Park was too crowded, too close. She zoomed out and zoomed out some more. Found the answer she was maybe looking for:

The airport.

It was a sort of wasteland out there.

Marshes and swamps by a weedy highway with exits like entrails leading god knew where. It was the sort of urban landscape that made her uneasy. Because how did those tires end up there on that hill? What about that roll of toilet paper and the chip bags and upturned metal shopping cart? The presence of human touches like that in uninhabitable places was oddly terrifying to her.

She studied the area around the airport more closely. Found a park with water access. She could picture what it looked like from the road when they’d drive out that way—the way tall, tan, stalky plants grew along the shoreline. And how across that bay there lived whole other neighborhoods she’d never been to. Bayside, she’d heard of. Pomonok sounded made up.

Out there, they could sink the device into some mud and walk away and never speak of it again. Then years would pass, and when they were older and crossed paths, they’d still carry the weight of a secret together, like a bone-deep bruise, but they’d take it to their graves because they would have no other choice.

Was it watching her now?

She powered down her computer.

She checked her phone—Julian: Maybe I’ll just keep it a little while longer?—then turned it off.

She went to the bookshelf in the den area adjacent to her room where there was a bunch of her father’s old maps. He used to want to show them to her—explain how they worked, how you used to have to figure out how to get places—but she was never interested. Now, she found one of New York City and then the detail of Queens. She found the small park by the water she’d seen on Google. It seemed near enough to the expressway that it wouldn’t take too long to do the round trip.

She sat down at her desk with a pen and paper and drew up a plan. Then wrote out two more copies. She’d give one to Marwan while Eli still had the device. Then give one to Eli when Marwan had the device. By this time tomorrow night, they’d be free.

She went downstairs to say good night, and her mother kissed her on the forehead and said, “I’m heading up now, too.”

Eden said, “I’m just gonna get some water,” and her mother drifted up the stairs.