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Contents ( 110)
  1. About the Book
  2. Contents
  3. 1
  4. Danny
  5. 2
  6. Wolfie
  7. 3
  8. Danny
  9. 4
  10. Danny
  11. 5
  12. Danny
  13. 6
  14. Danny
  15. 7
  16. Danny
  17. 8
  18. Wolfie
  19. 9
  20. Danny
  21. 10
  22. Danny
  23. 11
  24. Danny
  25. 12
  26. Danny
  27. 13
  28. Danny
  29. 14
  30. Danny
  31. 15
  32. Wolfie
  33. 16
  34. Wolfie
  35. 17
  36. Danny
  37. 18
  38. Danny
  39. 19
  40. Danny
  41. 20
  42. Wolfie
  43. 21
  44. Danny
  45. 22
  46. Wolfie
  47. 23
  48. Danny
  49. 24
  50. Wolfie
  51. 25
  52. Danny
  53. 26
  54. Wolfie
  55. 27
  56. Danny
  57. 28
  58. Danny
  59. 29
  60. Danny
  61. 30
  62. Wolfie
  63. 31
  64. Danny
  65. 32
  66. Wolfie
  67. 33
  68. Danny
  69. 34
  70. Danny
  71. 35
  72. Wolfie
  73. 36
  74. Danny
  75. 37
  76. Wolfie
  77. 38
  78. Wolfie
  79. 39
  80. Danny
  81. 40
  82. Danny
  83. 41
  84. Wolfie
  85. 42
  86. Danny
  87. 43
  88. Danny
  89. 44
  90. Wolfie
  91. 45
  92. Danny
  93. 46
  94. Wolfie
  95. 47
  96. Danny
  97. 48
  98. Wolfie
  99. 49
  100. Danny
  101. 50
  102. Wolfie
  103. 51
  104. Danny
  105. Acknowledgements
  106. About the Author
  107. Also by the author
  108. THE FUNNY THING ABOUT NORMAN FOREMAN
  109. Julietta Henderson
  110. Sign up to Read More and discover new favourites

‘I’ve known him so long I guess I’ve forgotten how he can come across to other people,’ Dom says. ‘I just know what he means to me and George.’ Something happens to his voice when he says George’s name and he tries to turn it around by pretending it’s a yawn. Don’t try and kid a kidder, Dom.

He twirls his empty mug in his hands and I think maybe it’s over and I’ve got away with not saying anything, but he’s just catching his breath.

‘The first time Danny came to stay with us was when Kath . . . when George’s mother died. I was a complete mess. I was barely capable of looking after myself, let alone a two-year-old. But Danny drove me home from the funeral and he didn’t leave for a month – even quit his job, and it was one he actually liked. I don’t really remember the first couple of weeks, and even now I’ve no idea what he got up to with George that entire time. But I guess that’s what I’m getting at. Because even then, especially then really, when I was close to losing it, all I knew was that if George was with Danny, he was OK. He was safe. Because I’d trust Danny with the most precious thing in my life, no questions asked, but I probably wouldn’t let him use my good saucepans. You know what I mean?’

I do. I hope Dom doesn’t notice how hard it is for me to suck oxygen in and out right now because of how much I bloody do. And what if he’s right? What if Danny is the guy? What if he actually is the one I need, the one I can trust with the most precious thing in my life? Maybe we’d have to sacrifice a few saucepans along the way, but also maybe so what? Quid pro quo.

A door slams and George calls out to the dog. There’s a scrabbling of paws on polished floors, and then muffled thumps as Gentleman tears up the stairs to what he’s probably fully expecting to be the most exciting time of his life. Dom stands up and walks over to the window.

‘You know, it’s been four years since Kath died, but this house is still so full of the space she left behind. It’s way too big for me and George, but when Danny came back to stay, it just seemed like he filled it up again, or something.’

Dom stares out into the darkness and I think, Volume, capacity. Got it.

When the hurricane from down the hall arrives, I think maybe we’re both a bit relieved. George is sharp and straight away he knows he’s walked in on something. Gentleman’s right behind him, waiting for the fun to start, but George stands still, in his Buzz pyjamas and bath-wet hair, and his eyes go from Dom to me and back again. Then he just walks over and grabs his father’s hand and looks up at him, like they’re at a bus stop ready to go. It makes me want to cry. That lovely man and his lovely mad little kid, a couple of carbon cut-outs waiting for their bus, missing their Kath. Protecting their Danny.