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Contents ( 110)
  1. About the Book
  2. Contents
  3. 1
  4. Danny
  5. 2
  6. Wolfie
  7. 3
  8. Danny
  9. 4
  10. Danny
  11. 5
  12. Danny
  13. 6
  14. Danny
  15. 7
  16. Danny
  17. 8
  18. Wolfie
  19. 9
  20. Danny
  21. 10
  22. Danny
  23. 11
  24. Danny
  25. 12
  26. Danny
  27. 13
  28. Danny
  29. 14
  30. Danny
  31. 15
  32. Wolfie
  33. 16
  34. Wolfie
  35. 17
  36. Danny
  37. 18
  38. Danny
  39. 19
  40. Danny
  41. 20
  42. Wolfie
  43. 21
  44. Danny
  45. 22
  46. Wolfie
  47. 23
  48. Danny
  49. 24
  50. Wolfie
  51. 25
  52. Danny
  53. 26
  54. Wolfie
  55. 27
  56. Danny
  57. 28
  58. Danny
  59. 29
  60. Danny
  61. 30
  62. Wolfie
  63. 31
  64. Danny
  65. 32
  66. Wolfie
  67. 33
  68. Danny
  69. 34
  70. Danny
  71. 35
  72. Wolfie
  73. 36
  74. Danny
  75. 37
  76. Wolfie
  77. 38
  78. Wolfie
  79. 39
  80. Danny
  81. 40
  82. Danny
  83. 41
  84. Wolfie
  85. 42
  86. Danny
  87. 43
  88. Danny
  89. 44
  90. Wolfie
  91. 45
  92. Danny
  93. 46
  94. Wolfie
  95. 47
  96. Danny
  97. 48
  98. Wolfie
  99. 49
  100. Danny
  101. 50
  102. Wolfie
  103. 51
  104. Danny
  105. Acknowledgements
  106. About the Author
  107. Also by the author
  108. THE FUNNY THING ABOUT NORMAN FOREMAN
  109. Julietta Henderson
  110. Sign up to Read More and discover new favourites

Even when I’d straightened the sheet back over the boxes and tea chests, I stayed, as I sometimes found Gentleman, facing the corner, silent and staring at nothing. I didn’t see any of that wonderful invisible stuff dogs see, but maybe those guys are on to something, because in that little moment I took, it dawned on me that it didn’t matter I had no idea what to say, because Lou just needed me to listen.

When I walked over and sat back down on the floor in front of her, I noticed a few tiny spots of blood seeping through the new layers of gauze on her leg wound. My fingers were itching to unwrap the bandages again and check on it, but Lou took a couple of shallow breaths and kept talking as if the box landslide hadn’t happened.

‘After Mum died, I remember thinking that even though it looked like you were still there, it was like she’d taken you with her. That me and Dad were the only ones left behind.’ Ah, the times I’d wished exactly that.

‘Do you remember her perfume? Miss Dior?’

I tried to nod, but just the mention of it sent a rush up my nostrils like snuff. That smell was such a powerful part of my memories of her; like her pale hazel eyes, or the tiny mole on her cheek, or the way she always pushed her hair to the left. If Monsieur Dior himself had come out and announced he’d created his signature scent with her in mind I’d have believed it, no questions asked. A few years ago, I was heading home to my bedsit in Kilburn in the middle of winter, covered in damp, grey dust from a building site, when I’d smelled it on an invisible commuter. I stayed on the Tube fifteen minutes past my stop to breathe it in, and when I woke up the next morning with a screaming hangover and no recollection of leaving the pub, that lingering aroma in my nostrils was all the excuse I’d needed to roll over and lose myself another job.

‘I kept that last bottle of perfume of hers for years,’ Lou said. ‘Eked it out, drop by drop, special occasions only.’ She rubbed a hand distractedly over the bandage on her leg and I willed her not to risk ruining my good work. ‘I never could work out why it didn’t smell quite the same on me though. It used to really bother me.’ I imagined her bumping the top off the scab. ‘Then once, at a staff Christmas party, one of the girls from Accounts got a bit tipsy and spilled her brandy and soda all over me. When I went into the toilets to dry my top off under the hand dryer, all of a sudden, Mum was back.’

I was a couple of seconds behind Lou’s words but she wasn’t waiting for me.

‘That day, Danny, in the car – me and Mum.’