Chapters (86)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Dedication
- Contents
- Notes and Acknowledgments
- Selected Poems
- Learning to Talk
- The Cookie Jar
- Things Thought Through
- On Balance
- Decomposition
- Psycho Ecology
- Life of the Spirit
- Aweigh
- Tao-to-Tao
- To Be
- Practice, Practice, Practice
- Wisdom and Happiness
- Red Sails
- Squall & Commotion
- Slow Learner
- Bathing Joe
- Mahogany China
- The First Cut Is the Deepest
- Waiting for Houdini to Come Up
- The Countessa
- Venison Stew
- Winter Song
- On Humor: On Mating Donkeys and Onions
- Watering the Gardenon the Hottest Day of the Summer
- Palms to the Moon
- A Firmer Grasp of the Obvious
- The Work of Art
- Steelhead Fishing, Smith River, January
- The Third Bank of the River
- Green Side Up
- One Thing After Another
- Unnatural Selections: A Meditation uponWitnessing a Bullfrog Fucking a Rock
- Fishing Devil’s Hole at the Peak of Spring
- Getting After It
- How to Catch the Biggest Fish
- Hard Work
- There It Is
- Knowing When to Stop
- Vacation Expenses
- Basic Precepts and Avuncular Advicefor Young Men
- Killing
- Death and Dying
- New Poems
- The Banker
- The Real Last Words of Billy the Kid
- The Moving Part of Motion
- How About
- Necessary Angels
- Prayer Bones
- Magic and Beauty
- Day Moon
- Karma Bird
- The Tunnel
- Hagerty Wrecks Another Company Truck
- Obsession
- Love Find
- Flux
- Thanks for the Dance
- The Stone
- Woman in a Room Full of Rubber Numbers
- Reason to Live
- Scratch
- Salvage
- An Epithalamium for Victoria
- Falling into Place
- Play-By-Play
- Job Application
- The Mouth of the River
- The Prior and Subsequent Heavens
- Old Growth
- Three Ways to Get the Carrot on the Stick
- Eurydice Ascending
- The Drought of ’76
- True Account of the Saucer People
- About Time
- Smithereens
- Jack o’ Hearts Shopping Mortmart
- Holy Shit
- Also by Jim Dodge
- Copyright
I also offer special thanks to my editors, Morgan Entrekin at Grove/Atlantic and Jamie Byng of Canongate for their steadfast support of my literary work.
Melanie Jackson, my agent, deserves particular mention for her unstinting efforts and merciful acumen on my behalf.
Finally, my deepest gratitude to family and friends for their unflagging faith, encouragement, and forbearance.
Selected Poems
Short Prose
Learning to Talk
Whenever Jason said “beeber” for “beaver”
or “skirl” for “squirrel”
I secretly loved it.
They’re better words:
The busy beeber beebing around;
the grey squirrel’s tail
like a skirl of smoke along a maple branch.
I never told him he was saying
their names “wrong,”
though I did pronounce them conventionally.
One time he noticed, and explained,
“‘Beeber’ is how I say it.”
“Great,” I told him, “whatever
moves you.”
But within a week
he was pronouncing both “properly.”
I did my duty
and I’m sorry.
Farewell Beeber and Skirl.
So much beauty lost to understanding.
The Cookie Jar
Coddington Mall was clogged with Christmas shoppers as I waited in line at the Cookie Jar, a bakery devoted to my favorite confection.
It was just after noon–lunch break–and a single clerk was left to work the counter, a young woman with a strained, scattered smile. She was working as fast as she could, but the line moved slowly. I was passing the time with the sports page, idly considering whether the 49ers were worth $100 and three points against the Rams, when my attention was drawn to the elderly woman in front of me in line. By her stoop and wrinkles I figured she was in her early 70s, or a hard 65 at least. She was wearing a grey dress, but it was nearly obscured by a heavy black sweater that hung almost to the hemline. She was leaning forward, weight on her cane, her nose to the display case, examining the cookies with the calm, fierce attention of a hawk. Taken by the force of her concentration, I folded the sports page and said pleasantly, “It’s always tough to decide.”
Her gaze didn’t flicker.
I couldn’t blame her for ignoring me. Why should an old woman, in a culture of muggers, rapists, and rip-off artists, encourage the idle conversation of some bearded and obviously half-demented hippie from the hills, where he probably grew tons of marijuana and did Lord-knows-what to the sheep. I felt the little wash of sadness that comes when your good intentions are blanked by cultural circumstances. I didn’t persist.
When it was the old woman’s turn, in a thick Slavic accent she ordered three chocolate chip cookies. “The big ones,” she specified, tapping the glass to indicate her choice.
The harried clerk dutifully plucked out three of the saucer-sized cookies with a confectioner’s tissue. I noticed one of the cookies had a small chunk broken off its side. So did the old woman: “None that are broke!” she commanded.