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Chapters (86)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Contents
  5. Notes and Acknowledgments
  6. Selected Poems
  7. Learning to Talk
  8. The Cookie Jar
  9. Things Thought Through
  10. On Balance
  11. Decomposition
  12. Psycho Ecology
  13. Life of the Spirit
  14. Aweigh
  15. Tao-to-Tao
  16. To Be
  17. Practice, Practice, Practice
  18. Wisdom and Happiness
  19. Red Sails
  20. Squall & Commotion
  21. Slow Learner
  22. Bathing Joe
  23. Mahogany China
  24. The First Cut Is the Deepest
  25. Waiting for Houdini to Come Up
  26. The Countessa
  27. Venison Stew
  28. Winter Song
  29. On Humor: On Mating Donkeys and Onions
  30. Watering the Gardenon the Hottest Day of the Summer
  31. Palms to the Moon
  32. A Firmer Grasp of the Obvious
  33. The Work of Art
  34. Steelhead Fishing, Smith River, January
  35. The Third Bank of the River
  36. Green Side Up
  37. One Thing After Another
  38. Unnatural Selections: A Meditation uponWitnessing a Bullfrog Fucking a Rock
  39. Fishing Devil’s Hole at the Peak of Spring
  40. Getting After It
  41. How to Catch the Biggest Fish
  42. Hard Work
  43. There It Is
  44. Knowing When to Stop
  45. Vacation Expenses
  46. Basic Precepts and Avuncular Advicefor Young Men
  47. Killing
  48. Death and Dying
  49. New Poems
  50. The Banker
  51. The Real Last Words of Billy the Kid
  52. The Moving Part of Motion
  53. How About
  54. Necessary Angels
  55. Prayer Bones
  56. Magic and Beauty
  57. Day Moon
  58. Karma Bird
  59. The Tunnel
  60. Hagerty Wrecks Another Company Truck
  61. Obsession
  62. Love Find
  63. Flux
  64. Thanks for the Dance
  65. The Stone
  66. Woman in a Room Full of Rubber Numbers
  67. Reason to Live
  68. Scratch
  69. Salvage
  70. An Epithalamium for Victoria
  71. Falling into Place
  72. Play-By-Play
  73. Job Application
  74. The Mouth of the River
  75. The Prior and Subsequent Heavens
  76. Old Growth
  77. Three Ways to Get the Carrot on the Stick
  78. Eurydice Ascending
  79. The Drought of ’76
  80. True Account of the Saucer People
  81. About Time
  82. Smithereens
  83. Jack o’ Hearts Shopping Mortmart
  84. Holy Shit
  85. Also by Jim Dodge
  86. Copyright

Flushed through the sprung door on the geyser of water erupting through the floorboards, Hagerty dislocated his shoulder, cracked two ribs, fractured the pinkie finger on his right hand, and the EMTs were concerned about brain damage as they lifted him into the ambulance, for he kept reaching out with his good arm, moaning, trying to hold the trashed possibilities, the raw promise of that glorious woman in the new Mercedes, now purring into the distance.

Obsession

The flower in the shark’s brain

has been perfect for a million years.

The dragon-bloom blood poppy,

carnal and brief,

tattooed at the base of her spine.

The poppy I cut when the petals fall away

to gather the milky lotus of her tears.

Cut in the heat of the day,

blade spiraled around bulb,

fragrant milk

drying black in the sun.

In my mind. In my need

to possess the dense flowering

in my dreams at her breast.

As the shark hits the swimmer,

shaking him apart in its jaws.

Dreams of power and the perfect release

from pain. The bright

flower of it. Blood

blooming in the water,

swirling in her green eyes

like flame.

The hypnotic petal and silk

of her body moving with mine,

the arc of pleasure between dreams

as the poppy blossoms inside me

with the viciously exquisite clarity of obsession.

Diamond condensed a dimension.

Blood expanding as it freezes.

Love Find

After the Oklahoma City bombing,

search-and-rescue dogs

were flown in with their handlers

from all over the U.S.

But when the dogs couldn’t find

any survivors

they became disconsolate,

and after another day of nothing

but dead bodies,

if they’d even search

it was desultory at best.

So the handlers began taking turns

hiding in the rubble,

letting the dogs find them alive.

Flux

Driven by the wild equilibrium

at the dynamo core of every thermal exchange,

the cool coastal air,

drawn off the Pacific by the rising Valley heat,

flows inland over the ridge,

and the wind comes up.

Down in the garden

the stalk of a sunflower quivers,

bowed seed head

ready to spill.

Thanks for the Dance

I applaud the way you Pony.

Dig the way you Twist.

Tremble when you hum along

“Do you like it like this?”

I adore the way you Shimmy,

The way you say “Yeah,”

But I live to watch you

Rumba in your underwear.

The Stone

Of two great masters,

They say one died serenely,

A little smile on his face;

The other screaming his head off,

Terrified of death.

There are no conclusions to reach.

The stone falls

Till it hits the earth.

Woman in a Room Full of Rubber Numbers

A woman sits in a straight-backed chair

in a room full of rubber numbers

that move like molecules

near absolute zero. Slower

than slow motion they hit

the square room’s walls

and rebound randomly away

to hit another wall, the ceiling, floor, or her,

and away rebound randomly