Contents ( 80)
- EVA CARTER
- Owner Of A Lonely Heart
- Chapter 1: Gemma
- Sunday 1 July
- Chapter 2: Dan
- Chapter 3: Casey
- Chapter 4: Dan
- Chapter 5: Gemma
- Monday 2 July
- Chapter 6: Dan
- Tuesday 3 July
- Chapter 7: Gemma
- Wednesday 4 July
- Chapter 8: Dan
- Chapter 9: Gemma
- Thursday 5 July
- Chapter 10: Dan
- Saturday 7 July
- Chapter 11: Casey
- Monday 9 July
- Chapter 12: Gemma
- Chapter 13: Dan
- Tuesday 10 July
- Chapter 14: Gemma
- Wednesday 11 July
- Chapter 15: Dan
- Chapter 16: Gemma
- Thursday 12 July
- Chapter 17: Dan
- Chapter 18: Gemma
- Saturday 14 July
- Chapter 19: Dan
- Chapter 20: Gemma
- Sunday 15 July
- Chapter 21: Dan
- Chapter 22: Gemma
- Chapter 23: Gemma
- Tuesday 17 July
- Chapter 24: Casey
- Wednesday 18 July
- Chapter 25: Dan
- Chapter 26: Gemma
- Chapter 27: Dan
- Thursday 19 July
- Chapter 28: Casey
- Friday 20 July
- Chapter 29: Gemma
- Saturday 21 July
- Chapter 30: Dan
- Chapter 31: Gemma
- Chapter 32: Dan
- Sunday 22 July
- Chapter 33: Dan
- Chapter 34: Gemma
- Monday 23 July
- Chapter 35: Dan
- Chapter 36: Gemma
- Tuesday 24 July
- Chapter 37: Casey
- Wednesday 25 July
- Chapter 38: Dan
- Chapter 39: Gemma
- Thursday 26 July
- Chapter 40: Dan
- Chapter 41: Dan
- Chapter 42: Gemma
- Chapter 43: Dan
- Chapter 44: Gemma
- Chapter 45: Dan
- Chapter 46: Gemma
- Chapter 47: Dan
- Friday 27 July
- Chapter 48: Casey
- Chapter 49: Gemma
- Chapter 50: Dan
- Saturday 28 July
- Epilogue: Gemma
- Sunday 21 October
- Acknowledgements
- Owner Of A Lonely Heart
‘So it wouldn’t have bothered you if I’d told you I’d been in prison? That I’d conned people?’
I try to answer honestly. ‘It would have shocked me, yes. But I’d have listened, if you’d explained why and how it changed you – how you’re different now.’
He exhales, closing his eyes as he speaks. ‘Who says I’m different now? My dad was a con man, I’m a con man.’
‘No, Dan. Darryl. Whoever you are. You’re not predestined to behave like your dad did. We all have baggage; take me, for God’s sake. A widow trying to get’ – I stop before I say it – ‘you know. But I muddle along and try to bounce back.’
‘And you deserve happiness, Gemma. But you had good foundations. Your family is normal. But my normal was about cheating and stealing.’
‘You’ve moved on from that. Haven’t you?’
‘Yes, I’m an upstanding taxpayer now. But I had to betray my own dad to get there.’
The bitterness in his voice startles me. ‘What do you mean, betray him?’
He shakes his head. ‘Take no notice of me. It’s in the past, like you said. You should go home, Gemma, look after yourself. I don’t want to hurt you any more than I already have.’
Have I stumbled on a truth that might make sense of the other lies? I’m too stubborn to give up if there’s a chance of understanding what this has all been about. ‘I’m going nowhere. Not till you’ve told me what you mean.’
‘I gave evidence against him, OK? When my father went to jail, it was because I put him there.’ Dan’s eyes are fixed on mine, daring me to judge him.
‘How? You said he was convicted of theft?’
‘He was sent down for charity fraud, but he’d done so many cons, they only charged him with the biggest.’
‘Sorry, I don’t understand what charity fraud means.’
Dan exhales. ‘He pretended I had cancer and needed private treatment in America.’
I stare at him. ‘Bloody hell. Why would he do that?’
‘To raise money. He said it was a victimless crime. The people who did sponsored walks and raffles and the rest felt proud that they were making a difference to a sick kid. And we got to keep the money and have a nice life. Everyone’s a winner.’
‘But you weren’t actually ill?’
‘No. Though the first time my dad tried out the scam, I thought I was. It started when I kept getting dizzy, and then I fainted and they took me into the children’s ward for a night, to have tests done. That’s what gave my dad the idea, I think. The tests must have come back clear, but he told me they’d found something bad and I was sick and I needed specialist treatment that you couldn’t get in England. So for quite a long time I really convinced myself that I was dying.’
Despite the warmth here on the quay, the shock feels like I’ve plunged into the icy harbour. ‘Jesus, Dan! How old were you?’