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  1. EVA CARTER
  2. Owner Of A Lonely Heart
  3. Chapter 1: Gemma
  4. Sunday 1 July
  5. Chapter 2: Dan
  6. Chapter 3: Casey
  7. Chapter 4: Dan
  8. Chapter 5: Gemma
  9. Monday 2 July
  10. Chapter 6: Dan
  11. Tuesday 3 July
  12. Chapter 7: Gemma
  13. Wednesday 4 July
  14. Chapter 8: Dan
  15. Chapter 9: Gemma
  16. Thursday 5 July
  17. Chapter 10: Dan
  18. Saturday 7 July
  19. Chapter 11: Casey
  20. Monday 9 July
  21. Chapter 12: Gemma
  22. Chapter 13: Dan
  23. Tuesday 10 July
  24. Chapter 14: Gemma
  25. Wednesday 11 July
  26. Chapter 15: Dan
  27. Chapter 16: Gemma
  28. Thursday 12 July
  29. Chapter 17: Dan
  30. Chapter 18: Gemma
  31. Saturday 14 July
  32. Chapter 19: Dan
  33. Chapter 20: Gemma
  34. Sunday 15 July
  35. Chapter 21: Dan
  36. Chapter 22: Gemma
  37. Chapter 23: Gemma
  38. Tuesday 17 July
  39. Chapter 24: Casey
  40. Wednesday 18 July
  41. Chapter 25: Dan
  42. Chapter 26: Gemma
  43. Chapter 27: Dan
  44. Thursday 19 July
  45. Chapter 28: Casey
  46. Friday 20 July
  47. Chapter 29: Gemma
  48. Saturday 21 July
  49. Chapter 30: Dan
  50. Chapter 31: Gemma
  51. Chapter 32: Dan
  52. Sunday 22 July
  53. Chapter 33: Dan
  54. Chapter 34: Gemma
  55. Monday 23 July
  56. Chapter 35: Dan
  57. Chapter 36: Gemma
  58. Tuesday 24 July
  59. Chapter 37: Casey
  60. Wednesday 25 July
  61. Chapter 38: Dan
  62. Chapter 39: Gemma
  63. Thursday 26 July
  64. Chapter 40: Dan
  65. Chapter 41: Dan
  66. Chapter 42: Gemma
  67. Chapter 43: Dan
  68. Chapter 44: Gemma
  69. Chapter 45: Dan
  70. Chapter 46: Gemma
  71. Chapter 47: Dan
  72. Friday 27 July
  73. Chapter 48: Casey
  74. Chapter 49: Gemma
  75. Chapter 50: Dan
  76. Saturday 28 July
  77. Epilogue: Gemma
  78. Sunday 21 October
  79. Acknowledgements
  80. Owner Of A Lonely Heart

‘So it wouldn’t have bothered you if I’d told you I’d been in prison? That I’d conned people?’

I try to answer honestly. ‘It would have shocked me, yes. But I’d have listened, if you’d explained why and how it changed you – how you’re different now.’

He exhales, closing his eyes as he speaks. ‘Who says I’m different now? My dad was a con man, I’m a con man.’

‘No, Dan. Darryl. Whoever you are. You’re not predestined to behave like your dad did. We all have baggage; take me, for God’s sake. A widow trying to get’ – I stop before I say it – ‘you know. But I muddle along and try to bounce back.’

‘And you deserve happiness, Gemma. But you had good foundations. Your family is normal. But my normal was about cheating and stealing.’

‘You’ve moved on from that. Haven’t you?’

‘Yes, I’m an upstanding taxpayer now. But I had to betray my own dad to get there.’

The bitterness in his voice startles me. ‘What do you mean, betray him?’

He shakes his head. ‘Take no notice of me. It’s in the past, like you said. You should go home, Gemma, look after yourself. I don’t want to hurt you any more than I already have.’

Have I stumbled on a truth that might make sense of the other lies? I’m too stubborn to give up if there’s a chance of understanding what this has all been about. ‘I’m going nowhere. Not till you’ve told me what you mean.’

‘I gave evidence against him, OK? When my father went to jail, it was because I put him there.’ Dan’s eyes are fixed on mine, daring me to judge him.

‘How? You said he was convicted of theft?’

‘He was sent down for charity fraud, but he’d done so many cons, they only charged him with the biggest.’

‘Sorry, I don’t understand what charity fraud means.’

Dan exhales. ‘He pretended I had cancer and needed private treatment in America.’

I stare at him. ‘Bloody hell. Why would he do that?’

‘To raise money. He said it was a victimless crime. The people who did sponsored walks and raffles and the rest felt proud that they were making a difference to a sick kid. And we got to keep the money and have a nice life. Everyone’s a winner.’

‘But you weren’t actually ill?’

‘No. Though the first time my dad tried out the scam, I thought I was. It started when I kept getting dizzy, and then I fainted and they took me into the children’s ward for a night, to have tests done. That’s what gave my dad the idea, I think. The tests must have come back clear, but he told me they’d found something bad and I was sick and I needed specialist treatment that you couldn’t get in England. So for quite a long time I really convinced myself that I was dying.’

Despite the warmth here on the quay, the shock feels like I’ve plunged into the icy harbour. ‘Jesus, Dan! How old were you?’