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  1. EVA CARTER
  2. Owner Of A Lonely Heart
  3. Chapter 1: Gemma
  4. Sunday 1 July
  5. Chapter 2: Dan
  6. Chapter 3: Casey
  7. Chapter 4: Dan
  8. Chapter 5: Gemma
  9. Monday 2 July
  10. Chapter 6: Dan
  11. Tuesday 3 July
  12. Chapter 7: Gemma
  13. Wednesday 4 July
  14. Chapter 8: Dan
  15. Chapter 9: Gemma
  16. Thursday 5 July
  17. Chapter 10: Dan
  18. Saturday 7 July
  19. Chapter 11: Casey
  20. Monday 9 July
  21. Chapter 12: Gemma
  22. Chapter 13: Dan
  23. Tuesday 10 July
  24. Chapter 14: Gemma
  25. Wednesday 11 July
  26. Chapter 15: Dan
  27. Chapter 16: Gemma
  28. Thursday 12 July
  29. Chapter 17: Dan
  30. Chapter 18: Gemma
  31. Saturday 14 July
  32. Chapter 19: Dan
  33. Chapter 20: Gemma
  34. Sunday 15 July
  35. Chapter 21: Dan
  36. Chapter 22: Gemma
  37. Chapter 23: Gemma
  38. Tuesday 17 July
  39. Chapter 24: Casey
  40. Wednesday 18 July
  41. Chapter 25: Dan
  42. Chapter 26: Gemma
  43. Chapter 27: Dan
  44. Thursday 19 July
  45. Chapter 28: Casey
  46. Friday 20 July
  47. Chapter 29: Gemma
  48. Saturday 21 July
  49. Chapter 30: Dan
  50. Chapter 31: Gemma
  51. Chapter 32: Dan
  52. Sunday 22 July
  53. Chapter 33: Dan
  54. Chapter 34: Gemma
  55. Monday 23 July
  56. Chapter 35: Dan
  57. Chapter 36: Gemma
  58. Tuesday 24 July
  59. Chapter 37: Casey
  60. Wednesday 25 July
  61. Chapter 38: Dan
  62. Chapter 39: Gemma
  63. Thursday 26 July
  64. Chapter 40: Dan
  65. Chapter 41: Dan
  66. Chapter 42: Gemma
  67. Chapter 43: Dan
  68. Chapter 44: Gemma
  69. Chapter 45: Dan
  70. Chapter 46: Gemma
  71. Chapter 47: Dan
  72. Friday 27 July
  73. Chapter 48: Casey
  74. Chapter 49: Gemma
  75. Chapter 50: Dan
  76. Saturday 28 July
  77. Epilogue: Gemma
  78. Sunday 21 October
  79. Acknowledgements
  80. Owner Of A Lonely Heart

‘In here,’ she says, ignoring Bear, who ignores her back. He shakes the rain off and settles on the doormat.

I follow Angelica into the living room. Smoke hangs in the air and the terrace doors are closed, so we can see the rain sheeting across the city, but can’t hear a thing.

‘I warned you on Monday that he lies the whole time. So what’s this about?’

I’m light-headed from stress, so I sit down on the same bit of the sofa where Dan and I kissed. I clench my fist, driving my nails into my palm to stop myself remembering . . . ‘I don’t know if he is who he says he is.’

Angelica goes to the kitchen island and takes two slices of bread out of the toaster: they’re burnt, but she doesn’t seem to notice, slathering butter onto them and then jabbing the knife into a small tin of something black.

‘He’s a shit, is what he is,’ she says, loading two more slices of bread into the toaster before sitting down opposite me. ‘What have you found out?’

Does Angelica even know Dan has a criminal record and went to prison? Despite everything, I don’t want to ruin his relationship with his daughter, so I have to tread carefully. ‘Dan Lennon didn’t exist before 1997. So sometime before his thirteenth birthday he must have changed his name. That’s around the time he went into care, but I wondered if there might be more to it.’

She shrugs her shoulders, which makes her top gape: she’s so skinny she almost looks ill. ‘More than him being an inveterate liar, you mean?’

I don’t reply.

Angelica sniffs the toast. ‘This is caviar from the cupboard. Ever tried it? It smells rank, but I googled it and it’s fifty quid a tin. When I first met Dan, he had a shared fridge that should have been condemned by Environmental Health. But when I came here a month ago he was living like a king. I thought it meant he’d changed.’

‘I guess we all lived in hovels when we were young.’

She stares at me for a very long time. Then she bursts out laughing. ‘You’re still making excuses for him. Sorry to tell you this, but the real reason he appears to be living like a king is that this isn’t even his flat.’

‘There’s nothing wrong with renting—’

‘He doesn’t rent it. He’s borrowed it from a mate, while Casey is here. Which would be OK. A nice gesture even, if he hadn’t let us think it was his permanent place. It’s such a pointless lie, but Casey had to find out by going through his wardrobe and finding it full of someone else’s clothes. And finding the kitchen cabinets full of someone else’s caviar.’ She takes a bite of the toast, pulls a face.

‘Seriously?’ The shock of the lie makes me flinch and I look around me, reassessing the furniture and decor. I remember how surprised I was at how flash it seemed when I first came here. ‘What did Dan think would happen when his friend moved back in?’