Contents ( 80)
- EVA CARTER
- Owner Of A Lonely Heart
- Chapter 1: Gemma
- Sunday 1 July
- Chapter 2: Dan
- Chapter 3: Casey
- Chapter 4: Dan
- Chapter 5: Gemma
- Monday 2 July
- Chapter 6: Dan
- Tuesday 3 July
- Chapter 7: Gemma
- Wednesday 4 July
- Chapter 8: Dan
- Chapter 9: Gemma
- Thursday 5 July
- Chapter 10: Dan
- Saturday 7 July
- Chapter 11: Casey
- Monday 9 July
- Chapter 12: Gemma
- Chapter 13: Dan
- Tuesday 10 July
- Chapter 14: Gemma
- Wednesday 11 July
- Chapter 15: Dan
- Chapter 16: Gemma
- Thursday 12 July
- Chapter 17: Dan
- Chapter 18: Gemma
- Saturday 14 July
- Chapter 19: Dan
- Chapter 20: Gemma
- Sunday 15 July
- Chapter 21: Dan
- Chapter 22: Gemma
- Chapter 23: Gemma
- Tuesday 17 July
- Chapter 24: Casey
- Wednesday 18 July
- Chapter 25: Dan
- Chapter 26: Gemma
- Chapter 27: Dan
- Thursday 19 July
- Chapter 28: Casey
- Friday 20 July
- Chapter 29: Gemma
- Saturday 21 July
- Chapter 30: Dan
- Chapter 31: Gemma
- Chapter 32: Dan
- Sunday 22 July
- Chapter 33: Dan
- Chapter 34: Gemma
- Monday 23 July
- Chapter 35: Dan
- Chapter 36: Gemma
- Tuesday 24 July
- Chapter 37: Casey
- Wednesday 25 July
- Chapter 38: Dan
- Chapter 39: Gemma
- Thursday 26 July
- Chapter 40: Dan
- Chapter 41: Dan
- Chapter 42: Gemma
- Chapter 43: Dan
- Chapter 44: Gemma
- Chapter 45: Dan
- Chapter 46: Gemma
- Chapter 47: Dan
- Friday 27 July
- Chapter 48: Casey
- Chapter 49: Gemma
- Chapter 50: Dan
- Saturday 28 July
- Epilogue: Gemma
- Sunday 21 October
- Acknowledgements
- Owner Of A Lonely Heart
‘In here,’ she says, ignoring Bear, who ignores her back. He shakes the rain off and settles on the doormat.
I follow Angelica into the living room. Smoke hangs in the air and the terrace doors are closed, so we can see the rain sheeting across the city, but can’t hear a thing.
‘I warned you on Monday that he lies the whole time. So what’s this about?’
I’m light-headed from stress, so I sit down on the same bit of the sofa where Dan and I kissed. I clench my fist, driving my nails into my palm to stop myself remembering . . . ‘I don’t know if he is who he says he is.’
Angelica goes to the kitchen island and takes two slices of bread out of the toaster: they’re burnt, but she doesn’t seem to notice, slathering butter onto them and then jabbing the knife into a small tin of something black.
‘He’s a shit, is what he is,’ she says, loading two more slices of bread into the toaster before sitting down opposite me. ‘What have you found out?’
Does Angelica even know Dan has a criminal record and went to prison? Despite everything, I don’t want to ruin his relationship with his daughter, so I have to tread carefully. ‘Dan Lennon didn’t exist before 1997. So sometime before his thirteenth birthday he must have changed his name. That’s around the time he went into care, but I wondered if there might be more to it.’
She shrugs her shoulders, which makes her top gape: she’s so skinny she almost looks ill. ‘More than him being an inveterate liar, you mean?’
I don’t reply.
Angelica sniffs the toast. ‘This is caviar from the cupboard. Ever tried it? It smells rank, but I googled it and it’s fifty quid a tin. When I first met Dan, he had a shared fridge that should have been condemned by Environmental Health. But when I came here a month ago he was living like a king. I thought it meant he’d changed.’
‘I guess we all lived in hovels when we were young.’
She stares at me for a very long time. Then she bursts out laughing. ‘You’re still making excuses for him. Sorry to tell you this, but the real reason he appears to be living like a king is that this isn’t even his flat.’
‘There’s nothing wrong with renting—’
‘He doesn’t rent it. He’s borrowed it from a mate, while Casey is here. Which would be OK. A nice gesture even, if he hadn’t let us think it was his permanent place. It’s such a pointless lie, but Casey had to find out by going through his wardrobe and finding it full of someone else’s clothes. And finding the kitchen cabinets full of someone else’s caviar.’ She takes a bite of the toast, pulls a face.
‘Seriously?’ The shock of the lie makes me flinch and I look around me, reassessing the furniture and decor. I remember how surprised I was at how flash it seemed when I first came here. ‘What did Dan think would happen when his friend moved back in?’