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  1. EVA CARTER
  2. Owner Of A Lonely Heart
  3. Chapter 1: Gemma
  4. Sunday 1 July
  5. Chapter 2: Dan
  6. Chapter 3: Casey
  7. Chapter 4: Dan
  8. Chapter 5: Gemma
  9. Monday 2 July
  10. Chapter 6: Dan
  11. Tuesday 3 July
  12. Chapter 7: Gemma
  13. Wednesday 4 July
  14. Chapter 8: Dan
  15. Chapter 9: Gemma
  16. Thursday 5 July
  17. Chapter 10: Dan
  18. Saturday 7 July
  19. Chapter 11: Casey
  20. Monday 9 July
  21. Chapter 12: Gemma
  22. Chapter 13: Dan
  23. Tuesday 10 July
  24. Chapter 14: Gemma
  25. Wednesday 11 July
  26. Chapter 15: Dan
  27. Chapter 16: Gemma
  28. Thursday 12 July
  29. Chapter 17: Dan
  30. Chapter 18: Gemma
  31. Saturday 14 July
  32. Chapter 19: Dan
  33. Chapter 20: Gemma
  34. Sunday 15 July
  35. Chapter 21: Dan
  36. Chapter 22: Gemma
  37. Chapter 23: Gemma
  38. Tuesday 17 July
  39. Chapter 24: Casey
  40. Wednesday 18 July
  41. Chapter 25: Dan
  42. Chapter 26: Gemma
  43. Chapter 27: Dan
  44. Thursday 19 July
  45. Chapter 28: Casey
  46. Friday 20 July
  47. Chapter 29: Gemma
  48. Saturday 21 July
  49. Chapter 30: Dan
  50. Chapter 31: Gemma
  51. Chapter 32: Dan
  52. Sunday 22 July
  53. Chapter 33: Dan
  54. Chapter 34: Gemma
  55. Monday 23 July
  56. Chapter 35: Dan
  57. Chapter 36: Gemma
  58. Tuesday 24 July
  59. Chapter 37: Casey
  60. Wednesday 25 July
  61. Chapter 38: Dan
  62. Chapter 39: Gemma
  63. Thursday 26 July
  64. Chapter 40: Dan
  65. Chapter 41: Dan
  66. Chapter 42: Gemma
  67. Chapter 43: Dan
  68. Chapter 44: Gemma
  69. Chapter 45: Dan
  70. Chapter 46: Gemma
  71. Chapter 47: Dan
  72. Friday 27 July
  73. Chapter 48: Casey
  74. Chapter 49: Gemma
  75. Chapter 50: Dan
  76. Saturday 28 July
  77. Epilogue: Gemma
  78. Sunday 21 October
  79. Acknowledgements
  80. Owner Of A Lonely Heart

Oh. Wow! He’s forwarded photos of him at Glastonbury last year. He is so good-looking. Too good-looking for me. Except if he didn’t like me, he wouldn’t bother sending all these messages.

That thought makes me feel sunny inside, so I send him a flurry of sunshine emojis.

‘. . . they’re good lads, but you might hear them swearing,’ DL is saying.

‘Don’t worry, Dad,’ I say, ‘I have heard people swear before.’

He doesn’t reply and eventually I look up from my phone to see he’s grinning wider than a YouTuber who’s just gone viral.

‘What?’

‘You called me Dad.’

‘Oh.’ I stop. Weird. ‘Yeah. Well, you are my dad. It’s no big deal, is it?’

That’s not true. It is a huge deal. But what’s even more amazing is that it felt so natural I didn’t even notice I’d said it.

As I follow my father out of the hospital, the sun shines even brighter.

‘We’re here, Casey. You’re about to see that my life isn’t all penthouses and jam sessions.’

I put my phone away. Whoa, this is ultra-real. Dad told me he was a lecturer, but I can’t see a college. We’re surrounded by brick buildings covered in graffiti tags, and the only one with lights on has a big sign: SOUTH BRISTOL CAN-DO TRADE AND CRAFT WORKSHOP.

Inside smells of wood and varnish and . . . ugh, sweat. The warehouse is huge: each workbench has its own halo of light, where men are working. It’s like Santa’s workshop, except the elves are wearing hoodies instead of pointy hats.

‘It’s full-on at first, but you’ll get used to it,’ Dad says.

Dad. I like how that sounds in my head. ‘I’m tougher than you think.’

He smiles at me. ‘You’re tougher than any of this lot.’ He reaches for something on a shelf. ‘But your ears aren’t. Put these ear defenders on.’

They’re like the world’s ugliest headphones and they’re tight, but at least they muffle the sounds.

‘. . . can’t you, Finn? Casey, meet Finn. He’ll look after you while I do a bit of catching up in the office.’

Dad’s talking to this big lad wearing a Tupac T-shirt. A cherry blush spreads in big blotches up his throat to the top of his shaved head.

‘Hi,’ I say and I wave, but he stares down at his trainers.

Dad smiles at him. ‘Show her what you’re working on. But don’t let her touch anything dangerous. She’s my girl and she’s precious to me.’

Finn looks scared now, even though he must be eighteen or nineteen and weighs three times as much as me.

‘What are you making?’ I ask.

‘Eh?’

‘WHAT ARE YOU MAKING?’ I shout.

‘BIRD BOX,’ he shouts back.

‘DO YOU LIKE BIRDS?’

Around us, I see the guys laughing. The ear defenders squash my skull, which is not good when you’ve got a brain tumour.

‘Fuck off!’ Finn snaps at them, but then glances apologetically at me. ‘Sorry,’ he says. ‘LET’S GO TO THE SHOP.’