Contents ( 80)
- EVA CARTER
- Owner Of A Lonely Heart
- Chapter 1: Gemma
- Sunday 1 July
- Chapter 2: Dan
- Chapter 3: Casey
- Chapter 4: Dan
- Chapter 5: Gemma
- Monday 2 July
- Chapter 6: Dan
- Tuesday 3 July
- Chapter 7: Gemma
- Wednesday 4 July
- Chapter 8: Dan
- Chapter 9: Gemma
- Thursday 5 July
- Chapter 10: Dan
- Saturday 7 July
- Chapter 11: Casey
- Monday 9 July
- Chapter 12: Gemma
- Chapter 13: Dan
- Tuesday 10 July
- Chapter 14: Gemma
- Wednesday 11 July
- Chapter 15: Dan
- Chapter 16: Gemma
- Thursday 12 July
- Chapter 17: Dan
- Chapter 18: Gemma
- Saturday 14 July
- Chapter 19: Dan
- Chapter 20: Gemma
- Sunday 15 July
- Chapter 21: Dan
- Chapter 22: Gemma
- Chapter 23: Gemma
- Tuesday 17 July
- Chapter 24: Casey
- Wednesday 18 July
- Chapter 25: Dan
- Chapter 26: Gemma
- Chapter 27: Dan
- Thursday 19 July
- Chapter 28: Casey
- Friday 20 July
- Chapter 29: Gemma
- Saturday 21 July
- Chapter 30: Dan
- Chapter 31: Gemma
- Chapter 32: Dan
- Sunday 22 July
- Chapter 33: Dan
- Chapter 34: Gemma
- Monday 23 July
- Chapter 35: Dan
- Chapter 36: Gemma
- Tuesday 24 July
- Chapter 37: Casey
- Wednesday 25 July
- Chapter 38: Dan
- Chapter 39: Gemma
- Thursday 26 July
- Chapter 40: Dan
- Chapter 41: Dan
- Chapter 42: Gemma
- Chapter 43: Dan
- Chapter 44: Gemma
- Chapter 45: Dan
- Chapter 46: Gemma
- Chapter 47: Dan
- Friday 27 July
- Chapter 48: Casey
- Chapter 49: Gemma
- Chapter 50: Dan
- Saturday 28 July
- Epilogue: Gemma
- Sunday 21 October
- Acknowledgements
- Owner Of A Lonely Heart
Oh. Wow! He’s forwarded photos of him at Glastonbury last year. He is so good-looking. Too good-looking for me. Except if he didn’t like me, he wouldn’t bother sending all these messages.
That thought makes me feel sunny inside, so I send him a flurry of sunshine emojis.
‘. . . they’re good lads, but you might hear them swearing,’ DL is saying.
‘Don’t worry, Dad,’ I say, ‘I have heard people swear before.’
He doesn’t reply and eventually I look up from my phone to see he’s grinning wider than a YouTuber who’s just gone viral.
‘What?’
‘You called me Dad.’
‘Oh.’ I stop. Weird. ‘Yeah. Well, you are my dad. It’s no big deal, is it?’
That’s not true. It is a huge deal. But what’s even more amazing is that it felt so natural I didn’t even notice I’d said it.
As I follow my father out of the hospital, the sun shines even brighter.
‘We’re here, Casey. You’re about to see that my life isn’t all penthouses and jam sessions.’
I put my phone away. Whoa, this is ultra-real. Dad told me he was a lecturer, but I can’t see a college. We’re surrounded by brick buildings covered in graffiti tags, and the only one with lights on has a big sign: SOUTH BRISTOL CAN-DO TRADE AND CRAFT WORKSHOP.
Inside smells of wood and varnish and . . . ugh, sweat. The warehouse is huge: each workbench has its own halo of light, where men are working. It’s like Santa’s workshop, except the elves are wearing hoodies instead of pointy hats.
‘It’s full-on at first, but you’ll get used to it,’ Dad says.
Dad. I like how that sounds in my head. ‘I’m tougher than you think.’
He smiles at me. ‘You’re tougher than any of this lot.’ He reaches for something on a shelf. ‘But your ears aren’t. Put these ear defenders on.’
They’re like the world’s ugliest headphones and they’re tight, but at least they muffle the sounds.
‘. . . can’t you, Finn? Casey, meet Finn. He’ll look after you while I do a bit of catching up in the office.’
Dad’s talking to this big lad wearing a Tupac T-shirt. A cherry blush spreads in big blotches up his throat to the top of his shaved head.
‘Hi,’ I say and I wave, but he stares down at his trainers.
Dad smiles at him. ‘Show her what you’re working on. But don’t let her touch anything dangerous. She’s my girl and she’s precious to me.’
Finn looks scared now, even though he must be eighteen or nineteen and weighs three times as much as me.
‘What are you making?’ I ask.
‘Eh?’
‘WHAT ARE YOU MAKING?’ I shout.
‘BIRD BOX,’ he shouts back.
‘DO YOU LIKE BIRDS?’
Around us, I see the guys laughing. The ear defenders squash my skull, which is not good when you’ve got a brain tumour.
‘Fuck off!’ Finn snaps at them, but then glances apologetically at me. ‘Sorry,’ he says. ‘LET’S GO TO THE SHOP.’