Contents ( 80)
- EVA CARTER
- Owner Of A Lonely Heart
- Chapter 1: Gemma
- Sunday 1 July
- Chapter 2: Dan
- Chapter 3: Casey
- Chapter 4: Dan
- Chapter 5: Gemma
- Monday 2 July
- Chapter 6: Dan
- Tuesday 3 July
- Chapter 7: Gemma
- Wednesday 4 July
- Chapter 8: Dan
- Chapter 9: Gemma
- Thursday 5 July
- Chapter 10: Dan
- Saturday 7 July
- Chapter 11: Casey
- Monday 9 July
- Chapter 12: Gemma
- Chapter 13: Dan
- Tuesday 10 July
- Chapter 14: Gemma
- Wednesday 11 July
- Chapter 15: Dan
- Chapter 16: Gemma
- Thursday 12 July
- Chapter 17: Dan
- Chapter 18: Gemma
- Saturday 14 July
- Chapter 19: Dan
- Chapter 20: Gemma
- Sunday 15 July
- Chapter 21: Dan
- Chapter 22: Gemma
- Chapter 23: Gemma
- Tuesday 17 July
- Chapter 24: Casey
- Wednesday 18 July
- Chapter 25: Dan
- Chapter 26: Gemma
- Chapter 27: Dan
- Thursday 19 July
- Chapter 28: Casey
- Friday 20 July
- Chapter 29: Gemma
- Saturday 21 July
- Chapter 30: Dan
- Chapter 31: Gemma
- Chapter 32: Dan
- Sunday 22 July
- Chapter 33: Dan
- Chapter 34: Gemma
- Monday 23 July
- Chapter 35: Dan
- Chapter 36: Gemma
- Tuesday 24 July
- Chapter 37: Casey
- Wednesday 25 July
- Chapter 38: Dan
- Chapter 39: Gemma
- Thursday 26 July
- Chapter 40: Dan
- Chapter 41: Dan
- Chapter 42: Gemma
- Chapter 43: Dan
- Chapter 44: Gemma
- Chapter 45: Dan
- Chapter 46: Gemma
- Chapter 47: Dan
- Friday 27 July
- Chapter 48: Casey
- Chapter 49: Gemma
- Chapter 50: Dan
- Saturday 28 July
- Epilogue: Gemma
- Sunday 21 October
- Acknowledgements
- Owner Of A Lonely Heart
Dad would have wormed it out of her PDQ. Or he’d have known already. And aren’t I behaving exactly like him now, instantly working out what Gemma is worth? My father’s comparison-itis was contagious, but I’ve tried so hard to turn my back on the resentment that came with it, the poor me bullshit that he used to justify all his scams and betrayals.
No. I’m not like him. Gemma’s not a ‘mark’, she’s . . . well, I don’t know yet, but I’d like to find out.
‘I don’t own the whole house,’ she says. ‘But my husband did get very lucky. He bought the balcony flat when the whole building was falling down. There were squatters and he had to wait almost two years before they left. It was worth the wait.’
Not quite a multi-million-pound pad then, but I don’t think you’d get any change from £600k in this location. What would she think if she saw where I live? Or found out that, more than once, me and my dad would have been the squatters her hubby was trying to get shot of.
‘Anyway, thanks for the croissant, and for giving Bear the best runaround he’s had in ages.’
‘Will you both be back at hospital school on Monday?’ Casey asks.
‘Bear and I never miss our visits.’
Gemma reaches out to hug Casey. I imagine how her body would feel if I got as close to her as Casey is now. If there’d still be a trace of the rose perfume I smelled when we met before. How soft she’d be, as I wrapped my arms around her waist and leaned in for a kiss . . .
When Casey lets go, I want to say something, do something, that delays the moment Gemma goes inside. Because despite – or maybe because of – our differences, I want to see her again.
You’ve been poison ever since you took your first breath.
The last thing Gemma needs is someone like me.
So I wave goodbye and slip my hand into Casey’s, making sure I do not glance back at this woman who has given me what my daughter would call all the feels.
Even Angelica can’t deny that Casey’s haircut is fantastic.
‘You look very grown-up,’ she says, but there’s a hint of disapproval.
‘Pepe was amazing. He had an accident years ago, so now he’s got this cool turbo-wheelchair that goes up and down, and he’s covered in tattoos. And he thinks my hair would look even better with some organic colour on it; it’s vegan and semi-permanent, so it wouldn’t be a problem when I go back to school in September and—’
‘No. No way.’
‘Please, Mum.’
‘If it’s about the money,’ I say, ‘then that’s not a problem – it’ll be my treat.’ I want to spend every penny of the income I’m getting from letting my place on Airbnb on spoiling my daughter.
‘It is not about the money. It’s about Casey’s well-being.’