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  1. EVA CARTER
  2. Owner Of A Lonely Heart
  3. Chapter 1: Gemma
  4. Sunday 1 July
  5. Chapter 2: Dan
  6. Chapter 3: Casey
  7. Chapter 4: Dan
  8. Chapter 5: Gemma
  9. Monday 2 July
  10. Chapter 6: Dan
  11. Tuesday 3 July
  12. Chapter 7: Gemma
  13. Wednesday 4 July
  14. Chapter 8: Dan
  15. Chapter 9: Gemma
  16. Thursday 5 July
  17. Chapter 10: Dan
  18. Saturday 7 July
  19. Chapter 11: Casey
  20. Monday 9 July
  21. Chapter 12: Gemma
  22. Chapter 13: Dan
  23. Tuesday 10 July
  24. Chapter 14: Gemma
  25. Wednesday 11 July
  26. Chapter 15: Dan
  27. Chapter 16: Gemma
  28. Thursday 12 July
  29. Chapter 17: Dan
  30. Chapter 18: Gemma
  31. Saturday 14 July
  32. Chapter 19: Dan
  33. Chapter 20: Gemma
  34. Sunday 15 July
  35. Chapter 21: Dan
  36. Chapter 22: Gemma
  37. Chapter 23: Gemma
  38. Tuesday 17 July
  39. Chapter 24: Casey
  40. Wednesday 18 July
  41. Chapter 25: Dan
  42. Chapter 26: Gemma
  43. Chapter 27: Dan
  44. Thursday 19 July
  45. Chapter 28: Casey
  46. Friday 20 July
  47. Chapter 29: Gemma
  48. Saturday 21 July
  49. Chapter 30: Dan
  50. Chapter 31: Gemma
  51. Chapter 32: Dan
  52. Sunday 22 July
  53. Chapter 33: Dan
  54. Chapter 34: Gemma
  55. Monday 23 July
  56. Chapter 35: Dan
  57. Chapter 36: Gemma
  58. Tuesday 24 July
  59. Chapter 37: Casey
  60. Wednesday 25 July
  61. Chapter 38: Dan
  62. Chapter 39: Gemma
  63. Thursday 26 July
  64. Chapter 40: Dan
  65. Chapter 41: Dan
  66. Chapter 42: Gemma
  67. Chapter 43: Dan
  68. Chapter 44: Gemma
  69. Chapter 45: Dan
  70. Chapter 46: Gemma
  71. Chapter 47: Dan
  72. Friday 27 July
  73. Chapter 48: Casey
  74. Chapter 49: Gemma
  75. Chapter 50: Dan
  76. Saturday 28 July
  77. Epilogue: Gemma
  78. Sunday 21 October
  79. Acknowledgements
  80. Owner Of A Lonely Heart

Dad would have wormed it out of her PDQ. Or he’d have known already. And aren’t I behaving exactly like him now, instantly working out what Gemma is worth? My father’s comparison-itis was contagious, but I’ve tried so hard to turn my back on the resentment that came with it, the poor me bullshit that he used to justify all his scams and betrayals.

No. I’m not like him. Gemma’s not a ‘mark’, she’s . . . well, I don’t know yet, but I’d like to find out.

‘I don’t own the whole house,’ she says. ‘But my husband did get very lucky. He bought the balcony flat when the whole building was falling down. There were squatters and he had to wait almost two years before they left. It was worth the wait.’

Not quite a multi-million-pound pad then, but I don’t think you’d get any change from £600k in this location. What would she think if she saw where I live? Or found out that, more than once, me and my dad would have been the squatters her hubby was trying to get shot of.

‘Anyway, thanks for the croissant, and for giving Bear the best runaround he’s had in ages.’

‘Will you both be back at hospital school on Monday?’ Casey asks.

‘Bear and I never miss our visits.’

Gemma reaches out to hug Casey. I imagine how her body would feel if I got as close to her as Casey is now. If there’d still be a trace of the rose perfume I smelled when we met before. How soft she’d be, as I wrapped my arms around her waist and leaned in for a kiss . . .

When Casey lets go, I want to say something, do something, that delays the moment Gemma goes inside. Because despite – or maybe because of – our differences, I want to see her again.

You’ve been poison ever since you took your first breath.

The last thing Gemma needs is someone like me.

So I wave goodbye and slip my hand into Casey’s, making sure I do not glance back at this woman who has given me what my daughter would call all the feels.

Even Angelica can’t deny that Casey’s haircut is fantastic.

‘You look very grown-up,’ she says, but there’s a hint of disapproval.

‘Pepe was amazing. He had an accident years ago, so now he’s got this cool turbo-wheelchair that goes up and down, and he’s covered in tattoos. And he thinks my hair would look even better with some organic colour on it; it’s vegan and semi-permanent, so it wouldn’t be a problem when I go back to school in September and—’

‘No. No way.’

‘Please, Mum.’

‘If it’s about the money,’ I say, ‘then that’s not a problem – it’ll be my treat.’ I want to spend every penny of the income I’m getting from letting my place on Airbnb on spoiling my daughter.

‘It is not about the money. It’s about Casey’s well-being.’