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Chapters (47)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Anna Bell
  3. Also by Anna Bell
  4. About the Author
  5. Note to Readers
  6. Dedication
  7. Chapter 1
  8. Chapter 2
  9. Chapter 3
  10. Chapter 4
  11. Chapter 5
  12. Chapter 6
  13. Chapter 7
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. Chapter 27
  34. Chapter 28
  35. Chapter 29
  36. Chapter 30
  37. Chapter 31
  38. Chapter 32
  39. Chapter 33
  40. Chapter 34
  41. Chapter 35
  42. Chapter 36
  43. Chapter 37
  44. Acknowledgements
  45. Extract
  46. Prologue
  47. About the Publisher

I shut the car door and am about to lead the way when she walks straight into the house.

‘Ah, love, you’re here,’ says Dad, walking over and kissing Julie on the cheek and taking her by the hand. My legs feel unsteady by the sight and I cling on to the breakfast bar. ‘I’ve been waiting to introduce the two special women in my life to each other and it looks like you’ve done it yourselves.’

‘Oh yes, I’ve wasted no time,’ says Julie.

Dad beams at her before looking back at me, and I try hard to match his enthusiastic smile. He gives me a little head bob as if I’ve given him approval and then he turns to introduce her to Miles and the three of them start chatting. I can’t let go of the breakfast bar. Dad’s dated other women since Mum died and I’ve met a couple of them, but this is different. This reminds me of how he used to look at Mum.

‘Edie?’ says Dad, and I look up at him. ‘Did you want to sort out the drinks?’

Before I get a chance to react, Julie heads over to the fridge.

‘I’ll get them,’ she says, and she pulls out a selection of juices, before she navigates to the right cupboard and gets out the glasses. There’s a familiarity to her movements; she looks right at home as she prepares them all.

‘So, what’s cooking today then?’ she asks, handing us glasses of grape juice.

‘Well, if it ever cooks, it’s roast turkey. I was going for a kind of family Christmas meal vibe.’

‘In July,’ she says, laughing.

‘Exactly. But it’s running a little behind schedule.’ Dad lifts the lids of his saucepans one by one, grimacing at the contents.

Dad is always behind schedule with his cooking and usually I have to swoop in and take over if we’re ever to eat at a reasonable time. I’m just about to offer when Julie shakes her head and goes and grabs the much-neglected apron off the back of the door and slips it over her dress before she shoos Dad away.

‘What are we up against?’ She lifts up the same saucepan lid that Dad had, and she laughs with him as they peer down at it.

‘Take a proper seat, Miles, Edie,’ says Dad, ushering us over to the dining table in the corner of the kitchen.

I do as I’m told, but I still can’t get used to taking a back seat at Dad’s house.

The meal was every bit worth the wait. Julie did a great job of rescuing it and ensuring that everything was cooked on time and it tasted delicious. She spent most of the meal asking us questions and, as I put down my knife and fork, I realise that I still know very little about her.