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Chapters (47)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Anna Bell
  3. Also by Anna Bell
  4. About the Author
  5. Note to Readers
  6. Dedication
  7. Chapter 1
  8. Chapter 2
  9. Chapter 3
  10. Chapter 4
  11. Chapter 5
  12. Chapter 6
  13. Chapter 7
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. Chapter 27
  34. Chapter 28
  35. Chapter 29
  36. Chapter 30
  37. Chapter 31
  38. Chapter 32
  39. Chapter 33
  40. Chapter 34
  41. Chapter 35
  42. Chapter 36
  43. Chapter 37
  44. Acknowledgements
  45. Extract
  46. Prologue
  47. About the Publisher

‘Excuse me, ladies and gentlemen, we’re stopping here temporarily as there’s a train ahead of us at Christchurch station and we’re just waiting for it to pull out. We’ll hopefully be moving again in a few minutes.’

Douglas looks at his watch.

‘I’ve still got plenty of time.’

‘Are you meeting Joel and Verity in Bournemouth?’

‘Yes, they’ve got a room in a hotel to get ready.’

It hadn’t really occurred to me that they wouldn’t be at the registry office when I arrived, or that Joel might be with Verity already. In fact, I hadn’t thought much about the logistics at all.

‘Edie, you’re looking agitated; are you OK?’

‘Uh-huh, just, you know, I don’t like it when trains stop. It means it’ll be a bit late.’

‘Right, for your weekend, down at Westerly.’

‘Uh-huh, yep, lots of relaxing to do there and don’t want to miss a moment.’

‘Right,’ he says slowly.

Before Douglas can probe any further I ask him what he’s up to over the weekend, and I listen to him rattling off his plans. I’m trying to pay attention but all I can think of is how I have zero idea what I’m going to do when I get off the train. How the hell am I going to do this? How am I going to get Joel alone to talk to him? I can’t rock up to their hotel suite, and, come to think of it, I couldn’t be that person who breaks up a wedding when it’s in progress either.

‘Earth to Edie,’ calls Douglas.

I look up.

‘Sorry, I was miles away.’

‘Already in Westerly?’ he asks.

‘Something like that.’

‘Good morning, ladies and gentleman, this is your guard speaking again. I apologise that we are now twenty minutes behind schedule. This is due to a train that is stopped in Christchurch station. The train has broken down and will need to be moved before we are able to pull into the station. We’ve also got two other trains in front of us. I can only apologise for this delay and we are working to get you on your way as quick as we are safely able.’

Douglas looks down at his watch and pulls out his phone.

‘I don’t want Joel to think I’ve gone on an early morning bender now, do I?’

He puts the phone to his ear and I can’t react quickly enough, terrified that Douglas is about to tell him that I’m here.

‘Hey mate, it’s me. I’m on the train, I’m going to be a bit late as there’s a broken-down train, but I’m on my way … Not sure, we passed Winchester a little while ago and we’ve been waiting for twenty minutes already … Yes, I’m OK. I’m actually—’