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Chapters (47)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Anna Bell
  3. Also by Anna Bell
  4. About the Author
  5. Note to Readers
  6. Dedication
  7. Chapter 1
  8. Chapter 2
  9. Chapter 3
  10. Chapter 4
  11. Chapter 5
  12. Chapter 6
  13. Chapter 7
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. Chapter 27
  34. Chapter 28
  35. Chapter 29
  36. Chapter 30
  37. Chapter 31
  38. Chapter 32
  39. Chapter 33
  40. Chapter 34
  41. Chapter 35
  42. Chapter 36
  43. Chapter 37
  44. Acknowledgements
  45. Extract
  46. Prologue
  47. About the Publisher

‘Oh Edie,’ says Claudia, climbing into the driver’s seat. ‘Are you OK? Do you need a hug?’

‘I think if you gave me one it might open the floodgates of tears. I honestly meant it, it’s the best present I’ve ever received.’

‘I know. I get some nice presents at the end of term, but that … What a sweetie.’

Claudia squeezes my arm and then starts the engine and pulls away.

We drive back to the library in silence. My mind is racing with all the memories I have of my mum from my childhood. When we pull up at the library car park we unload the boxes of books back inside and then I head back to Claudia’s car to collect the jar.

‘Don’t forget this.’ She reaches over to the printout about the career day.

‘Thank you.’ I take it and slip it into my handbag. It must have fallen onto the floor as I grabbed my bag from the car.

‘Edie, I’m sorry for being so pushy. Robin’s always telling me that I get too invested in other people’s lives, which is a nice way of him saying that I meddle too much.’

‘You don’t at all. I will look into it.’

‘I hope you do. I mean, watching you today and seeing what an impression you’ve made on Lola, it only confirmed what I know. That you’d make a brilliant teacher. She’s one girl you’ve been able to help but imagine if you had a class of thirty-five every year.’

‘I could make a difference.’ My voice is small as the magnitude of possibility sinks in.

‘You certainly could. But even if you decide to stay where you are, I hope that you keep volunteering with us, because you’re really good at it.’

‘Oh, I will.’ I slip my bag over my shoulder. ‘Right, I’m going to go before I start to cry and I’ve done far too much of that lately.’

‘OK. Hopefully I’ll see you again soon. Maybe we could meet for coffee one weekend.’

‘Yes, definitely. Or perhaps you can come along with Layla to see the improv competition I’ve been roped into taking part in?’

‘I’d love to. Aaron mentioned it at your gathering. Did you make the final?’

‘We did, no thanks to me. But Layla and I will be going for a drink before the show, so you’re welcome to join us and we can head over together.’

Claudia’s smile is wide and she’s nodding along.

‘Text me the details, I’m there.’

She leans over and gives me a hug goodbye and I feel like we’ve really started to form a friendship.