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Chapters (47)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Anna Bell
  3. Also by Anna Bell
  4. About the Author
  5. Note to Readers
  6. Dedication
  7. Chapter 1
  8. Chapter 2
  9. Chapter 3
  10. Chapter 4
  11. Chapter 5
  12. Chapter 6
  13. Chapter 7
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. Chapter 27
  34. Chapter 28
  35. Chapter 29
  36. Chapter 30
  37. Chapter 31
  38. Chapter 32
  39. Chapter 33
  40. Chapter 34
  41. Chapter 35
  42. Chapter 36
  43. Chapter 37
  44. Acknowledgements
  45. Extract
  46. Prologue
  47. About the Publisher

I flick the hair out of the back of my jacket and pick the bag up, my hands trembling. I try and read his face but he’s not giving anything away. I pull out the box, which is thankfully too big for a ring, and I begin to relax. I flip open the lid expecting jewellery, only to be confused by the solid lump of silver in front of me.

‘It’s a wine bottle stopper. The one you’ve got looks to be on its last legs.’

I glance over at the stopper that’s poking out of an open bottle of red. It’s got a ceramic Portuguese cockerel on top, and it’s at least seventeen years old. It was a present from a holiday Mum and Dad went on the summer she died. It was probably a last-minute purchase at the airport, one that she thought I’d take to university that September and lose. But it was the last thing she ever gave me and because of that it’s become one of my most treasured items.

‘Oh, um, thanks.’ I turn the super-sleek, beautifully designed silver stopper over in my hands. I don’t tell him what the cockerel stopper means to me. Miles isn’t one of those people who wants to know everything about me and the life I’ve lived before him; he baulks at hearing anything even remotely emotional, and sometimes – like now, when grief is tightening its grip around my heart – that suits me just fine.

‘So, what have you got planned for us tonight?’ I ask, putting the wine stopper back in its box.

‘It’s a surprise. I just need to set a few things up.’ He looks down at his bulging rucksack. ‘I know it’s your flat and everything, but I need you to disappear for a little while. Ten minutes or so.’

‘OK. I’ll go in the bedroom.’

‘Nope, I need that too. How about you wait downstairs in the foyer.’

I think for a minute that he’s joking, but he starts to usher me out.

‘Ten minutes?’

‘Fifteen minutes, max,’ he says, closing the door behind me.

I head downstairs and settle myself in the faux leather chair next to the main entrance. I can’t help laughing at what a strange day it’s been. From having my life picked apart by a class of seven-year-olds to being chucked out of my own flat whilst Miles does goodness knows what to it.

It might not have been the day I imagined I’d have, and certainly not one that would meet most people’s expectations of a birthday, but it’s been good enough for me. And one that didn’t warrant the uneasy feeling I’ve had all week.