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Chapters (47)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Anna Bell
  3. Also by Anna Bell
  4. About the Author
  5. Note to Readers
  6. Dedication
  7. Chapter 1
  8. Chapter 2
  9. Chapter 3
  10. Chapter 4
  11. Chapter 5
  12. Chapter 6
  13. Chapter 7
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. Chapter 27
  34. Chapter 28
  35. Chapter 29
  36. Chapter 30
  37. Chapter 31
  38. Chapter 32
  39. Chapter 33
  40. Chapter 34
  41. Chapter 35
  42. Chapter 36
  43. Chapter 37
  44. Acknowledgements
  45. Extract
  46. Prologue
  47. About the Publisher

Part of me was relieved that she’d finally found out from someone else; I wasn’t sure how to bring it up with her.

‘I’m fine. I think it’s for the best.’

‘You do?’

‘Uh-huh.’ I tucked a loose bit of hair behind my ear. ‘Listen, Mum, I’m just with a friend. Shall I call you about it tomorrow?’

‘A friend?’ she said, her tone changing to one of slight amusement. ‘I’m glad that you’re OK, sweetie. You know you can always call us. We’ll always be here for you, no matter what.’

‘I know, Mum. I’ll call you tomorrow. Love you.’

‘Love you.’

We said our goodbyes and I hung up, slipping my phone in my back pocket.

‘Wow. Must be nice having your parents check up on you like that.’

‘She bumped into Scott’s mum today. I hadn’t told her that I’d broken up with him.’

‘Why not?’

I shrugged and took a seat next to him.

‘I don’t know … because I’d been so adamant in the past that Scott was the man I was going to marry. I guess I felt a bit foolish that they were right about things.’

Joel reached into the cooler and offered me a bottle of beer. I held up the Bacardi Breezer that I was only halfway through. It was warm and sickly but I hadn’t really felt like drinking.

‘It sounds like they just wanted to make sure you were OK.’

‘I know. I think that makes it worse though. You know, more than them crowing I told you so like I thought they would.’

Joel laughed.

‘What about your parents?’ I said, wanting to change the subject. ‘What are they like?’

Joel didn’t often talk about them. I knew they were divorced, and Joel had mentioned one time that his dad lived abroad and he’d see him during the school holidays, but he never gave too much away.

‘They’re not like that. We’re not massively close. My mum always seemed to be spinning so many plates when I was growing up, with her work and looking after me on her own, I guess I got in the habit of not wanting to burden her with any of my problems.’

‘And your dad?’

He flicked the top off a new bottle of beer with a bottle opener.

‘I rarely see him. He doesn’t come back to the UK very often, too cold and too rainy for him. He’s all right when we do meet, but it’s very much out of sight, out of mind with him.’

‘He’s a captain, right?’

He swigged at his beer.

‘Yeah, on a yacht.’

‘Is he the one that taught you to sail?’