Chapters (93)
- Cover
- About the Author
- Also by Sarah Clarke
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Note to Readers
- Prologue
- December 2021
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- January 2003
- Chapter 6
- December 2021
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- February 2003
- Chapter 9
- December 2021
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- March 2003
- Chapter 13
- December 2021
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- April 2003
- Chapter 18
- December 2021
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- April 2003
- Chapter 23
- December 2021
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- April 2003
- Chapter 27
- December 2021
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- May 2003
- Chapter 35
- December 2021
- Chapter 36
- May 2003
- Chapter 37
- December 2021
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- April 2003
- Chapter 51
- December 2021
- Chapter 52
- June 2003
- Chapter 53
- December 2021
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- January 2022
- Chapter 57
- Epilogue
- A Letter from Sarah Clarke
- Keep Reading …
- Acknowledgements
- Dear Reader …
- About the Publisher
‘Bad night’s sleep. I need the energy.’
‘Makes sense.’ Saskia crosses her arms and leans forward on her elbows. ‘Why couldn’t you sleep?’
Beth pauses. She needs to tell Saskia about Mark; she promised Simon that she would, and anyway, part of her likes the idea of her beady-eyed neighbour looking out for her welfare, putting her nosiness to good use for once. But she needs to get the balance right, provide enough information to put Saskia on the alert without her starting some rabble-rousing publicity campaign against him. ‘There’s this kid. Man, I suppose. He’s called Mark.’
‘Oh?’ Saskia raises her eyebrows.
Beth rolls her eyes. ‘He’s said some things.’
‘What things? Who is he?’
‘No one important, just some dumb kid. But he kind of threatened me.’
‘Shit, Beth. What did he say?’
Beth takes a sip of coffee. She can’t let this escalate, nor does she want to give Simon an ally in his bid to contact the police. ‘Something and nothing, I promise. I’m not worried really. But Simon’s in Dublin until Friday evening, and he made me promise to tell you.’
‘Wow, Beth, I can’t believe you needed Simon to remind you who your number-one confidante is.’ Saskia shifts her gaze, nods and smiles at the woman who accosted Beth – Lou, Beth suddenly remembers – and Beth can’t work out if her friend is hurt or annoyed. Not that she has any right to be either. Saskia knew how unhappy Beth was about that MyNeighbour post, but she still took two days to remove it, and hasn’t offered a word of apology since, even though Beth’s made it very clear that one is required. Really, Beth wants to continue keeping her distance, to show Saskia that actions have consequences, but she can’t do that now. She needs her friend’s eyes.
But that doesn’t mean Saskia can treat her as the guilty party. ‘I guess I just don’t want my problems to be content for your next social media post.’ She shouldn’t risk another falling-out, not now, but allowing the words to slip out is so satisfying. Like unclipping a corset. But the relief is short-lived as Saskia whips her head round, eyes ablaze.
‘Jesus, Beth. How can you still be mad with me about that?’ she demands. ‘Did you even read it? I called you a bloody superhero.’
‘You plastered my picture all over the internet!’
‘Don’t be dramatic,’ Saskia says, lowering her volume, and digging her eyes into Beth’s as an instruction to do the same. ‘All I’m guilty of is telling our neighbours what an inspiring thing you did, and now you’re throwing it back in my face.’