Back My Perfect Friend
Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Sarah Clarke
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright
  6. Dedication
  7. Note to Readers
  8. Prologue
  9. December 2021
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. January 2003
  16. Chapter 6
  17. December 2021
  18. Chapter 7
  19. Chapter 8
  20. February 2003
  21. Chapter 9
  22. December 2021
  23. Chapter 10
  24. Chapter 11
  25. Chapter 12
  26. March 2003
  27. Chapter 13
  28. December 2021
  29. Chapter 14
  30. Chapter 15
  31. Chapter 16
  32. Chapter 17
  33. April 2003
  34. Chapter 18
  35. December 2021
  36. Chapter 19
  37. Chapter 20
  38. Chapter 21
  39. Chapter 22
  40. April 2003
  41. Chapter 23
  42. December 2021
  43. Chapter 24
  44. Chapter 25
  45. Chapter 26
  46. April 2003
  47. Chapter 27
  48. December 2021
  49. Chapter 28
  50. Chapter 29
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Chapter 32
  54. Chapter 33
  55. Chapter 34
  56. May 2003
  57. Chapter 35
  58. December 2021
  59. Chapter 36
  60. May 2003
  61. Chapter 37
  62. December 2021
  63. Chapter 38
  64. Chapter 39
  65. Chapter 40
  66. Chapter 41
  67. Chapter 42
  68. Chapter 43
  69. Chapter 44
  70. Chapter 45
  71. Chapter 46
  72. Chapter 47
  73. Chapter 48
  74. Chapter 49
  75. Chapter 50
  76. April 2003
  77. Chapter 51
  78. December 2021
  79. Chapter 52
  80. June 2003
  81. Chapter 53
  82. December 2021
  83. Chapter 54
  84. Chapter 55
  85. Chapter 56
  86. January 2022
  87. Chapter 57
  88. Epilogue
  89. A Letter from Sarah Clarke
  90. Keep Reading …
  91. Acknowledgements
  92. Dear Reader …
  93. About the Publisher

‘A Christmas card, I guess. I found it on the doormat.’

Beth turns to face Simon, and hands him a glass. She takes a large sip from her own, savours the rich fruity wine as it trickles down her throat, then picks up the white envelope. Her name is written in capital letters. BETH. The flap isn’t stuck down, but it looks used. She pulls the card out.

Except it’s not a Christmas card.

And it’s too late to hide it from Simon.

FEELING GUILTY YET, BITCH?

I’M WATCHING YOU …

Big letters, scrawled in black Biro.

She drops it onto the white quartz, can’t stop a gasp flying out of her mouth.

‘What the fuck?’ Simon grabs it – not a greetings card at all, just a ripped-up section of Pret sandwich packaging in a used envelope – and lifts it towards his face, as though hoping it will read differently at close range. ‘What’s this about?’ he demands when the message doesn’t change. ‘Who would send you this?’

Beth shrugs, tries to smile, but the air around her is too heavy, weighing down the corners of her mouth. ‘I don’t know,’ she whispers. The words slide out slowly, but her thoughts are faster. The note has to be from Mark; did he follow her last Friday and find out where she lives? What should she tell Simon? He knows about Mark – DC Stone told him what happened outside the shop when the detective dropped Beth home – but he accepted her assurance that it was nothing to worry about, and he doesn’t know about the squatter appearing on Friday afternoon. Will he want to call the police? She couldn’t bear that. She needs this whole ugly event to be over, finished, not evolving into something bigger and more awful.

‘Hang on, you don’t think it’s that homeless kid, do you?’ Simon says, invading her thoughts, his face screwing up in disbelief. ‘The one that shouted at you outside that squat?’ He shakes his head. ‘If he’s still angry ten days on, there is something seriously wrong with him. We should call the police.’

‘No, I …’

‘He’s dangerous, Beth.’ Simon pauses, realisation creeping over his face. ‘And he knows where you live. Christ, he must have followed you.’ He pushes off the stool and starts pacing up and down the length of the island unit, sweat beading on his forehead. It’s funny to see the fear that has lived inside Beth since that night, secret and shapeless, become something tangible as it spreads to her husband.

At least the girls are oblivious, Beth thinks. She imagines them cuddled up on the sofa in the playroom watching The Snowman; she can hear the familiar music as it slips under the closed kitchen door. The image calms her. Her children are still blissfully unaware that bad stuff ever happens; she’s achieved that at least.