Back My Perfect Friend
Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Sarah Clarke
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright
  6. Dedication
  7. Note to Readers
  8. Prologue
  9. December 2021
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. January 2003
  16. Chapter 6
  17. December 2021
  18. Chapter 7
  19. Chapter 8
  20. February 2003
  21. Chapter 9
  22. December 2021
  23. Chapter 10
  24. Chapter 11
  25. Chapter 12
  26. March 2003
  27. Chapter 13
  28. December 2021
  29. Chapter 14
  30. Chapter 15
  31. Chapter 16
  32. Chapter 17
  33. April 2003
  34. Chapter 18
  35. December 2021
  36. Chapter 19
  37. Chapter 20
  38. Chapter 21
  39. Chapter 22
  40. April 2003
  41. Chapter 23
  42. December 2021
  43. Chapter 24
  44. Chapter 25
  45. Chapter 26
  46. April 2003
  47. Chapter 27
  48. December 2021
  49. Chapter 28
  50. Chapter 29
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Chapter 32
  54. Chapter 33
  55. Chapter 34
  56. May 2003
  57. Chapter 35
  58. December 2021
  59. Chapter 36
  60. May 2003
  61. Chapter 37
  62. December 2021
  63. Chapter 38
  64. Chapter 39
  65. Chapter 40
  66. Chapter 41
  67. Chapter 42
  68. Chapter 43
  69. Chapter 44
  70. Chapter 45
  71. Chapter 46
  72. Chapter 47
  73. Chapter 48
  74. Chapter 49
  75. Chapter 50
  76. April 2003
  77. Chapter 51
  78. December 2021
  79. Chapter 52
  80. June 2003
  81. Chapter 53
  82. December 2021
  83. Chapter 54
  84. Chapter 55
  85. Chapter 56
  86. January 2022
  87. Chapter 57
  88. Epilogue
  89. A Letter from Sarah Clarke
  90. Keep Reading …
  91. Acknowledgements
  92. Dear Reader …
  93. About the Publisher

The front door swings open and Luna jumps, but Simon is ready for her – the two of them perfected this trick many weeks ago. With his elbows bent, and forearms exposed, he catches her deftly. ‘Hey, pup, how are you?’ he asks, pushing the door closed with his foot, causing Beth to wonder whether he’s left a mark on the white-painted wood. As she watches Luna lick his face in answer, and him respond with a muted laugh through zipped-up lips, she can’t help visibly shuddering. Why does he let Luna do that to him? Does he not realise where her tongue has been?

A moment later, there’s a clattering on the stairs and their younger daughter appears. ‘Daddeee!’ As Simon lowers Luna to the floor, Ava wraps her arms around his waist and pushes her head into the slight curve of his torso, her trusted companion tig-tig still scrunched in her fist. She’s always been a daddy’s girl, but Beth doesn’t mind their closeness. Simon is the anchor in this family, not her, so it’s something of a relief to see Ava gravitating towards him.

‘Hey, gorgeous. How was your last Monday at school in 2021?’

Ava screws up her nose. ‘Huh?’

Beth rolls her eyes at Simon before kissing him dutifully on the cheek (close to his ear to avoid the areas Luna might have licked). Then she turns to her daughter. ‘How was your last Monday at school before Christmas, Ava?’

‘CHRISTMAS!’ Ava cries out, proving Beth’s point in one high-volume screech. Magical elves and flying reindeers are much more exciting than some obscure concept of a new year.

Martha’s head pops out from behind the playroom door. ‘Hi, Daddy. Why are you talking about Christmas?’ At 7 years old, Martha is losing her cuteness; chubby face replaced by elegant cheekbones, and milk teeth pushed out by giant slabs of enamel. Beth knows there’s something beautiful forming underneath, but the transition still makes her sad. Because the older Martha gets, the more she looks like Beth. And the harder it becomes to pretend Beth’s origins – her Romanian genes, the hardship of her teenage years – aren’t buried inside her. ‘Are you talking about Santa Claus? Is he definitely coming, Mummy? Because Olivia said he’s not real.’

‘Huh?’ Ava screws up her nose again.