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Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Sarah Clarke
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright
  6. Dedication
  7. Note to Readers
  8. Prologue
  9. December 2021
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. January 2003
  16. Chapter 6
  17. December 2021
  18. Chapter 7
  19. Chapter 8
  20. February 2003
  21. Chapter 9
  22. December 2021
  23. Chapter 10
  24. Chapter 11
  25. Chapter 12
  26. March 2003
  27. Chapter 13
  28. December 2021
  29. Chapter 14
  30. Chapter 15
  31. Chapter 16
  32. Chapter 17
  33. April 2003
  34. Chapter 18
  35. December 2021
  36. Chapter 19
  37. Chapter 20
  38. Chapter 21
  39. Chapter 22
  40. April 2003
  41. Chapter 23
  42. December 2021
  43. Chapter 24
  44. Chapter 25
  45. Chapter 26
  46. April 2003
  47. Chapter 27
  48. December 2021
  49. Chapter 28
  50. Chapter 29
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Chapter 32
  54. Chapter 33
  55. Chapter 34
  56. May 2003
  57. Chapter 35
  58. December 2021
  59. Chapter 36
  60. May 2003
  61. Chapter 37
  62. December 2021
  63. Chapter 38
  64. Chapter 39
  65. Chapter 40
  66. Chapter 41
  67. Chapter 42
  68. Chapter 43
  69. Chapter 44
  70. Chapter 45
  71. Chapter 46
  72. Chapter 47
  73. Chapter 48
  74. Chapter 49
  75. Chapter 50
  76. April 2003
  77. Chapter 51
  78. December 2021
  79. Chapter 52
  80. June 2003
  81. Chapter 53
  82. December 2021
  83. Chapter 54
  84. Chapter 55
  85. Chapter 56
  86. January 2022
  87. Chapter 57
  88. Epilogue
  89. A Letter from Sarah Clarke
  90. Keep Reading …
  91. Acknowledgements
  92. Dear Reader …
  93. About the Publisher

Ever since that lunchtime when Becca stood up to Jade on her behalf, she’s been doing a lot of imagining, daydreaming about them spending time together. She worked out that Becca uses public transport rather than the school bus, so she swapped her mode of transport too and they now bump into each other quite regularly. Becca always smiles at Katherine when they pass each other, and twice – when the seat beside her has been empty – she’s nodded at it. That’s when Katherine’s heart has almost exploded, because she gets to sit next to Becca, their shoulders practically touching, for nearly half an hour. She’s not sure what it means, the tingling on her skin coupled with the squirming in her belly. But she knows she likes it.

The older girls are sat with their shoulders touching now. There’s plenty of space, so Katherine doesn’t see why they need to be so close. She grabs hold of the low tree branch that’s providing her camouflage, and grips it tightly, feeling the rough surface send tiny jolts of pain through her skin. Clara with her oh-so-cool afro drops an empty can over the edge of the pipe, and Katherine listens to it skitter along the smooth concrete. Then Clara lowers her head until it’s resting on Becca’s shoulder. Katherine takes a deep breath. Clara has good skin too. Her dad is Caribbean, and her mum is Irish, so of course she doesn’t have to worry about being pale or using toxic eczema creams that don’t fucking work. Kat bites the inside of her cheek and circles her tongue around the flap of dead skin.

Eventually Clara rights herself and a few minutes later they all push off the ground and unfurl their legs. Becca slips over the side, disappearing from view for a moment, then reappears with Clara’s empty can in her hand. Katherine can still hear the other two laughing as she watches them walk towards the high street.

‘Where have you been?’ her mum asks, but her tone is curious, not accusatory. Singsong even. Her cheeks are flushed and there’s a smile dancing on her lips. She and Javier have got friends over for dinner, and Katherine can hear a mixture of squeals and bellows escaping from their dining room.

‘Nowhere special,’ she says. ‘Just out.’ She watches her mum run her finger down the page of the recipe book that lies open on the work surface, trying to make sense of the instructions.