Chapters (93)
- Cover
- About the Author
- Also by Sarah Clarke
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Note to Readers
- Prologue
- December 2021
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- January 2003
- Chapter 6
- December 2021
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- February 2003
- Chapter 9
- December 2021
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- March 2003
- Chapter 13
- December 2021
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- April 2003
- Chapter 18
- December 2021
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- April 2003
- Chapter 23
- December 2021
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- April 2003
- Chapter 27
- December 2021
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- May 2003
- Chapter 35
- December 2021
- Chapter 36
- May 2003
- Chapter 37
- December 2021
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- April 2003
- Chapter 51
- December 2021
- Chapter 52
- June 2003
- Chapter 53
- December 2021
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- January 2022
- Chapter 57
- Epilogue
- A Letter from Sarah Clarke
- Keep Reading …
- Acknowledgements
- Dear Reader …
- About the Publisher
‘Hi, I’m Beth Packard,’ she says. ‘I have an appointment for a dog groom.’ Her voice is smooth and confident, posher than Kat remembers, and Sally is lulled by it for a moment before narrowing her eyes slightly. She’s recognised Beth, Kat realises, but can’t place her yet. Kat waits for the right memory to click into place. As it does, Sally’s eyes widen again.
‘You’re the lady who found that poor man, aren’t you?’ she says, awestruck. ‘The homeless man who was squatting in the old Delphine’s? I read about it on MyNeighbour. It was truly amazing, what you did.’
‘Oh, thank you so much,’ Beth says with a warm smile. ‘My friend posted it on there. Do I just leave Luna with you? It’s her first groom, I’m embarrassed to say.’
It’s the exact response Kat would have expected from her – deflecting the compliment – and the years seem to tumble away. She hasn’t forgotten the trauma that ended their friendship, of course she hasn’t, but she does think, after all this time, that maybe she deserves a second chance.
‘No need to be embarrassed,’ Sally assures Beth, slipping out from behind the desk. ‘Luna’s gorgeous, and she’ll look even better after a bath and a trim.’ She leans down, a treat in each hand, and deftly ingratiates herself into Luna’s life.
Kat feels rejected when Beth closes the door behind her, which is ridiculous. Sally is handing her the lead to Beth’s dog, which is the best way into Beth’s life. Everything is working perfectly, and she should be euphoric. She does Luna’s groom on autopilot, coaxing her into the bath with a couple of treats (washing always comes before trimming to avoid grit damaging the clippers) and letting her inspect the hairdryer before turning it on. Being quick with her nail trim and firm with her ear clean and teeth brushing. She wants to be more loving, to create a special bond with Beth’s dog, but she’s too distracted. Her hands are doing an adequate job, acting on the muscle memory that she’s developed from the hundreds of grooms she’s performed over the years, but her mind is elsewhere.
When she gets to the trim, she tries to be more focused. She wants Beth to be pleased with the finished result, grateful, and Kat imagines that she’s got high standards. Cockapoos can have a wide range of coat types, from the tight curls of a poodle to the silky straight fur of a cocker spaniel. With her loose waves, Luna sits in the centre of that spectrum – a perfect specimen – and Kat needs her coat to be short enough to avoid matting, but long enough to preserve her cuteness. She chooses a grade 12 on her clippers, straps Luna comfortably on the grooming bed and sets to work.