Chapters (93)
- Cover
- About the Author
- Also by Sarah Clarke
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Note to Readers
- Prologue
- December 2021
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- January 2003
- Chapter 6
- December 2021
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- February 2003
- Chapter 9
- December 2021
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- March 2003
- Chapter 13
- December 2021
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- April 2003
- Chapter 18
- December 2021
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- April 2003
- Chapter 23
- December 2021
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- April 2003
- Chapter 27
- December 2021
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- May 2003
- Chapter 35
- December 2021
- Chapter 36
- May 2003
- Chapter 37
- December 2021
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- April 2003
- Chapter 51
- December 2021
- Chapter 52
- June 2003
- Chapter 53
- December 2021
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- January 2022
- Chapter 57
- Epilogue
- A Letter from Sarah Clarke
- Keep Reading …
- Acknowledgements
- Dear Reader …
- About the Publisher
‘So he was found by a member of the public,’ the coroner continues, running a pen tip down a piece of paper. Mark can just make out the Metropolitan police logo at the top of the page. ‘Pronounced dead by the paramedics on arrival. Habitual drug user. Evidence of drug use at the scene,’ she reads on. ‘It all points to the cause of drug-related death, but of course that’s not for today. Let’s set a date of twenty-sixth May for the full inquest. Is that okay, Claire?’ The coroner turns to the blonde woman on her left, who’s staring at a laptop screen. She mumbles something Mark can’t make it out, then starts clitter-clattering on her keyboard.
Mark feels a stab of disappointment when the coroner picks up her collection of papers, rustles them into an order, and places them to one side. He’s not sure what he was expecting from today, but he knows it wasn’t this. The police cared more about the drugs in the squat than the fact Jon had died, and now the coroner doesn’t seem bothered at all. He can tell they’re moving on to the next dead guy, so it’s now or never. ‘’Scuse me,’ he says, coughing to warm his voice up.
‘Yes?’ If the coroner isn’t used to heckling from the public gallery, she doesn’t show it.
‘Is that it?’ He doesn’t wait for an answer before continuing. ‘It’s just that Jon was my mate,’ he explains, trying not to let his voice wobble. ‘And I was sort of with him when he died, except I was sparko and didn’t have a clue what was going on.’
‘I’m sorry for your loss,’ she responds, her voice holding more respect than Mark has experienced since Jon died, and a while before that, to be honest. ‘That must have been very shocking for you.’
Mark blinks, swallows, takes a breath. ‘I thought I might get a few answers today, you know, if I came to the inquest. That’s what Ted told me anyhow.’ His voice drains away. He’s not sure why he trusted a useless drunk like Ted.
‘Can you come back on the twenty-sixth May?’ she asks, but there’s no expectation in her voice. Mark knows what she sees, his dirty clothes and unwashed face. If he doesn’t have anywhere to sleep tonight, how can he know where he’ll be in six months? He wants to clear his throat and explain. To tell her that he’s got proper plans for his life, and that his not attending in May will be because he’ll have a job by then, for some big-shot gaming designer, too busy to come to some old guy’s inquest. But at best she wouldn’t care, and at worst she wouldn’t believe him, so he just shrugs instead.
‘Dunno,’ he mumbles.