Back My Perfect Friend
Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Sarah Clarke
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright
  6. Dedication
  7. Note to Readers
  8. Prologue
  9. December 2021
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. January 2003
  16. Chapter 6
  17. December 2021
  18. Chapter 7
  19. Chapter 8
  20. February 2003
  21. Chapter 9
  22. December 2021
  23. Chapter 10
  24. Chapter 11
  25. Chapter 12
  26. March 2003
  27. Chapter 13
  28. December 2021
  29. Chapter 14
  30. Chapter 15
  31. Chapter 16
  32. Chapter 17
  33. April 2003
  34. Chapter 18
  35. December 2021
  36. Chapter 19
  37. Chapter 20
  38. Chapter 21
  39. Chapter 22
  40. April 2003
  41. Chapter 23
  42. December 2021
  43. Chapter 24
  44. Chapter 25
  45. Chapter 26
  46. April 2003
  47. Chapter 27
  48. December 2021
  49. Chapter 28
  50. Chapter 29
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Chapter 32
  54. Chapter 33
  55. Chapter 34
  56. May 2003
  57. Chapter 35
  58. December 2021
  59. Chapter 36
  60. May 2003
  61. Chapter 37
  62. December 2021
  63. Chapter 38
  64. Chapter 39
  65. Chapter 40
  66. Chapter 41
  67. Chapter 42
  68. Chapter 43
  69. Chapter 44
  70. Chapter 45
  71. Chapter 46
  72. Chapter 47
  73. Chapter 48
  74. Chapter 49
  75. Chapter 50
  76. April 2003
  77. Chapter 51
  78. December 2021
  79. Chapter 52
  80. June 2003
  81. Chapter 53
  82. December 2021
  83. Chapter 54
  84. Chapter 55
  85. Chapter 56
  86. January 2022
  87. Chapter 57
  88. Epilogue
  89. A Letter from Sarah Clarke
  90. Keep Reading …
  91. Acknowledgements
  92. Dear Reader …
  93. About the Publisher

‘So he was found by a member of the public,’ the coroner continues, running a pen tip down a piece of paper. Mark can just make out the Metropolitan police logo at the top of the page. ‘Pronounced dead by the paramedics on arrival. Habitual drug user. Evidence of drug use at the scene,’ she reads on. ‘It all points to the cause of drug-related death, but of course that’s not for today. Let’s set a date of twenty-sixth May for the full inquest. Is that okay, Claire?’ The coroner turns to the blonde woman on her left, who’s staring at a laptop screen. She mumbles something Mark can’t make it out, then starts clitter-clattering on her keyboard.

Mark feels a stab of disappointment when the coroner picks up her collection of papers, rustles them into an order, and places them to one side. He’s not sure what he was expecting from today, but he knows it wasn’t this. The police cared more about the drugs in the squat than the fact Jon had died, and now the coroner doesn’t seem bothered at all. He can tell they’re moving on to the next dead guy, so it’s now or never. ‘’Scuse me,’ he says, coughing to warm his voice up.

‘Yes?’ If the coroner isn’t used to heckling from the public gallery, she doesn’t show it.

‘Is that it?’ He doesn’t wait for an answer before continuing. ‘It’s just that Jon was my mate,’ he explains, trying not to let his voice wobble. ‘And I was sort of with him when he died, except I was sparko and didn’t have a clue what was going on.’

‘I’m sorry for your loss,’ she responds, her voice holding more respect than Mark has experienced since Jon died, and a while before that, to be honest. ‘That must have been very shocking for you.’

Mark blinks, swallows, takes a breath. ‘I thought I might get a few answers today, you know, if I came to the inquest. That’s what Ted told me anyhow.’ His voice drains away. He’s not sure why he trusted a useless drunk like Ted.

‘Can you come back on the twenty-sixth May?’ she asks, but there’s no expectation in her voice. Mark knows what she sees, his dirty clothes and unwashed face. If he doesn’t have anywhere to sleep tonight, how can he know where he’ll be in six months? He wants to clear his throat and explain. To tell her that he’s got proper plans for his life, and that his not attending in May will be because he’ll have a job by then, for some big-shot gaming designer, too busy to come to some old guy’s inquest. But at best she wouldn’t care, and at worst she wouldn’t believe him, so he just shrugs instead.

‘Dunno,’ he mumbles.