Chapters (93)
- Cover
- About the Author
- Also by Sarah Clarke
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Note to Readers
- Prologue
- December 2021
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- January 2003
- Chapter 6
- December 2021
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- February 2003
- Chapter 9
- December 2021
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- March 2003
- Chapter 13
- December 2021
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- April 2003
- Chapter 18
- December 2021
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- April 2003
- Chapter 23
- December 2021
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- April 2003
- Chapter 27
- December 2021
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- May 2003
- Chapter 35
- December 2021
- Chapter 36
- May 2003
- Chapter 37
- December 2021
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- April 2003
- Chapter 51
- December 2021
- Chapter 52
- June 2003
- Chapter 53
- December 2021
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- January 2022
- Chapter 57
- Epilogue
- A Letter from Sarah Clarke
- Keep Reading …
- Acknowledgements
- Dear Reader …
- About the Publisher
But it does look warm in there, which is enticing after three nights sleeping on Clapham Common, freezing cold and petrified. Mark knows there are hostels for rough sleepers, churches that open their doors in winter, but he doesn’t want to go down that road. If he surrounds himself with hopelessness, chances are he’ll get swallowed up by it too. What he really wants is the squat back, somewhere safe to sleep, and private enough to figure out his next move. The maggots with their evidence bags were gone by Saturday, but there’s a new chain and padlock on the front door, and a replica on the back, so access is a problem. He’s working on it, but for now, he’s on the common, under a nest of old clothes and donated blankets.
With a mix of nervousness and forced swagger, Mark pushes on the gate and walks up the short path to the front door, a heavy slab of dark oak that would fit better in Hogwarts Castle than central London.
‘Can I help you?’ a muffled voice calls out as he steps inside. A woman is sat behind an antique desk. There’s one of those plug-in heaters by her feet and it’s glowing red, but she’s still wearing a thick black jacket and a grey scarf that’s wrapped so many times around her neck that half of her face is missing.
‘I’m here for my mate’s inquest,’ Mark explains, trying to sound like he has every right to be there. Which he does. Ted said so.
‘Name of deceased?’
‘Uh, Jon Smith.’ Mark isn’t sure he’d have remembered Jon’s surname if it wasn’t the dullest name on earth.
‘Sorry, no Jon Smith on my list.’
Mark hardens his expression. ‘It’s Tuesday today, yeah?’ Sleeping rough can mess with your diary if your phone runs out of juice, but he’s been charging his at the day centre every day on purpose, and it’s definitely Tuesday, the date of Jon’s inquest. No one told him formally when it would take place, but he overheard the plods mention it when he was waiting to be released on Friday. ‘I was told Jon’s inquest is today.’
The woman draws her perfectly shaped eyebrows together and pulls her scarf down under her chin. She’s wearing dark red lipstick, and suddenly she looks like the mum in the Munster family. ‘Who told you?’ she asks. ‘Did you get a letter from the coroner?’
Mark isn’t keen on explaining that he overheard the news in the police station, but if he says it was a letter, she’ll probably ask to see it and then he’s screwed. ‘I was there the other night, when my mate died,’ he says, choosing to start with the truth. ‘The police said I might be called to give evidence.’