Back My Perfect Friend
Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Sarah Clarke
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright
  6. Dedication
  7. Note to Readers
  8. Prologue
  9. December 2021
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. January 2003
  16. Chapter 6
  17. December 2021
  18. Chapter 7
  19. Chapter 8
  20. February 2003
  21. Chapter 9
  22. December 2021
  23. Chapter 10
  24. Chapter 11
  25. Chapter 12
  26. March 2003
  27. Chapter 13
  28. December 2021
  29. Chapter 14
  30. Chapter 15
  31. Chapter 16
  32. Chapter 17
  33. April 2003
  34. Chapter 18
  35. December 2021
  36. Chapter 19
  37. Chapter 20
  38. Chapter 21
  39. Chapter 22
  40. April 2003
  41. Chapter 23
  42. December 2021
  43. Chapter 24
  44. Chapter 25
  45. Chapter 26
  46. April 2003
  47. Chapter 27
  48. December 2021
  49. Chapter 28
  50. Chapter 29
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Chapter 32
  54. Chapter 33
  55. Chapter 34
  56. May 2003
  57. Chapter 35
  58. December 2021
  59. Chapter 36
  60. May 2003
  61. Chapter 37
  62. December 2021
  63. Chapter 38
  64. Chapter 39
  65. Chapter 40
  66. Chapter 41
  67. Chapter 42
  68. Chapter 43
  69. Chapter 44
  70. Chapter 45
  71. Chapter 46
  72. Chapter 47
  73. Chapter 48
  74. Chapter 49
  75. Chapter 50
  76. April 2003
  77. Chapter 51
  78. December 2021
  79. Chapter 52
  80. June 2003
  81. Chapter 53
  82. December 2021
  83. Chapter 54
  84. Chapter 55
  85. Chapter 56
  86. January 2022
  87. Chapter 57
  88. Epilogue
  89. A Letter from Sarah Clarke
  90. Keep Reading …
  91. Acknowledgements
  92. Dear Reader …
  93. About the Publisher

Beth arrives at Clapham bandstand and pauses. The circular platform with its upside-down teacup roof is a central marker on the common, and six paths branch out from it like a pedestrianised roundabout. She chooses the first path on her left, which takes her along the edge of woodland and towards the football pitches. She’s careful to keep Luna in her eyeline – there have been too many stories about dog thefts for Beth to ever let her guard down – but otherwise she lets her roam free; that dog needs to be worn out.

The pitches are empty, no matches played on a Tuesday morning, and it’s a lot quieter away from the playground and smattering of cafés. Dark clouds have formed in the sky, and the threat of rain seems to be keeping people away. Beth usually loves the solitude of running alone, but today she finds herself searching for the reassurance of others, of strangers doing familiar things. She shakes her head in annoyance. Is this how life is going to be now? Scared of her own shadow? That squatter kid will have forgotten all about his threat, so why can’t she?

Especially with her background.

Beth started running when she was 14. It was an excuse to get away from the chaos of her home and forget about the gypsy taunts she suffered at school. Those streets were far more dangerous than where she is now, and as she’d pounded the pavements, she’d imagined running somewhere with views and fresh air and no one lurking in the shadows. Somewhere like Clapham Common.

And yet here she is, feeling like that scared teenager all over again.

The woods on Beth’s left provide a thick barrier to soak up the pollution from the road, but in her current mood the towering oaks and horse chestnut trees look ominous in the low light. She sees two thick-chested men walking through them, heads together, deep in conversation. They’re not interested in her, of course they’re not. But what if they were? What if they tried to drag her into the woods? She looks at Luna, splashing through puddles, chasing birds. She’d be no help. Beth’s skin is fizzing now, tiny needles of adrenalin pricking the back of her neck.

Damn it, and damn the kid who threatened her. She wants to run the fear off, but her heart is racing too fast, and shadows seem to be jumping out from every angle. She swivels on her toes and starts heading back towards the bandstand and the busier section of the common. A little faster, just in case. She’s sprinting now, running away. Even though there’s nothing there. She can sense Luna at her heels, thinking this is a game. Tears start to sprout, but they’ve become ones of frustration.

And of regret for choosing the wrong route home on Thursday night.