Chapters (93)
- Cover
- About the Author
- Also by Sarah Clarke
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Note to Readers
- Prologue
- December 2021
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- January 2003
- Chapter 6
- December 2021
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- February 2003
- Chapter 9
- December 2021
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- March 2003
- Chapter 13
- December 2021
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- April 2003
- Chapter 18
- December 2021
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- April 2003
- Chapter 23
- December 2021
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- April 2003
- Chapter 27
- December 2021
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- May 2003
- Chapter 35
- December 2021
- Chapter 36
- May 2003
- Chapter 37
- December 2021
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- April 2003
- Chapter 51
- December 2021
- Chapter 52
- June 2003
- Chapter 53
- December 2021
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- January 2022
- Chapter 57
- Epilogue
- A Letter from Sarah Clarke
- Keep Reading …
- Acknowledgements
- Dear Reader …
- About the Publisher
She slides her boxing wraps over her knuckles now, then straps on her gloves. There’s a row of garages at the side of her block of flats, rented out to any resident who has three hundred quid going spare each month. Kat doesn’t fall into that category, but the two guys who live underneath her do, and they’ve chosen to use their garage as a makeshift boxing gym. It took Kat a couple of months to build up the courage to ask if she could borrow the space, but once she did, the rest was easy. Will and Jayden both work nights, so they gave her a key to the padlock, and said she could have free run of the place from 6 p.m. onwards. In return she grooms their dog every six weeks or so – a jack tzu called Jack, which Jayden assures her is an ironic name, not an unimaginative one.
The bag is attached to the roof by a thick metal chain. She jabs it once, rolls her shoulders as it swings away, then jabs again as the pendulum shift brings it closer. As she increases the speed of her punches, she stays light on her feet, gloves up at her face, protecting her features as the bag takes a beating. It twists and flies, but she’s ready for it, spinning on her toes, varying her swing, hooking with her right, then delivering an uppercut with her left. She loves the feeling of power that it gives her, as well as the energy that it strips away. And she loves the total concentration that it demands, no room for any other thoughts to infiltrate.
Like why her mum had to marry a prick like Javier when Kat was 6, then bring Sofia and Gabriela into the world with their pretty names and glowing half-Spanish skin, so cruelly perfect compared to hers. And why her dad had to die when she’d finally found a place where she thought she belonged.
And of course why she’s alone on a Saturday night, fighting a punchbag.
She keeps going until every muscle is screaming to stop and she’s confident that her body is exhausted enough for sleep to come quickly tonight. Then she packs her gear into her sports bag, pulls her fleece over her damp Lycra and feels her body temperature start to drop again. She finished work at six and it’s now eight o’clock, so she’s killed two hours.
Only two hours.
How is she supposed to distract herself for the rest of the evening?
On Friday night she’d made the decision to forget about the MyNeighbour post. Even if she’s right about who the woman is, revisiting those memories is too risky, the chance of redemption too slim. She’d cemented her choice by cooking some complicated recipe for supper and watching all three episodes of Tyson Fury: The Gypsy King on her laptop.