Back My Perfect Friend
Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Sarah Clarke
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright
  6. Dedication
  7. Note to Readers
  8. Prologue
  9. December 2021
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. January 2003
  16. Chapter 6
  17. December 2021
  18. Chapter 7
  19. Chapter 8
  20. February 2003
  21. Chapter 9
  22. December 2021
  23. Chapter 10
  24. Chapter 11
  25. Chapter 12
  26. March 2003
  27. Chapter 13
  28. December 2021
  29. Chapter 14
  30. Chapter 15
  31. Chapter 16
  32. Chapter 17
  33. April 2003
  34. Chapter 18
  35. December 2021
  36. Chapter 19
  37. Chapter 20
  38. Chapter 21
  39. Chapter 22
  40. April 2003
  41. Chapter 23
  42. December 2021
  43. Chapter 24
  44. Chapter 25
  45. Chapter 26
  46. April 2003
  47. Chapter 27
  48. December 2021
  49. Chapter 28
  50. Chapter 29
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Chapter 32
  54. Chapter 33
  55. Chapter 34
  56. May 2003
  57. Chapter 35
  58. December 2021
  59. Chapter 36
  60. May 2003
  61. Chapter 37
  62. December 2021
  63. Chapter 38
  64. Chapter 39
  65. Chapter 40
  66. Chapter 41
  67. Chapter 42
  68. Chapter 43
  69. Chapter 44
  70. Chapter 45
  71. Chapter 46
  72. Chapter 47
  73. Chapter 48
  74. Chapter 49
  75. Chapter 50
  76. April 2003
  77. Chapter 51
  78. December 2021
  79. Chapter 52
  80. June 2003
  81. Chapter 53
  82. December 2021
  83. Chapter 54
  84. Chapter 55
  85. Chapter 56
  86. January 2022
  87. Chapter 57
  88. Epilogue
  89. A Letter from Sarah Clarke
  90. Keep Reading …
  91. Acknowledgements
  92. Dear Reader …
  93. About the Publisher

She slides her boxing wraps over her knuckles now, then straps on her gloves. There’s a row of garages at the side of her block of flats, rented out to any resident who has three hundred quid going spare each month. Kat doesn’t fall into that category, but the two guys who live underneath her do, and they’ve chosen to use their garage as a makeshift boxing gym. It took Kat a couple of months to build up the courage to ask if she could borrow the space, but once she did, the rest was easy. Will and Jayden both work nights, so they gave her a key to the padlock, and said she could have free run of the place from 6 p.m. onwards. In return she grooms their dog every six weeks or so – a jack tzu called Jack, which Jayden assures her is an ironic name, not an unimaginative one.

The bag is attached to the roof by a thick metal chain. She jabs it once, rolls her shoulders as it swings away, then jabs again as the pendulum shift brings it closer. As she increases the speed of her punches, she stays light on her feet, gloves up at her face, protecting her features as the bag takes a beating. It twists and flies, but she’s ready for it, spinning on her toes, varying her swing, hooking with her right, then delivering an uppercut with her left. She loves the feeling of power that it gives her, as well as the energy that it strips away. And she loves the total concentration that it demands, no room for any other thoughts to infiltrate.

Like why her mum had to marry a prick like Javier when Kat was 6, then bring Sofia and Gabriela into the world with their pretty names and glowing half-Spanish skin, so cruelly perfect compared to hers. And why her dad had to die when she’d finally found a place where she thought she belonged.

And of course why she’s alone on a Saturday night, fighting a punchbag.

She keeps going until every muscle is screaming to stop and she’s confident that her body is exhausted enough for sleep to come quickly tonight. Then she packs her gear into her sports bag, pulls her fleece over her damp Lycra and feels her body temperature start to drop again. She finished work at six and it’s now eight o’clock, so she’s killed two hours.

Only two hours.

How is she supposed to distract herself for the rest of the evening?

On Friday night she’d made the decision to forget about the MyNeighbour post. Even if she’s right about who the woman is, revisiting those memories is too risky, the chance of redemption too slim. She’d cemented her choice by cooking some complicated recipe for supper and watching all three episodes of Tyson Fury: The Gypsy King on her laptop.