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Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Sarah Clarke
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright
  6. Dedication
  7. Note to Readers
  8. Prologue
  9. December 2021
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. January 2003
  16. Chapter 6
  17. December 2021
  18. Chapter 7
  19. Chapter 8
  20. February 2003
  21. Chapter 9
  22. December 2021
  23. Chapter 10
  24. Chapter 11
  25. Chapter 12
  26. March 2003
  27. Chapter 13
  28. December 2021
  29. Chapter 14
  30. Chapter 15
  31. Chapter 16
  32. Chapter 17
  33. April 2003
  34. Chapter 18
  35. December 2021
  36. Chapter 19
  37. Chapter 20
  38. Chapter 21
  39. Chapter 22
  40. April 2003
  41. Chapter 23
  42. December 2021
  43. Chapter 24
  44. Chapter 25
  45. Chapter 26
  46. April 2003
  47. Chapter 27
  48. December 2021
  49. Chapter 28
  50. Chapter 29
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Chapter 32
  54. Chapter 33
  55. Chapter 34
  56. May 2003
  57. Chapter 35
  58. December 2021
  59. Chapter 36
  60. May 2003
  61. Chapter 37
  62. December 2021
  63. Chapter 38
  64. Chapter 39
  65. Chapter 40
  66. Chapter 41
  67. Chapter 42
  68. Chapter 43
  69. Chapter 44
  70. Chapter 45
  71. Chapter 46
  72. Chapter 47
  73. Chapter 48
  74. Chapter 49
  75. Chapter 50
  76. April 2003
  77. Chapter 51
  78. December 2021
  79. Chapter 52
  80. June 2003
  81. Chapter 53
  82. December 2021
  83. Chapter 54
  84. Chapter 55
  85. Chapter 56
  86. January 2022
  87. Chapter 57
  88. Epilogue
  89. A Letter from Sarah Clarke
  90. Keep Reading …
  91. Acknowledgements
  92. Dear Reader …
  93. About the Publisher

Her head of upper school, Mr Thomas, is leaning over the lectern, trying to look casual. There’s a girl sitting behind him, a sixth former, with her ankles crossed. Her long hair is the colour of dark chocolate, and it falls in waves over her shoulders. Her eyes are a shade lighter, more like milk chocolate. And her skin is smooth and tanned. Katherine assumes she’s one of those girls. Beautiful and bitchy.

‘Quiet please!’ Mr Thomas calls out. Then he turns his shoulder and flings one arm towards the girl, like a talentless ballerina. ‘Some of you may already know Becca Fischer in year twelve,’ he says. ‘Becca only joined us for sixth form, but she’s already making quite an impact.’ He smiles at her, then returns his attention to his audience. ‘Becca’s come along today to talk to you all, so if everyone can give her a warm welcome …’ A smattering of claps reverberates around the room as the girl, Becca – and no, Katherine doesn’t know her; they don’t breathe the same air – uncrosses her ankles and pushes out of the chair.

‘Thank you for having me, year elevens,’ Becca calls out once she’s arrived at the lectern. She’s holding one wrist with her opposite hand, Katherine notices, tightly too, because her knuckles are turning white from the effort. ‘I am the school’s anti-bullying ambassador, and bullying is a subject I feel very passionate about.’ This wasn’t the speech Katherine was expecting; she tilts her head and stares more intently at the stage.

‘Victims of bullying are often picked for no other reason than being a bit different from their peers,’ Becca continues. A bit different like having a face half covered in eczema, Katherine thinks. She gives in to the urge, scratches her chin, then contorts her face and shoves her hands into her coat pocket when the itch grows exponentially. Becca is still talking, but it reduces to white noise as Katherine becomes transfixed by her hands. She watches Becca unfurl her fingers from her wrist and, with an almost imperceptible movement, scratch melodically at her palms.

Gradually the sound of scuffing feet and noses trying to breathe through winter colds breaks the spell. ‘So it’s easy to brush negative comments off as harmless banter,’ Becca says. ‘But they can really affect people’s mental health.’ She walks in front of the lectern and Katherine can see the whole of her now. Sixth formers don’t have to wear uniforms and Becca is dressed in sage green cargo pants and a black top. She’s slim, maybe a size eight, so one year older and three dress sizes smaller than Katherine. The top is sleeveless and reveals her tanned arms, which seem too exotic for a rainy day in January. She’s not wearing make-up, but her eyes still seem to have a smoky frame.

‘And, with immigrant parents, I have first-hand knowledge of that.’