Chapters (93)
- Cover
- About the Author
- Also by Sarah Clarke
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Note to Readers
- Prologue
- December 2021
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- January 2003
- Chapter 6
- December 2021
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- February 2003
- Chapter 9
- December 2021
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- March 2003
- Chapter 13
- December 2021
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- April 2003
- Chapter 18
- December 2021
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- April 2003
- Chapter 23
- December 2021
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- April 2003
- Chapter 27
- December 2021
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- May 2003
- Chapter 35
- December 2021
- Chapter 36
- May 2003
- Chapter 37
- December 2021
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- April 2003
- Chapter 51
- December 2021
- Chapter 52
- June 2003
- Chapter 53
- December 2021
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- January 2022
- Chapter 57
- Epilogue
- A Letter from Sarah Clarke
- Keep Reading …
- Acknowledgements
- Dear Reader …
- About the Publisher
Kat walks up the stairs of Clapham South tube station and onto the busy Nightingale Lane, where the green expanse of Clapham Common stretches out on her right. Before the road peels off towards its smaller neighbour, Wandsworth Common, Kat drops down into a gridwork of residential streets. She could walk down any of them to get to the salon at the end of Brookhill Road, but she always chooses the first one, Wroughton Road. Kat prefers the safety of well-trodden paths nowadays.
But her familiar route is different today. Because the empty unit at the near end of their short parade of shops looks like a crime scene. Kat doesn’t slow down as she walks past the flimsy blue-and-white-striped tape encircling the building. She doesn’t try to catch the eyes of the two women dressed in white overalls either, or even allow herself more than a cursory glance in their direction. But her heart still thuds with apprehension, the irrational fear that rises up whenever she gets close to a police officer. The feeling started when she was 16 – when the fear wasn’t so irrational – but eighteen years on, she still can’t shake it.
She finally reaches Groom & Bloom and pushes on the Victorian-style front door. A bell chimes as she mumbles, ‘Morning,’ and Sally’s head appears from behind the counter.
‘Hey, Kat, you look blue; is it still freezing out there?’
Kat shrugs. Her parka might be a decade old, but it still works fine. ‘New contact lenses,’ she offers as an alternative. ‘Maybe that’s it?’
Sally squints and stares into Kat’s eyes. It makes her feel uncomfortable, but it’s over in a second and then Sally is pulling back and snapping her fingers with a smile. ‘Yes! Oh my God, you look so different. I loved the green, but you know, I think I might like the blue even more. One day you might show me your real eye colour; I bet that’s beautiful too.’
Kat feels embarrassed now. She’s not good with compliments either. ‘What’s with the police outside Delphine’s?’ she asks, changing the subject.
‘Ah yeah, that’s sad,’ Sally says, her voice dropping an octave.
‘Oh?’
‘You know there’ve been those squatters there?’
‘Yeah, what about them?’ she asks.
‘Well, one of them died last night. He was found outside the front with a needle in his arm.’
‘That’s terrible.’
‘Loads of drugs inside the shop too, apparently. You don’t expect that sort of stuff to go on around here.’