Back My Perfect Friend
Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Sarah Clarke
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright
  6. Dedication
  7. Note to Readers
  8. Prologue
  9. December 2021
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. January 2003
  16. Chapter 6
  17. December 2021
  18. Chapter 7
  19. Chapter 8
  20. February 2003
  21. Chapter 9
  22. December 2021
  23. Chapter 10
  24. Chapter 11
  25. Chapter 12
  26. March 2003
  27. Chapter 13
  28. December 2021
  29. Chapter 14
  30. Chapter 15
  31. Chapter 16
  32. Chapter 17
  33. April 2003
  34. Chapter 18
  35. December 2021
  36. Chapter 19
  37. Chapter 20
  38. Chapter 21
  39. Chapter 22
  40. April 2003
  41. Chapter 23
  42. December 2021
  43. Chapter 24
  44. Chapter 25
  45. Chapter 26
  46. April 2003
  47. Chapter 27
  48. December 2021
  49. Chapter 28
  50. Chapter 29
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Chapter 32
  54. Chapter 33
  55. Chapter 34
  56. May 2003
  57. Chapter 35
  58. December 2021
  59. Chapter 36
  60. May 2003
  61. Chapter 37
  62. December 2021
  63. Chapter 38
  64. Chapter 39
  65. Chapter 40
  66. Chapter 41
  67. Chapter 42
  68. Chapter 43
  69. Chapter 44
  70. Chapter 45
  71. Chapter 46
  72. Chapter 47
  73. Chapter 48
  74. Chapter 49
  75. Chapter 50
  76. April 2003
  77. Chapter 51
  78. December 2021
  79. Chapter 52
  80. June 2003
  81. Chapter 53
  82. December 2021
  83. Chapter 54
  84. Chapter 55
  85. Chapter 56
  86. January 2022
  87. Chapter 57
  88. Epilogue
  89. A Letter from Sarah Clarke
  90. Keep Reading …
  91. Acknowledgements
  92. Dear Reader …
  93. About the Publisher

Kat walks up the stairs of Clapham South tube station and onto the busy Nightingale Lane, where the green expanse of Clapham Common stretches out on her right. Before the road peels off towards its smaller neighbour, Wandsworth Common, Kat drops down into a gridwork of residential streets. She could walk down any of them to get to the salon at the end of Brookhill Road, but she always chooses the first one, Wroughton Road. Kat prefers the safety of well-trodden paths nowadays.

But her familiar route is different today. Because the empty unit at the near end of their short parade of shops looks like a crime scene. Kat doesn’t slow down as she walks past the flimsy blue-and-white-striped tape encircling the building. She doesn’t try to catch the eyes of the two women dressed in white overalls either, or even allow herself more than a cursory glance in their direction. But her heart still thuds with apprehension, the irrational fear that rises up whenever she gets close to a police officer. The feeling started when she was 16 – when the fear wasn’t so irrational – but eighteen years on, she still can’t shake it.

She finally reaches Groom & Bloom and pushes on the Victorian-style front door. A bell chimes as she mumbles, ‘Morning,’ and Sally’s head appears from behind the counter.

‘Hey, Kat, you look blue; is it still freezing out there?’

Kat shrugs. Her parka might be a decade old, but it still works fine. ‘New contact lenses,’ she offers as an alternative. ‘Maybe that’s it?’

Sally squints and stares into Kat’s eyes. It makes her feel uncomfortable, but it’s over in a second and then Sally is pulling back and snapping her fingers with a smile. ‘Yes! Oh my God, you look so different. I loved the green, but you know, I think I might like the blue even more. One day you might show me your real eye colour; I bet that’s beautiful too.’

Kat feels embarrassed now. She’s not good with compliments either. ‘What’s with the police outside Delphine’s?’ she asks, changing the subject.

‘Ah yeah, that’s sad,’ Sally says, her voice dropping an octave.

‘Oh?’

‘You know there’ve been those squatters there?’

‘Yeah, what about them?’ she asks.

‘Well, one of them died last night. He was found outside the front with a needle in his arm.’

‘That’s terrible.’

‘Loads of drugs inside the shop too, apparently. You don’t expect that sort of stuff to go on around here.’