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Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Sarah Clarke
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright
  6. Dedication
  7. Note to Readers
  8. Prologue
  9. December 2021
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. January 2003
  16. Chapter 6
  17. December 2021
  18. Chapter 7
  19. Chapter 8
  20. February 2003
  21. Chapter 9
  22. December 2021
  23. Chapter 10
  24. Chapter 11
  25. Chapter 12
  26. March 2003
  27. Chapter 13
  28. December 2021
  29. Chapter 14
  30. Chapter 15
  31. Chapter 16
  32. Chapter 17
  33. April 2003
  34. Chapter 18
  35. December 2021
  36. Chapter 19
  37. Chapter 20
  38. Chapter 21
  39. Chapter 22
  40. April 2003
  41. Chapter 23
  42. December 2021
  43. Chapter 24
  44. Chapter 25
  45. Chapter 26
  46. April 2003
  47. Chapter 27
  48. December 2021
  49. Chapter 28
  50. Chapter 29
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Chapter 32
  54. Chapter 33
  55. Chapter 34
  56. May 2003
  57. Chapter 35
  58. December 2021
  59. Chapter 36
  60. May 2003
  61. Chapter 37
  62. December 2021
  63. Chapter 38
  64. Chapter 39
  65. Chapter 40
  66. Chapter 41
  67. Chapter 42
  68. Chapter 43
  69. Chapter 44
  70. Chapter 45
  71. Chapter 46
  72. Chapter 47
  73. Chapter 48
  74. Chapter 49
  75. Chapter 50
  76. April 2003
  77. Chapter 51
  78. December 2021
  79. Chapter 52
  80. June 2003
  81. Chapter 53
  82. December 2021
  83. Chapter 54
  84. Chapter 55
  85. Chapter 56
  86. January 2022
  87. Chapter 57
  88. Epilogue
  89. A Letter from Sarah Clarke
  90. Keep Reading …
  91. Acknowledgements
  92. Dear Reader …
  93. About the Publisher

Kat pushes away from the window and launches herself out of Beth’s gate. She looks left and right, then runs over to a yellow skip at the side of the road – piled high with rubble from yet another extension – and grabs the biggest piece of concrete she can carry. Holding it in two hands, she races back to Beth’s house, and without thinking twice, hurls it through Beth’s living room window.

There’s the high-pitched screech of shattering glass and then a deep thud as the concrete slab hits Beth’s living room floor. Kat surges forward. She needs to get to Saskia. With the thick sleeves of her parka pulled over her fists, she frantically pushes the loose fragments of glass out the window frame, then heaves herself through the hole. She can hear the snagging of material, and feel the sting of cuts where her skin is exposed, but neither slow her down.

Saskia is slouched on the sofa, her hands at her throat, swollen lips open as she searches for breath, the creaking drone of her wheezing filling the room. Kat knows she’s in anaphylactic shock, and that she could be dead in minutes. Beth isn’t moving at all. She looks like a young deer caught in a car’s headlights. Beautiful, startled, innocent. But Kat knows the truth.

‘She needs an EpiPen!’ Kat screams. ‘Does she carry one?’ Kat’s eyes spin around the room. ‘Where’s her bag?!’

‘I don’t know what’s happening to her,’ Beth finally says, her voice trembling. Even now, she’s playing the role perfectly; only her hands give her away, the sound of nails scratching skin.

‘You poisoned her – that’s what’s happening,’ Kat spits out. She spots Saskia’s coat on the sofa beside her and starts rummaging through the pockets. Nothing in the deep outside ones, but she sees the slim ridge of something inside the breast pocket.

‘No, I didn’t,’ Beth counters. ‘I didn’t know she had an allergy.’

‘Bullshit!’ Kat exhales loudly. She reaches inside and yes, it’s an EpiPen. ‘Even I know she’s allergic to nuts; it’s all over her social media. She volunteers for an allergy charity, for fuck’s sake!’ Living on a farm five hours from the nearest medical centre means that Kat has had first-aid training, including how to administer epinephrine. She flips off the blue cap, takes a second to line it up with Saskia’s thigh, then jabs the orange tip in at a right angle.

‘No, sorry, I didn’t mean that,’ Beth stutters. She takes a step backwards, unsteady on her feet. ‘I mean, I didn’t know there were nuts in those mince pies. That’s it. Simon’s mum sent them to us, you see. I didn’t think for a moment that—’