Chapters (93)
- Cover
- About the Author
- Also by Sarah Clarke
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Note to Readers
- Prologue
- December 2021
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- January 2003
- Chapter 6
- December 2021
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- February 2003
- Chapter 9
- December 2021
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- March 2003
- Chapter 13
- December 2021
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- April 2003
- Chapter 18
- December 2021
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- April 2003
- Chapter 23
- December 2021
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- April 2003
- Chapter 27
- December 2021
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- May 2003
- Chapter 35
- December 2021
- Chapter 36
- May 2003
- Chapter 37
- December 2021
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- April 2003
- Chapter 51
- December 2021
- Chapter 52
- June 2003
- Chapter 53
- December 2021
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- January 2022
- Chapter 57
- Epilogue
- A Letter from Sarah Clarke
- Keep Reading …
- Acknowledgements
- Dear Reader …
- About the Publisher
Kat pushes away from the window and launches herself out of Beth’s gate. She looks left and right, then runs over to a yellow skip at the side of the road – piled high with rubble from yet another extension – and grabs the biggest piece of concrete she can carry. Holding it in two hands, she races back to Beth’s house, and without thinking twice, hurls it through Beth’s living room window.
There’s the high-pitched screech of shattering glass and then a deep thud as the concrete slab hits Beth’s living room floor. Kat surges forward. She needs to get to Saskia. With the thick sleeves of her parka pulled over her fists, she frantically pushes the loose fragments of glass out the window frame, then heaves herself through the hole. She can hear the snagging of material, and feel the sting of cuts where her skin is exposed, but neither slow her down.
Saskia is slouched on the sofa, her hands at her throat, swollen lips open as she searches for breath, the creaking drone of her wheezing filling the room. Kat knows she’s in anaphylactic shock, and that she could be dead in minutes. Beth isn’t moving at all. She looks like a young deer caught in a car’s headlights. Beautiful, startled, innocent. But Kat knows the truth.
‘She needs an EpiPen!’ Kat screams. ‘Does she carry one?’ Kat’s eyes spin around the room. ‘Where’s her bag?!’
‘I don’t know what’s happening to her,’ Beth finally says, her voice trembling. Even now, she’s playing the role perfectly; only her hands give her away, the sound of nails scratching skin.
‘You poisoned her – that’s what’s happening,’ Kat spits out. She spots Saskia’s coat on the sofa beside her and starts rummaging through the pockets. Nothing in the deep outside ones, but she sees the slim ridge of something inside the breast pocket.
‘No, I didn’t,’ Beth counters. ‘I didn’t know she had an allergy.’
‘Bullshit!’ Kat exhales loudly. She reaches inside and yes, it’s an EpiPen. ‘Even I know she’s allergic to nuts; it’s all over her social media. She volunteers for an allergy charity, for fuck’s sake!’ Living on a farm five hours from the nearest medical centre means that Kat has had first-aid training, including how to administer epinephrine. She flips off the blue cap, takes a second to line it up with Saskia’s thigh, then jabs the orange tip in at a right angle.
‘No, sorry, I didn’t mean that,’ Beth stutters. She takes a step backwards, unsteady on her feet. ‘I mean, I didn’t know there were nuts in those mince pies. That’s it. Simon’s mum sent them to us, you see. I didn’t think for a moment that—’