Back My Perfect Friend
Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Sarah Clarke
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright
  6. Dedication
  7. Note to Readers
  8. Prologue
  9. December 2021
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. January 2003
  16. Chapter 6
  17. December 2021
  18. Chapter 7
  19. Chapter 8
  20. February 2003
  21. Chapter 9
  22. December 2021
  23. Chapter 10
  24. Chapter 11
  25. Chapter 12
  26. March 2003
  27. Chapter 13
  28. December 2021
  29. Chapter 14
  30. Chapter 15
  31. Chapter 16
  32. Chapter 17
  33. April 2003
  34. Chapter 18
  35. December 2021
  36. Chapter 19
  37. Chapter 20
  38. Chapter 21
  39. Chapter 22
  40. April 2003
  41. Chapter 23
  42. December 2021
  43. Chapter 24
  44. Chapter 25
  45. Chapter 26
  46. April 2003
  47. Chapter 27
  48. December 2021
  49. Chapter 28
  50. Chapter 29
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Chapter 32
  54. Chapter 33
  55. Chapter 34
  56. May 2003
  57. Chapter 35
  58. December 2021
  59. Chapter 36
  60. May 2003
  61. Chapter 37
  62. December 2021
  63. Chapter 38
  64. Chapter 39
  65. Chapter 40
  66. Chapter 41
  67. Chapter 42
  68. Chapter 43
  69. Chapter 44
  70. Chapter 45
  71. Chapter 46
  72. Chapter 47
  73. Chapter 48
  74. Chapter 49
  75. Chapter 50
  76. April 2003
  77. Chapter 51
  78. December 2021
  79. Chapter 52
  80. June 2003
  81. Chapter 53
  82. December 2021
  83. Chapter 54
  84. Chapter 55
  85. Chapter 56
  86. January 2022
  87. Chapter 57
  88. Epilogue
  89. A Letter from Sarah Clarke
  90. Keep Reading …
  91. Acknowledgements
  92. Dear Reader …
  93. About the Publisher

‘Don’t be stupid,’ Mark scoffs, but Stew’s claim ruffles him. Because he can’t really remember hitting his old work colleague. He remembers Stew stumbling after too many beers, then falling heavily on Mark’s Apple Mac computer, plus the sound of it crashing to the floor. And he remembers a tidal wave of fury raging through him. But the rest is a blur, until the next morning when he woke up on the floor. Surrounded by bloodstains, spilt booze and glass from his smashed screen. ‘My mate died last night,’ he tries. ‘I was arrested and spent the night in a cell. I’ve got nowhere else to go.’ He tries to keep his voice steady, not show how badly Jon’s death has knocked him, but it’s hard.

‘I think you’re confusing me for someone who cares. Listen, we hardly know each other. We worked together for, what, four months? We got pissed together a couple of times on those wanky company bonding nights; I thought you were all right and took pity on you when you had nowhere to stay. But that’s it, and then you fucked it up. Goodbye, Mark.’ Stew unfolds his arms and pushes the front door closed.

Mark stares at the wooden panels. He can’t believe the guy isn’t showing any remorse for smashing up his computer, or taking an ounce of responsibility for his role in their skirmish. It’s like that woman last night. She didn’t give a shit about Jon dying, even though she treated him like vermin when he was alive. Maybe that’s why. Mark wonders how long it took for her to call the ambulance. Whether she hesitated. The man’s a junkie – no wonder he’s out of it. Is he really worth helping?

The anger is still racing through him, but he can’t stare at a grimy front door all day. He eyes the VW Golf parked outside the flat. Dark grey and recently washed. Stew’s car, but easy to imagine her face in its gleaming panels. Mark kicks out with his right foot, connecting with the driver’s door. An alarm bursts into life and he laughs. The wailing suits his mood.

‘Oi!’ Stew’s voice flies out of the front door. ‘Get off my fucking car!’

‘Don’t worry, I’m going,’ Mark says, grinning. It’s the best he’s felt all day.

‘You’re a fucking lunatic.’

Mark ignores the insult and turns right out of Stew’s road. But the satisfaction he got from vexing his ex-housemate quickly evaporates as he realises that he’s still got nowhere to sleep tonight. Stew was his only chance for finding a safe place to bed down, and it took him about three minutes to completely screw that up. What the hell is wrong with him? Why does his stupid temper always get in the way of him making a good decision?