Chapters (93)
- Cover
- About the Author
- Also by Sarah Clarke
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Note to Readers
- Prologue
- December 2021
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- January 2003
- Chapter 6
- December 2021
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- February 2003
- Chapter 9
- December 2021
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- March 2003
- Chapter 13
- December 2021
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- April 2003
- Chapter 18
- December 2021
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- April 2003
- Chapter 23
- December 2021
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- April 2003
- Chapter 27
- December 2021
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- May 2003
- Chapter 35
- December 2021
- Chapter 36
- May 2003
- Chapter 37
- December 2021
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- April 2003
- Chapter 51
- December 2021
- Chapter 52
- June 2003
- Chapter 53
- December 2021
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- January 2022
- Chapter 57
- Epilogue
- A Letter from Sarah Clarke
- Keep Reading …
- Acknowledgements
- Dear Reader …
- About the Publisher
Saskia snaps her focus back to the grumpy woman on the phone who is – she has to admit – doing Saskia’s bidding. ‘Did you find her file?’ she asks.
‘Yeah, there was some mental health stuff,’ the woman starts.
Saskia’s pulse quickens and she leans forward. ‘Oh?’
‘Not while she was here, but before, as a teenager. She put it in the notes on her application form because it disrupted her education – she missed her GCSEs and got some random Australian qualifications instead.’
‘Disrupted how?’
‘She spent a couple of months in a mental health unit in Newbury.’
‘What for? What was wrong with her?’
‘How am I supposed to know? I’m not a bloody doctor. Anyway, it’s confidential that sort of stuff, isn’t it? And grounds for discrimination if I turned her application down, not that I would. I remember her now. A bit awkward with humans, I’ll give you that, but a natural with the dogs; they all loved her. I’m sorry to hear she’s struggling again now.’ There’s genuine sadness in her voice and Saskia feels a stab of guilt for stretching the truth. She shifts on the stool, eyes the bottle of wine on the island, looks at her watch.
‘Don’t worry, I rate her too,’ she appeases. ‘I’ll make sure she gets the help she needs. Anyway, thank you. I’d better go.’ Saskia ends the call and taps her fingernails against the quartz surface, one at a time. So Kat does have a history of mental illness. And being in residential care for two months, forgoing her education, all points to it being a serious condition. Surely that’s enough of a red flag for Saskia to tell Beth, to warn her what Kat’s been saying. Although maybe she should keep quiet about researching Kat; ironically, that could make it look like Saskia’s the obsessive one. She clicks into WhatsApp and scribes a message.
Beth, your dog walker is WEIRD. Stood outside your house. Said she knew you 18 yrs ago. That you were FRIENDS. Assuming not?? Maybe delusional? Idk. Hope you’re okay xxx
She stares at the two ticks, willing them to go blue, and then they do, and she lets out an involuntary gasp, which is ridiculous because what else was she expecting to happen? But as she waits, gripping her phone, nothing more happens. There’s no Beth typing flag. Why isn’t Beth responding? ‘Shit,’ she mumbles under her breath, suddenly deflated. Surely her message warrants an immediate reaction?