Back My Perfect Friend
Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Sarah Clarke
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright
  6. Dedication
  7. Note to Readers
  8. Prologue
  9. December 2021
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. January 2003
  16. Chapter 6
  17. December 2021
  18. Chapter 7
  19. Chapter 8
  20. February 2003
  21. Chapter 9
  22. December 2021
  23. Chapter 10
  24. Chapter 11
  25. Chapter 12
  26. March 2003
  27. Chapter 13
  28. December 2021
  29. Chapter 14
  30. Chapter 15
  31. Chapter 16
  32. Chapter 17
  33. April 2003
  34. Chapter 18
  35. December 2021
  36. Chapter 19
  37. Chapter 20
  38. Chapter 21
  39. Chapter 22
  40. April 2003
  41. Chapter 23
  42. December 2021
  43. Chapter 24
  44. Chapter 25
  45. Chapter 26
  46. April 2003
  47. Chapter 27
  48. December 2021
  49. Chapter 28
  50. Chapter 29
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Chapter 32
  54. Chapter 33
  55. Chapter 34
  56. May 2003
  57. Chapter 35
  58. December 2021
  59. Chapter 36
  60. May 2003
  61. Chapter 37
  62. December 2021
  63. Chapter 38
  64. Chapter 39
  65. Chapter 40
  66. Chapter 41
  67. Chapter 42
  68. Chapter 43
  69. Chapter 44
  70. Chapter 45
  71. Chapter 46
  72. Chapter 47
  73. Chapter 48
  74. Chapter 49
  75. Chapter 50
  76. April 2003
  77. Chapter 51
  78. December 2021
  79. Chapter 52
  80. June 2003
  81. Chapter 53
  82. December 2021
  83. Chapter 54
  84. Chapter 55
  85. Chapter 56
  86. January 2022
  87. Chapter 57
  88. Epilogue
  89. A Letter from Sarah Clarke
  90. Keep Reading …
  91. Acknowledgements
  92. Dear Reader …
  93. About the Publisher

Saskia snaps her focus back to the grumpy woman on the phone who is – she has to admit – doing Saskia’s bidding. ‘Did you find her file?’ she asks.

‘Yeah, there was some mental health stuff,’ the woman starts.

Saskia’s pulse quickens and she leans forward. ‘Oh?’

‘Not while she was here, but before, as a teenager. She put it in the notes on her application form because it disrupted her education – she missed her GCSEs and got some random Australian qualifications instead.’

‘Disrupted how?’

‘She spent a couple of months in a mental health unit in Newbury.’

‘What for? What was wrong with her?’

‘How am I supposed to know? I’m not a bloody doctor. Anyway, it’s confidential that sort of stuff, isn’t it? And grounds for discrimination if I turned her application down, not that I would. I remember her now. A bit awkward with humans, I’ll give you that, but a natural with the dogs; they all loved her. I’m sorry to hear she’s struggling again now.’ There’s genuine sadness in her voice and Saskia feels a stab of guilt for stretching the truth. She shifts on the stool, eyes the bottle of wine on the island, looks at her watch.

‘Don’t worry, I rate her too,’ she appeases. ‘I’ll make sure she gets the help she needs. Anyway, thank you. I’d better go.’ Saskia ends the call and taps her fingernails against the quartz surface, one at a time. So Kat does have a history of mental illness. And being in residential care for two months, forgoing her education, all points to it being a serious condition. Surely that’s enough of a red flag for Saskia to tell Beth, to warn her what Kat’s been saying. Although maybe she should keep quiet about researching Kat; ironically, that could make it look like Saskia’s the obsessive one. She clicks into WhatsApp and scribes a message.

Beth, your dog walker is WEIRD. Stood outside your house. Said she knew you 18 yrs ago. That you were FRIENDS. Assuming not?? Maybe delusional? Idk. Hope you’re okay xxx

She stares at the two ticks, willing them to go blue, and then they do, and she lets out an involuntary gasp, which is ridiculous because what else was she expecting to happen? But as she waits, gripping her phone, nothing more happens. There’s no Beth typing flag. Why isn’t Beth responding? ‘Shit,’ she mumbles under her breath, suddenly deflated. Surely her message warrants an immediate reaction?