Back My Perfect Friend
Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Sarah Clarke
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright
  6. Dedication
  7. Note to Readers
  8. Prologue
  9. December 2021
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. January 2003
  16. Chapter 6
  17. December 2021
  18. Chapter 7
  19. Chapter 8
  20. February 2003
  21. Chapter 9
  22. December 2021
  23. Chapter 10
  24. Chapter 11
  25. Chapter 12
  26. March 2003
  27. Chapter 13
  28. December 2021
  29. Chapter 14
  30. Chapter 15
  31. Chapter 16
  32. Chapter 17
  33. April 2003
  34. Chapter 18
  35. December 2021
  36. Chapter 19
  37. Chapter 20
  38. Chapter 21
  39. Chapter 22
  40. April 2003
  41. Chapter 23
  42. December 2021
  43. Chapter 24
  44. Chapter 25
  45. Chapter 26
  46. April 2003
  47. Chapter 27
  48. December 2021
  49. Chapter 28
  50. Chapter 29
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Chapter 32
  54. Chapter 33
  55. Chapter 34
  56. May 2003
  57. Chapter 35
  58. December 2021
  59. Chapter 36
  60. May 2003
  61. Chapter 37
  62. December 2021
  63. Chapter 38
  64. Chapter 39
  65. Chapter 40
  66. Chapter 41
  67. Chapter 42
  68. Chapter 43
  69. Chapter 44
  70. Chapter 45
  71. Chapter 46
  72. Chapter 47
  73. Chapter 48
  74. Chapter 49
  75. Chapter 50
  76. April 2003
  77. Chapter 51
  78. December 2021
  79. Chapter 52
  80. June 2003
  81. Chapter 53
  82. December 2021
  83. Chapter 54
  84. Chapter 55
  85. Chapter 56
  86. January 2022
  87. Chapter 57
  88. Epilogue
  89. A Letter from Sarah Clarke
  90. Keep Reading …
  91. Acknowledgements
  92. Dear Reader …
  93. About the Publisher

Saskia closes her front door and leans against the wooden frame. She never cries, at least hardly ever, so she’s not sure why she feels the urge now. She was scared, she realises, arguing with Kat in the street. For all Saskia’s lofty beliefs about championing mental health awareness, when she comes across someone who is clearly unwell, she becomes a frightened animal and goes on the attack. When did she become such a bitch?

Saskia wonders where Kat is now. Whoever she was talking to on the phone clearly upset her – she was staggering so blindly that Saskia thought she might fall over – but then she righted herself and ran off towards Wandsworth Common. It was a relief at first, the sense of a threat diminishing – especially with Kat being so physically intimidating too – but now that the adrenalin has worn off, Saskia can’t help feeling worried about the strange woman, and what she might do. She seemed so out of control.

Saskia pulls the unfamiliar phone out of her pocket and stares at the blank screen. It’s an old iPhone, a 5 or 6 maybe, and looks tiny compared to her own. It must have slipped out of Kat’s hands when she reached for the wall, but Saskia was too wired to notice at the time. It was only once Kat disappeared that she’d seen it lying on the pavement. She taps on the glass now and the screen comes to life with the photo of a weird-looking dog, a skinny Alsatian with rabbit ears. Saskia taps it again, and sighs when the usual grid of numbers comes up. Enter passcode. She tuts and puts it back in her pocket.

Not that she wants to spy on Kat. But if she could get into the phone, she’d be able to check Kat’s call history, work out who had upset her, and possibly even where she disappeared to. She needs to return the handset somehow. And if it also provides some intel on who Kat really is, that can’t be a bad thing. Like whether there’s any truth to Kat’s claims that she and Beth knew each other when they were growing up. The two of them being friends is so hard to imagine that Saskia jumped on the first hole in Kat’s story and accused her of lying. But Kat not reacting to Reading doesn’t mean anything – the only evidence Saskia has that Beth spent time in the town was the fact she visited a shitty house there the day before, and that’s weak even by Saskia’s standards. It’s harder to explain Kat not knowing about Beth’s parents’ car accident, but Beth was 17 when that happened, so it’s possible that they’d lost touch by then.