Back My Perfect Friend
Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Sarah Clarke
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright
  6. Dedication
  7. Note to Readers
  8. Prologue
  9. December 2021
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. January 2003
  16. Chapter 6
  17. December 2021
  18. Chapter 7
  19. Chapter 8
  20. February 2003
  21. Chapter 9
  22. December 2021
  23. Chapter 10
  24. Chapter 11
  25. Chapter 12
  26. March 2003
  27. Chapter 13
  28. December 2021
  29. Chapter 14
  30. Chapter 15
  31. Chapter 16
  32. Chapter 17
  33. April 2003
  34. Chapter 18
  35. December 2021
  36. Chapter 19
  37. Chapter 20
  38. Chapter 21
  39. Chapter 22
  40. April 2003
  41. Chapter 23
  42. December 2021
  43. Chapter 24
  44. Chapter 25
  45. Chapter 26
  46. April 2003
  47. Chapter 27
  48. December 2021
  49. Chapter 28
  50. Chapter 29
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Chapter 32
  54. Chapter 33
  55. Chapter 34
  56. May 2003
  57. Chapter 35
  58. December 2021
  59. Chapter 36
  60. May 2003
  61. Chapter 37
  62. December 2021
  63. Chapter 38
  64. Chapter 39
  65. Chapter 40
  66. Chapter 41
  67. Chapter 42
  68. Chapter 43
  69. Chapter 44
  70. Chapter 45
  71. Chapter 46
  72. Chapter 47
  73. Chapter 48
  74. Chapter 49
  75. Chapter 50
  76. April 2003
  77. Chapter 51
  78. December 2021
  79. Chapter 52
  80. June 2003
  81. Chapter 53
  82. December 2021
  83. Chapter 54
  84. Chapter 55
  85. Chapter 56
  86. January 2022
  87. Chapter 57
  88. Epilogue
  89. A Letter from Sarah Clarke
  90. Keep Reading …
  91. Acknowledgements
  92. Dear Reader …
  93. About the Publisher

Her growing confusion creates a surge of frustration through Kat’s limbs, and she suddenly feels the urge to lash out, to find a punchbag and pummel it to death. Just when she was rebuilding her friendship with Beth, starting to make up for the mistakes of her teenage years, someone comes along and threatens to undermine everything she’s achieved. And of course it would be Saskia with her flounce of blonde ponytail and sneering, overconfident expression.

Once the detectives had driven off, Saskia had got her phone out again, tap-tap-tapping on it like the addict she is, before she finally walked inside her own house across the road. The woman is so prolific on social media that she could have been typing anything, but Kat bets she was messaging Beth, telling her about Mark and the detectives knocking at her door, scrabbling for Beth’s gratitude for providing the warning. Kat wonders how Beth will react to the news. Will she be relieved that Mark’s no longer a threat, or horrified about being dragged further into a scandal? Will she race back home to face the detectives or stay away for longer?

This all matters; Kat knows it does. But her mind’s not working properly, and she doesn’t know what to do. She pushes away from the gate and starts walking, onto Brookhill Road and down the hill; she’ll get the bus to Tooting, check on Mark. But she stalls, shakes her head. No, that’s a stupid idea, far too risky. She turns back up the hill. She should go home. Ask Jayden if she can have an hour in his and Will’s garage. Expel some energy, for everyone’s sake. But surely she needs to find out how Mark is? She turns back down the hill, shaking her head and muttering to herself.

‘Are you all right, Kat?’

She looks up. Shit. Saskia is supposed to be in her house; Kat watched her walk inside. Why is she on the street again? ‘Yeah, I’m fine,’ she answers, but her voice warbles. She puts her hand to her throat and tries again. ‘Why are you asking?’ But now she sounds defensive.

‘Okay, sorry.’ Saskia raises her palms. ‘You just look a little upset, I suppose. Are you due at Beth’s? Simon usually runs with Luna on a Saturday morning, so I doubt they’ll need you today. But maybe you got your wires crossed?’

Fear and frustration collide and explode. ‘God, you don’t stop, do you?’

‘Sorry?’

‘Acting like you know everything about Beth’s life. Always digging, digging, digging.’ Kat curls her fingers and scratches at the air, her face pulling into a grimace.

‘Now hang on …’

‘She doesn’t like you, you know.’ The words tumble out. ‘She told me how nosy you are, always wanting to know her business.’ Kat teeters forwards, imagines shoving Saskia in the chest.