Chapters (93)
- Cover
- About the Author
- Also by Sarah Clarke
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Note to Readers
- Prologue
- December 2021
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- January 2003
- Chapter 6
- December 2021
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- February 2003
- Chapter 9
- December 2021
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- March 2003
- Chapter 13
- December 2021
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- April 2003
- Chapter 18
- December 2021
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- April 2003
- Chapter 23
- December 2021
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- April 2003
- Chapter 27
- December 2021
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- May 2003
- Chapter 35
- December 2021
- Chapter 36
- May 2003
- Chapter 37
- December 2021
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- April 2003
- Chapter 51
- December 2021
- Chapter 52
- June 2003
- Chapter 53
- December 2021
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- January 2022
- Chapter 57
- Epilogue
- A Letter from Sarah Clarke
- Keep Reading …
- Acknowledgements
- Dear Reader …
- About the Publisher
Now Mark lifts his eyeline and slides his hands under his chin. His head feels heavy, and he wonders if it’s grief, or just the aftereffects of a night in a police cell. Although at least it was warm in there. That metal excuse for a bed was far from comfortable, but the radiator pumped out a heat that he hasn’t felt since the day he found Jon on Clapham Common and slept under his blanket, the same day that Stew chucked him out. That was the final injustice after a shitshow of disasters, and the one that dealt a killer blow to his dream.
With a sigh, Mark leans back against the wooden slats of the bench and extends his legs over his rucksack. After he accepted the caution, Mark was free to leave Wandsworth police station, but it was made clear to him that the squat is permanently off limits. Which is pretty irritating because, after four weeks bedding down there, it was starting to feel like home. Jon had pleaded for the front room with the big window as soon as they arrived, and Mark had been happy to oblige because he wanted the storeroom out back, somewhere private to work out how the hell he was going to get his life back on track.
The electricity supply had been turned off, but there was running water and various extras like an old sofa (Jon won that in an arm wrestle but expected Mark to lug it to the front room for him) and a cardboard box full of biscuits and long-life milk. They’d been given an old camping stove by a day centre in Clapham, and Mark had been able to have a cup of tea first thing in the morning again.
It’s gutting to think all that effort has gone to waste.
In a fit of frustration, Mark kicks at the hard concrete with his heels. Some part of his brain is telling him not to blame that woman, that she did a good thing, phoning the ambulance and trying to save Jon’s life. But then her image takes over, her look-at-me dress and those big doe eyes, thinking she’s better than him and Jon. Too blinded by her own arrogance to realise the only thing that separates them is luck. She’s been trying to get them off her street ever since they moved into that shop, threatening them with some residents’ association legal action, pulling her kids close every time she walks past. She’s never once asked how she could help.
Even that night, earlier in the evening, she’d been at it. Mark had gone on a vodka hunt, and Jon was fuming about her when he got back. Then a few hours later, not only does she rid the street of them both, she has a ringside seat. The fucking irony of it.