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Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Sarah Clarke
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright
  6. Dedication
  7. Note to Readers
  8. Prologue
  9. December 2021
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. January 2003
  16. Chapter 6
  17. December 2021
  18. Chapter 7
  19. Chapter 8
  20. February 2003
  21. Chapter 9
  22. December 2021
  23. Chapter 10
  24. Chapter 11
  25. Chapter 12
  26. March 2003
  27. Chapter 13
  28. December 2021
  29. Chapter 14
  30. Chapter 15
  31. Chapter 16
  32. Chapter 17
  33. April 2003
  34. Chapter 18
  35. December 2021
  36. Chapter 19
  37. Chapter 20
  38. Chapter 21
  39. Chapter 22
  40. April 2003
  41. Chapter 23
  42. December 2021
  43. Chapter 24
  44. Chapter 25
  45. Chapter 26
  46. April 2003
  47. Chapter 27
  48. December 2021
  49. Chapter 28
  50. Chapter 29
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Chapter 32
  54. Chapter 33
  55. Chapter 34
  56. May 2003
  57. Chapter 35
  58. December 2021
  59. Chapter 36
  60. May 2003
  61. Chapter 37
  62. December 2021
  63. Chapter 38
  64. Chapter 39
  65. Chapter 40
  66. Chapter 41
  67. Chapter 42
  68. Chapter 43
  69. Chapter 44
  70. Chapter 45
  71. Chapter 46
  72. Chapter 47
  73. Chapter 48
  74. Chapter 49
  75. Chapter 50
  76. April 2003
  77. Chapter 51
  78. December 2021
  79. Chapter 52
  80. June 2003
  81. Chapter 53
  82. December 2021
  83. Chapter 54
  84. Chapter 55
  85. Chapter 56
  86. January 2022
  87. Chapter 57
  88. Epilogue
  89. A Letter from Sarah Clarke
  90. Keep Reading …
  91. Acknowledgements
  92. Dear Reader …
  93. About the Publisher

Now Mark lifts his eyeline and slides his hands under his chin. His head feels heavy, and he wonders if it’s grief, or just the aftereffects of a night in a police cell. Although at least it was warm in there. That metal excuse for a bed was far from comfortable, but the radiator pumped out a heat that he hasn’t felt since the day he found Jon on Clapham Common and slept under his blanket, the same day that Stew chucked him out. That was the final injustice after a shitshow of disasters, and the one that dealt a killer blow to his dream.

With a sigh, Mark leans back against the wooden slats of the bench and extends his legs over his rucksack. After he accepted the caution, Mark was free to leave Wandsworth police station, but it was made clear to him that the squat is permanently off limits. Which is pretty irritating because, after four weeks bedding down there, it was starting to feel like home. Jon had pleaded for the front room with the big window as soon as they arrived, and Mark had been happy to oblige because he wanted the storeroom out back, somewhere private to work out how the hell he was going to get his life back on track.

The electricity supply had been turned off, but there was running water and various extras like an old sofa (Jon won that in an arm wrestle but expected Mark to lug it to the front room for him) and a cardboard box full of biscuits and long-life milk. They’d been given an old camping stove by a day centre in Clapham, and Mark had been able to have a cup of tea first thing in the morning again.

It’s gutting to think all that effort has gone to waste.

In a fit of frustration, Mark kicks at the hard concrete with his heels. Some part of his brain is telling him not to blame that woman, that she did a good thing, phoning the ambulance and trying to save Jon’s life. But then her image takes over, her look-at-me dress and those big doe eyes, thinking she’s better than him and Jon. Too blinded by her own arrogance to realise the only thing that separates them is luck. She’s been trying to get them off her street ever since they moved into that shop, threatening them with some residents’ association legal action, pulling her kids close every time she walks past. She’s never once asked how she could help.

Even that night, earlier in the evening, she’d been at it. Mark had gone on a vodka hunt, and Jon was fuming about her when he got back. Then a few hours later, not only does she rid the street of them both, she has a ringside seat. The fucking irony of it.