Chapters (93)
- Cover
- About the Author
- Also by Sarah Clarke
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Note to Readers
- Prologue
- December 2021
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- January 2003
- Chapter 6
- December 2021
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- February 2003
- Chapter 9
- December 2021
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- March 2003
- Chapter 13
- December 2021
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- April 2003
- Chapter 18
- December 2021
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- April 2003
- Chapter 23
- December 2021
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- April 2003
- Chapter 27
- December 2021
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- May 2003
- Chapter 35
- December 2021
- Chapter 36
- May 2003
- Chapter 37
- December 2021
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- April 2003
- Chapter 51
- December 2021
- Chapter 52
- June 2003
- Chapter 53
- December 2021
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- January 2022
- Chapter 57
- Epilogue
- A Letter from Sarah Clarke
- Keep Reading …
- Acknowledgements
- Dear Reader …
- About the Publisher
Part of her felt desperate to stay, to keep an eye on Beth, but she had to remember that she wasn’t part of their family, and to outstay her welcome would risk the progress she’s made. So she’d said goodbye, taken the money with a sting of shame, and reminded Beth to double-lock the front door once she’d gone. She couldn’t face going back to the salon, so she’d headed home and phoned Sally from there, mumbled that the break-in wasn’t bad enough to bother the police with, but that she needed to wait in for a locksmith. Of course Sally had been characteristically understanding, and guilt had flared in Kat’s chest once more. But she’d swallowed it down; Beth is her priority now.
Which means she can’t sit scrunched up on her bed, disappearing into her teenage shell. Taking a deep breath, she opens her eyes, unfurls her legs and pushes off the bed. She wants a beer, something to take the edge off, so she navigates through her messy living room and into the kitchenette. She pulls a bottle of Brixton Pale Ale out of the fridge and flicks the cap off with a fish slice. The action reminds her of her dad, and she lifts the bottle, says a silent cheers to the man who finished the work of putting her back together. She wishes he were here to guide her now. There’s also a big bar of Cadbury Fruit and Nut in the fridge, and after a moment’s hesitation, she grabs that too.
She takes her stash over to the sofa and lowers down into its familiar lumps and bumps. Clearing up this mess feels like her responsibility now. It has done since she saw Beth’s photo really, payback for the way things ended between them, but the feeling has grown as they’ve reconnected. When Beth brushed against Kat’s arm on the stair earlier, and looked straight into her eyes, Kat had panicked for a second, worried that Beth had recognised her, even though there’s nothing of Katherine left. But once the fear subsided, Kat had realised what Beth’s eyes were asking. The same as they asked eighteen years ago: help me.
But Simon has called the police now.
Except, realistically, what difference will they make? Kat has kept herself away from the law, and the people paid to impose it, since their investigation into Becca’s injuries all those years ago. But she’s heard the stories. How stalkers are able to hound their victims unchecked for years before the police take it seriously. And even then, the onus is still on the victim to collect enough evidence to prove their stalker’s guilt.
Mark has already shown that he doesn’t scare easily, and Kat can see that Beth hasn’t got the strength to live with his toxic behaviour. Which means she needs to do something.