Back My Perfect Friend
Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Sarah Clarke
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright
  6. Dedication
  7. Note to Readers
  8. Prologue
  9. December 2021
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. January 2003
  16. Chapter 6
  17. December 2021
  18. Chapter 7
  19. Chapter 8
  20. February 2003
  21. Chapter 9
  22. December 2021
  23. Chapter 10
  24. Chapter 11
  25. Chapter 12
  26. March 2003
  27. Chapter 13
  28. December 2021
  29. Chapter 14
  30. Chapter 15
  31. Chapter 16
  32. Chapter 17
  33. April 2003
  34. Chapter 18
  35. December 2021
  36. Chapter 19
  37. Chapter 20
  38. Chapter 21
  39. Chapter 22
  40. April 2003
  41. Chapter 23
  42. December 2021
  43. Chapter 24
  44. Chapter 25
  45. Chapter 26
  46. April 2003
  47. Chapter 27
  48. December 2021
  49. Chapter 28
  50. Chapter 29
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Chapter 32
  54. Chapter 33
  55. Chapter 34
  56. May 2003
  57. Chapter 35
  58. December 2021
  59. Chapter 36
  60. May 2003
  61. Chapter 37
  62. December 2021
  63. Chapter 38
  64. Chapter 39
  65. Chapter 40
  66. Chapter 41
  67. Chapter 42
  68. Chapter 43
  69. Chapter 44
  70. Chapter 45
  71. Chapter 46
  72. Chapter 47
  73. Chapter 48
  74. Chapter 49
  75. Chapter 50
  76. April 2003
  77. Chapter 51
  78. December 2021
  79. Chapter 52
  80. June 2003
  81. Chapter 53
  82. December 2021
  83. Chapter 54
  84. Chapter 55
  85. Chapter 56
  86. January 2022
  87. Chapter 57
  88. Epilogue
  89. A Letter from Sarah Clarke
  90. Keep Reading …
  91. Acknowledgements
  92. Dear Reader …
  93. About the Publisher

Part of her felt desperate to stay, to keep an eye on Beth, but she had to remember that she wasn’t part of their family, and to outstay her welcome would risk the progress she’s made. So she’d said goodbye, taken the money with a sting of shame, and reminded Beth to double-lock the front door once she’d gone. She couldn’t face going back to the salon, so she’d headed home and phoned Sally from there, mumbled that the break-in wasn’t bad enough to bother the police with, but that she needed to wait in for a locksmith. Of course Sally had been characteristically understanding, and guilt had flared in Kat’s chest once more. But she’d swallowed it down; Beth is her priority now.

Which means she can’t sit scrunched up on her bed, disappearing into her teenage shell. Taking a deep breath, she opens her eyes, unfurls her legs and pushes off the bed. She wants a beer, something to take the edge off, so she navigates through her messy living room and into the kitchenette. She pulls a bottle of Brixton Pale Ale out of the fridge and flicks the cap off with a fish slice. The action reminds her of her dad, and she lifts the bottle, says a silent cheers to the man who finished the work of putting her back together. She wishes he were here to guide her now. There’s also a big bar of Cadbury Fruit and Nut in the fridge, and after a moment’s hesitation, she grabs that too.

She takes her stash over to the sofa and lowers down into its familiar lumps and bumps. Clearing up this mess feels like her responsibility now. It has done since she saw Beth’s photo really, payback for the way things ended between them, but the feeling has grown as they’ve reconnected. When Beth brushed against Kat’s arm on the stair earlier, and looked straight into her eyes, Kat had panicked for a second, worried that Beth had recognised her, even though there’s nothing of Katherine left. But once the fear subsided, Kat had realised what Beth’s eyes were asking. The same as they asked eighteen years ago: help me.

But Simon has called the police now.

Except, realistically, what difference will they make? Kat has kept herself away from the law, and the people paid to impose it, since their investigation into Becca’s injuries all those years ago. But she’s heard the stories. How stalkers are able to hound their victims unchecked for years before the police take it seriously. And even then, the onus is still on the victim to collect enough evidence to prove their stalker’s guilt.

Mark has already shown that he doesn’t scare easily, and Kat can see that Beth hasn’t got the strength to live with his toxic behaviour. Which means she needs to do something.