Back My Perfect Friend
Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Sarah Clarke
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright
  6. Dedication
  7. Note to Readers
  8. Prologue
  9. December 2021
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. January 2003
  16. Chapter 6
  17. December 2021
  18. Chapter 7
  19. Chapter 8
  20. February 2003
  21. Chapter 9
  22. December 2021
  23. Chapter 10
  24. Chapter 11
  25. Chapter 12
  26. March 2003
  27. Chapter 13
  28. December 2021
  29. Chapter 14
  30. Chapter 15
  31. Chapter 16
  32. Chapter 17
  33. April 2003
  34. Chapter 18
  35. December 2021
  36. Chapter 19
  37. Chapter 20
  38. Chapter 21
  39. Chapter 22
  40. April 2003
  41. Chapter 23
  42. December 2021
  43. Chapter 24
  44. Chapter 25
  45. Chapter 26
  46. April 2003
  47. Chapter 27
  48. December 2021
  49. Chapter 28
  50. Chapter 29
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Chapter 32
  54. Chapter 33
  55. Chapter 34
  56. May 2003
  57. Chapter 35
  58. December 2021
  59. Chapter 36
  60. May 2003
  61. Chapter 37
  62. December 2021
  63. Chapter 38
  64. Chapter 39
  65. Chapter 40
  66. Chapter 41
  67. Chapter 42
  68. Chapter 43
  69. Chapter 44
  70. Chapter 45
  71. Chapter 46
  72. Chapter 47
  73. Chapter 48
  74. Chapter 49
  75. Chapter 50
  76. April 2003
  77. Chapter 51
  78. December 2021
  79. Chapter 52
  80. June 2003
  81. Chapter 53
  82. December 2021
  83. Chapter 54
  84. Chapter 55
  85. Chapter 56
  86. January 2022
  87. Chapter 57
  88. Epilogue
  89. A Letter from Sarah Clarke
  90. Keep Reading …
  91. Acknowledgements
  92. Dear Reader …
  93. About the Publisher

Kat didn’t have time to plan for questions, so she improvises. ‘I think so,’ she stumbles. ‘It wasn’t a great line. Is there any chance I could go? See for myself?’

‘Of course, you must!’ Sally says, nodding her head vigorously. ‘I’ll finish Aggie’s groom. Just let me know what’s what, yes?’

‘Thanks, Sally,’ Kat says, grabbing her coat from the hook. ‘I’ll be a couple of hours max, I promise.’ She gives her boss one last grateful smile, then pushes on the front door and steps into the cold.

Kat feels the school receptionist’s stare wash over her and tries not to flinch. ‘And you’re a friend of Mrs Packard?’ the skinny woman says, peering over her old-fashioned spectacles, the politeness of her words almost fully obscured by the suspicion in her tone.

‘I walk their dog, Luna. And mind the girls sometimes,’ she adds quickly.

‘Ah, I see.’ The receptionist visibly relaxes as she works out the connection between one of their most glamorous parents and the mound of solid flesh with red hair and a large tattoo standing in front of her. Staff clearly makes more sense than friend. ‘Let me get Martha and Ava for you,’ she says, standing up. ‘They’re waiting in the nurse’s room.’ She pauses for a moment, as though assessing how much to say to this obvious interloper. ‘Mrs Crowmarsh will call Mrs Packard this afternoon, once she’s back home,’ she finally offers, before disappearing through a side door. A few moments later, she returns with Martha and Ava in tow.

‘Hi, Kat,’ Martha says, adding a nervous wave.

‘Where’s Mummy?’ Ava asks, her lip wobbling. ‘I want Mummy.’ She looks so vulnerable. Her once chubby cheeks seem hollow now, punctured prematurely by grim reality, and her eyes are red with rubbed-away tears.

A wave of revulsion slams down on Kat’s chest. Ava is just an innocent child in all of this.

And it’s her job to comfort that child, Kat realises, with growing panic. Sweat forms on her palms as the receptionist’s glare burns into her skin. Because she’s got no idea how; she’s always been rubbish with people. But Ava needs someone to make her feel better, and she promised Beth that she’d take care of her youngest daughter. Kat scratches her chin and thinks about the scared puppies she has to put at ease at Groom & Bloom. Confidence, eye contact and lots of treats. Perhaps that works with small children too. She takes a deep breath, then bends down and takes Ava’s hands into hers. ‘Mummy is racing back to see you, I promise,’ she says, looking directly into Ava’s eyes. ‘In fact, she’s racing so fast that there’ll only be just enough time for us to stop for hot chocolate with marshmallows.’