Chapters (93)
- Cover
- About the Author
- Also by Sarah Clarke
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Note to Readers
- Prologue
- December 2021
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- January 2003
- Chapter 6
- December 2021
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- February 2003
- Chapter 9
- December 2021
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- March 2003
- Chapter 13
- December 2021
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- April 2003
- Chapter 18
- December 2021
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- April 2003
- Chapter 23
- December 2021
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- April 2003
- Chapter 27
- December 2021
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- May 2003
- Chapter 35
- December 2021
- Chapter 36
- May 2003
- Chapter 37
- December 2021
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- April 2003
- Chapter 51
- December 2021
- Chapter 52
- June 2003
- Chapter 53
- December 2021
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- January 2022
- Chapter 57
- Epilogue
- A Letter from Sarah Clarke
- Keep Reading …
- Acknowledgements
- Dear Reader …
- About the Publisher
Saskia opens the app now and taps on Beth’s symbol. Then she watches the map shift west across London, in the direction of Heathrow. But no, it moves farther out of the city. When it stops, Beth seems to be in a residential area, a mesh of streets with a couple of cafés and a mosque. Saskia squints a little to read the street name (because the font is small, not because she needs reading glasses) but it’s not familiar. She slides her fingers towards each other across the phone screen to zoom out, looking for a clue as to Beth’s whereabouts. Royal Berkshire Hospital; Reading College; Reading train station.
Why is Beth in Reading?
Saskia drops her elbows onto the next step up and stares at the ceiling. Of course there could be dozens of perfectly innocent (boring) reasons: visiting an old university friend, or one of their many peers who moved out of London before the school years started. But if that’s the reason, why the secrecy? And it doesn’t explain why Beth snapped at Saskia for overhearing her phone conversation the other day.
Reading is farther away than Heathrow, a longer journey back to London, but even so, Saskia feels less inclined to offer to help her so-called friend now. Partly because her instincts are screaming that Beth won’t be pleased about being tracked to Reading, and partly because why the fuck should she always be there for Beth, when Beth clearly doesn’t extend the same courtesy to her? But mostly because her journalistic antennae have been stimulated and are now buzzing with curiosity.
Saskia pushes off the stairs and practically skips into her kitchen. Her laptop is on the island unit, and she slides onto the nearest stool and clicks on the mousepad (while she rarely admits it, she does prefer the bigger screen). She opens Google Maps, types in the street name from her phone, and then drags and drops the little yellow man (of course it’s a man) to open up the street view. Interesting, she thinks. Unlikely to be a university friend, or a London escapee. The area is grey and scruffy, not helped by the heavy clouds overhead, as though Google chose weather that was on-brand with the landscape. The houses are hard to distinguish, just one long rendered building, probably painted white originally. The only demarcation is a line of PVC front doors, and they pop up with surprising frequency. Saskia thought London terraces were narrow, but these are on a different scale. A quick search on StreetCheck backs up the image of a deprived area, with high unemployment, drugs and antisocial behaviour.