Back My Perfect Friend
Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Sarah Clarke
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright
  6. Dedication
  7. Note to Readers
  8. Prologue
  9. December 2021
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. January 2003
  16. Chapter 6
  17. December 2021
  18. Chapter 7
  19. Chapter 8
  20. February 2003
  21. Chapter 9
  22. December 2021
  23. Chapter 10
  24. Chapter 11
  25. Chapter 12
  26. March 2003
  27. Chapter 13
  28. December 2021
  29. Chapter 14
  30. Chapter 15
  31. Chapter 16
  32. Chapter 17
  33. April 2003
  34. Chapter 18
  35. December 2021
  36. Chapter 19
  37. Chapter 20
  38. Chapter 21
  39. Chapter 22
  40. April 2003
  41. Chapter 23
  42. December 2021
  43. Chapter 24
  44. Chapter 25
  45. Chapter 26
  46. April 2003
  47. Chapter 27
  48. December 2021
  49. Chapter 28
  50. Chapter 29
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Chapter 32
  54. Chapter 33
  55. Chapter 34
  56. May 2003
  57. Chapter 35
  58. December 2021
  59. Chapter 36
  60. May 2003
  61. Chapter 37
  62. December 2021
  63. Chapter 38
  64. Chapter 39
  65. Chapter 40
  66. Chapter 41
  67. Chapter 42
  68. Chapter 43
  69. Chapter 44
  70. Chapter 45
  71. Chapter 46
  72. Chapter 47
  73. Chapter 48
  74. Chapter 49
  75. Chapter 50
  76. April 2003
  77. Chapter 51
  78. December 2021
  79. Chapter 52
  80. June 2003
  81. Chapter 53
  82. December 2021
  83. Chapter 54
  84. Chapter 55
  85. Chapter 56
  86. January 2022
  87. Chapter 57
  88. Epilogue
  89. A Letter from Sarah Clarke
  90. Keep Reading …
  91. Acknowledgements
  92. Dear Reader …
  93. About the Publisher

Saskia opens the app now and taps on Beth’s symbol. Then she watches the map shift west across London, in the direction of Heathrow. But no, it moves farther out of the city. When it stops, Beth seems to be in a residential area, a mesh of streets with a couple of cafés and a mosque. Saskia squints a little to read the street name (because the font is small, not because she needs reading glasses) but it’s not familiar. She slides her fingers towards each other across the phone screen to zoom out, looking for a clue as to Beth’s whereabouts. Royal Berkshire Hospital; Reading College; Reading train station.

Why is Beth in Reading?

Saskia drops her elbows onto the next step up and stares at the ceiling. Of course there could be dozens of perfectly innocent (boring) reasons: visiting an old university friend, or one of their many peers who moved out of London before the school years started. But if that’s the reason, why the secrecy? And it doesn’t explain why Beth snapped at Saskia for overhearing her phone conversation the other day.

Reading is farther away than Heathrow, a longer journey back to London, but even so, Saskia feels less inclined to offer to help her so-called friend now. Partly because her instincts are screaming that Beth won’t be pleased about being tracked to Reading, and partly because why the fuck should she always be there for Beth, when Beth clearly doesn’t extend the same courtesy to her? But mostly because her journalistic antennae have been stimulated and are now buzzing with curiosity.

Saskia pushes off the stairs and practically skips into her kitchen. Her laptop is on the island unit, and she slides onto the nearest stool and clicks on the mousepad (while she rarely admits it, she does prefer the bigger screen). She opens Google Maps, types in the street name from her phone, and then drags and drops the little yellow man (of course it’s a man) to open up the street view. Interesting, she thinks. Unlikely to be a university friend, or a London escapee. The area is grey and scruffy, not helped by the heavy clouds overhead, as though Google chose weather that was on-brand with the landscape. The houses are hard to distinguish, just one long rendered building, probably painted white originally. The only demarcation is a line of PVC front doors, and they pop up with surprising frequency. Saskia thought London terraces were narrow, but these are on a different scale. A quick search on StreetCheck backs up the image of a deprived area, with high unemployment, drugs and antisocial behaviour.