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Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Sarah Clarke
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright
  6. Dedication
  7. Note to Readers
  8. Prologue
  9. December 2021
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. January 2003
  16. Chapter 6
  17. December 2021
  18. Chapter 7
  19. Chapter 8
  20. February 2003
  21. Chapter 9
  22. December 2021
  23. Chapter 10
  24. Chapter 11
  25. Chapter 12
  26. March 2003
  27. Chapter 13
  28. December 2021
  29. Chapter 14
  30. Chapter 15
  31. Chapter 16
  32. Chapter 17
  33. April 2003
  34. Chapter 18
  35. December 2021
  36. Chapter 19
  37. Chapter 20
  38. Chapter 21
  39. Chapter 22
  40. April 2003
  41. Chapter 23
  42. December 2021
  43. Chapter 24
  44. Chapter 25
  45. Chapter 26
  46. April 2003
  47. Chapter 27
  48. December 2021
  49. Chapter 28
  50. Chapter 29
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Chapter 32
  54. Chapter 33
  55. Chapter 34
  56. May 2003
  57. Chapter 35
  58. December 2021
  59. Chapter 36
  60. May 2003
  61. Chapter 37
  62. December 2021
  63. Chapter 38
  64. Chapter 39
  65. Chapter 40
  66. Chapter 41
  67. Chapter 42
  68. Chapter 43
  69. Chapter 44
  70. Chapter 45
  71. Chapter 46
  72. Chapter 47
  73. Chapter 48
  74. Chapter 49
  75. Chapter 50
  76. April 2003
  77. Chapter 51
  78. December 2021
  79. Chapter 52
  80. June 2003
  81. Chapter 53
  82. December 2021
  83. Chapter 54
  84. Chapter 55
  85. Chapter 56
  86. January 2022
  87. Chapter 57
  88. Epilogue
  89. A Letter from Sarah Clarke
  90. Keep Reading …
  91. Acknowledgements
  92. Dear Reader …
  93. About the Publisher

‘Collect her now?’ Beth’s heart rate increases. She’s two hours away from school. ‘Why is Ava upset?’

‘It’s nothing really, a storm in a teacup, but there was a young man hanging around the playground at break time.’

‘What?’ A moan escapes from Beth’s lips. Please don’t let it be Mark. ‘What do you mean hanging around?’ she presses. ‘Please God, tell me he didn’t touch her.’ A wave of nausea rolls over her and she grabs the radiator to steady herself. She wishes it would burn her, but it’s cold.

‘No! Well, we don’t think so,’ Mrs Gilbert admits. ‘It was actually a member of the public who noticed him, through the gate, screamed at him apparently. That alerted the playground supervisor who sent him on his way. It was over in seconds, but unfortunately it seems as though he said a few things to Ava before he left. Miss Lewis should have called the police of course; she’s extremely apologetic, just acted on instinct, she said.’

‘What did he look like?’ Beth interrupts, trying to keep her voice steady. ‘What did he say?’ There’s a pause on the line and Beth eyes the tap, the promise of scalding water. Eventually Mrs Gilbert sighs and continues.

‘Late teens, lanky and a bit, you know, unkempt, is how Miss Lewis described him. But I’m afraid we don’t know what he said. Ava didn’t want to tell us. She keeps asking for you, and her tig-tig.’

Beth scrunches her eyes together. The receptionist has described Mark. She pictures tig-tig, the cloth tiger that has been Ava’s most reliable source of comfort since she was a toddler, faded from so many washes over the years. Currently lying on Ava’s bed. ‘I’m not in London,’ she finally admits. ‘And it’s going to take me a couple of hours to get back.’

‘Ah, I see.’ Was that disapproval in the receptionist’s tone, or understanding? ‘Well, of course we can keep Ava here until then,’ she continues. ‘She can sit with me in reception. I’m sure you’ll get back as quickly as you can, and she’ll survive until then.’

Beth pulls the phone away from her ear and focuses on her breathing. She imagines Ava sat next to that uncaring woman for two hours, too traumatised to repeat whatever Mark said to her. Beth can’t bear the thought of it. But she can’t ask Lara to collect Ava because she’s Christmas shopping with her mum today. And she daren’t ask Saskia with her hack nose.