Back Meet Me Halfway
Chapters (55)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. CHAPTER 1 Mattie
  5. CHAPTER 2 Mercedes
  6. CHAPTER 3 Mattie
  7. CHAPTER 4 Mercedes
  8. CHAPTER 5 Mattie
  9. CHAPTER 6 Mercedes
  10. CHAPTER 7 Mattie
  11. CHAPTER 8 Mercedes
  12. CHAPTER 9 Mattie
  13. CHAPTER 10 Mercedes
  14. CHAPTER 11 Mattie
  15. CHAPTER 12 Mercedes
  16. CHAPTER 13 Mattie
  17. CHAPTER 14 Mercedes
  18. CHAPTER 15 Mattie
  19. CHAPTER 16 Mercedes
  20. CHAPTER 17 Mattie
  21. CHAPTER 18 Mercedes
  22. CHAPTER 19 Mattie
  23. CHAPTER 20 Mercedes
  24. CHAPTER 21 Mattie
  25. CHAPTER 22 Mercedes
  26. CHAPTER 23 Mattie
  27. CHAPTER 24 Mercedes
  28. CHAPTER 25 Mattie
  29. CHAPTER 26 Mercedes
  30. CHAPTER 27 Mattie
  31. CHAPTER 28 Mercedes
  32. CHAPTER 29 Mattie
  33. CHAPTER 30 Mercedes
  34. CHAPTER 31 Mattie
  35. CHAPTER 32 Mercedes
  36. CHAPTER 33 Mattie
  37. CHAPTER 34 Mercedes
  38. CHAPTER 35 Mattie
  39. CHAPTER 36 Mercedes
  40. CHAPTER 37 Mattie
  41. CHAPTER 38 Mercedes
  42. CHAPTER 39 Mattie
  43. CHAPTER 40 Mercedes
  44. CHAPTER 41 Mattie
  45. CHAPTER 42 Mercedes
  46. CHAPTER 43 Mattie
  47. CHAPTER 44 Mercedes
  48. CHAPTER 45 Mattie
  49. CHAPTER 46 Mercedes
  50. CHAPTER 47 Mattie
  51. CHAPTER 48 Mercedes
  52. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  53. More from the Author
  54. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  55. ALSO BY ANIKA FAJARDO

I can’t help rolling my eyes. I do not care about some poem. But I perch on the edge of the chair next to her. I add foot tapping to my finger drumming.

“It’s at the end, after the last chapter.” She flips the book closed and then open. “It’s written by him.”

“The Sky Has Many Secrets,” she reads aloud.

I remember the one star winking at me. My foot stops tapping.

Mattie reads silently. Her eyes move back and forth across the page, a wrinkle forming above her nose. I know I get the same wrinkle because Tristan always tickles it when I’m reading aloud to him. A chill runs up my spine. She stops reading. She’s like stone, like granite. She doesn’t say anything but then pushes the book toward me. I don’t want to touch it. I don’t want to be frozen like Mattie. I want to keep tapping my foot and being annoyed. But I read.

The Sky Has Many Secrets

by Francisco Gómez Flores

I’ve seen the stars wandering

Across an Amazonian sky

Above the red flames of cooking fire

Over a dusty Andean trail

Beneath the yellow glow of the moon

Goddess

Some nights, the stars

Tell stories of loss

They are the tears of children

Sisters

Daughters of mine

If I could reach across the sky

Would they meet me halfway?

After I read the poem, I read it again. Mattie reads it again, too. Both of us are mouthing the words under our breath. Amazonian. Moon. Children. Sisters. Daughters. I don’t look at Mattie, but I can feel her next to me, our bodies that look so much alike taking up the same space in this college library. It’s weird, but I swear I can feel something—like a thread—connecting us. For a moment, neither of us move. Around us, students are beginning to pack up their books and laptops. They have a Friday kind of energy.

“It’s about us,” Mattie whispers.

Great, I’m frozen, too. I swallow the annoying lump in my throat. “Maybe, maybe not.” I try to sound as breezy as possible, but the lump makes my voice crack. “I mean, poems are weird like that.”

But I know that poems tell the stories they’re meant to tell. My English teacher last year told me that I had a gift. She loved my poems. It’s easy to write a poem. You just put words on the page, words that pop into your brain, words that rearrange themselves in the air before you write them down and somehow, they mean something—maybe something you meant to say and maybe something completely different—to the person reading them. Like your teacher.

Or your daughters.

“What…,” Mattie begins. “I mean, why…” She turns to me as if I have the answers, but all I have is questions.