Chapters (55)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Dedication
- CHAPTER 1 Mattie
- CHAPTER 2 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 3 Mattie
- CHAPTER 4 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 5 Mattie
- CHAPTER 6 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 7 Mattie
- CHAPTER 8 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 9 Mattie
- CHAPTER 10 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 11 Mattie
- CHAPTER 12 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 13 Mattie
- CHAPTER 14 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 15 Mattie
- CHAPTER 16 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 17 Mattie
- CHAPTER 18 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 19 Mattie
- CHAPTER 20 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 21 Mattie
- CHAPTER 22 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 23 Mattie
- CHAPTER 24 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 25 Mattie
- CHAPTER 26 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 27 Mattie
- CHAPTER 28 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 29 Mattie
- CHAPTER 30 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 31 Mattie
- CHAPTER 32 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 33 Mattie
- CHAPTER 34 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 35 Mattie
- CHAPTER 36 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 37 Mattie
- CHAPTER 38 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 39 Mattie
- CHAPTER 40 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 41 Mattie
- CHAPTER 42 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 43 Mattie
- CHAPTER 44 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 45 Mattie
- CHAPTER 46 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 47 Mattie
- CHAPTER 48 Mercedes
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- More from the Author
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- ALSO BY ANIKA FAJARDO
“Yeah, well, you’re lucky you have the same last name as your mom,” I tell her. “My mom was Valerie Gómez until she got remarried to my stepdad. Now she’s Valerie Jasper. What a stupid name.”
Mercedes sulks. I sulk. We say nothing.
“Now I’m the only Gómez.” I stop my swing and think, Except—
“Except you’re not the only Gómez,” Mercedes interrupts my thoughts like a mind reader. “Frank Gómez. Mattie Gómez.”
“So, you knew about me? You knew my mom was married to him? I mean,” I pause, trying to find the right words, “I, um, didn’t know anything about you.”
Mercedes lets out a short laugh like a bark. “Obviously. You want to hear what I know?”
My phone pings just then. It’s my mom:
When will you be home? Can you help Kenny with his math homework?
“I have to go pretty soon,” I say.
“Listen,” Mercedes says. She plants her feet so her swing stops moving. “You can go. It doesn’t matter to me. I just thought you might want to know some stuff. Since you seem to know nothing. It’s your life, too.”
“Don’t get like that, Mercedes.” I sigh. She’s so touchy. “Just tell me everything.”
But she doesn’t say anything at first. She jumps off the swings like she’s going to leave. Instead, she paces and then circles the swing set. She’s like a lion in a cage at the zoo.
Mercedes clears her throat and starts talking really fast. “Mom travels all over the world for her job, and she met him when she went to Bogotá. That’s in Colombia, if you don’t know. She was there for a few months. They were, like, boyfriend and girlfriend. He showed her this picture of a baby girl and said he was divorced. Anyway, they broke up, obviously. By the time she got back to San Francisco and realized she was pregnant with me, he was deep in the jungle—or maybe it’s the mountains?”
Mercedes stops circling.
“As far as I know, he’s been there ever since. She said he never even met the one daughter he did have, so there was no point in contacting him—even if it was possible to contact someone in the jungle.”
“What was he doing in the jungle?”
“He’s a famous anthropologist.” She says this like it’s the most obvious thing in the world.
“He studies dinosaurs?” I ask. Lucas is obsessed with dinosaurs. He has these little plastic figures and he knows the names of all of them even though he’s only five. And he’s constantly leaving them on the floor in the hallway, where we trip on them.
“How do you not know this? He’s an anthropologist.”
“Oh, wait,” I say. “An archaeologist is the one that studies dinosaurs.”