Chapters (55)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Dedication
- CHAPTER 1 Mattie
- CHAPTER 2 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 3 Mattie
- CHAPTER 4 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 5 Mattie
- CHAPTER 6 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 7 Mattie
- CHAPTER 8 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 9 Mattie
- CHAPTER 10 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 11 Mattie
- CHAPTER 12 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 13 Mattie
- CHAPTER 14 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 15 Mattie
- CHAPTER 16 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 17 Mattie
- CHAPTER 18 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 19 Mattie
- CHAPTER 20 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 21 Mattie
- CHAPTER 22 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 23 Mattie
- CHAPTER 24 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 25 Mattie
- CHAPTER 26 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 27 Mattie
- CHAPTER 28 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 29 Mattie
- CHAPTER 30 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 31 Mattie
- CHAPTER 32 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 33 Mattie
- CHAPTER 34 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 35 Mattie
- CHAPTER 36 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 37 Mattie
- CHAPTER 38 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 39 Mattie
- CHAPTER 40 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 41 Mattie
- CHAPTER 42 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 43 Mattie
- CHAPTER 44 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 45 Mattie
- CHAPTER 46 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 47 Mattie
- CHAPTER 48 Mercedes
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- More from the Author
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- ALSO BY ANIKA FAJARDO
“Bob has all this stuff,” my mom told me. “I don’t know about you, but I’m ready for new dishes.” I wasn’t so sure. I still remember eating my mom’s homemade birthday cake off the chipped red plates. The big bowls were the ones we filled with popcorn for movie nights. My mom always used the mug with the broken handle for chicken soup when I was sick. When we were packing up that old stuff, I couldn’t imagine life without the dishes. I couldn’t imagine a life where I’d have to share my mom. Actually, I hadn’t been able to imagine life in California at all. All I could think about was what I was losing.
“It was such a pretty wedding, wasn’t it, Mattie-mouse?” my mom asks, cradling the photo in her palm. I nod. The wedding wasn’t like a wedding in a movie—it wasn’t in a big church, just in the backyard of our house in Saint Paul. Someone took this photo of us right after we ate cake. I can tell because I have a smear of frosting on my cheek. But my mom looks perfect. Beautiful. And happy. I’m certain I’ve never seen her this happy. She’s squeezing me so hard. Just looking at the photo, I can feel her tight grip on my shoulders.
She tucks the photo into the plastic sleeve of the last page of my book, like it’s the happily-ever-after part. With mine finished, the other albums are ready to be filled with strangers’ stories. I think about my new school, the new people. Whether I like it or not, this might be the beginning of a story, not the ending.
“Yours is done,” my mom says. She pushes my photo album aside to make room for the next one just as Lucas and Kenny barge through the front door.
Amazingly, I survive day three at Poppy View. Social studies with Mercedes Miller staring at me from across the desk. Lunch with my welcoming committee. Math, where I learn how far behind I am. Now I just need to make it through my afterschool mythology study session with Mercedes Miller.
I check the clock in Mrs. Ellingham’s room. Mercedes was supposed to meet me here at three ten. It’s three fifteen now. Mrs. Ellingham left to make copies, so I pace the empty room alone. On the cinderblock walls I spot a sign on the bulletin board that says ASK WHAT YOU CAN DO FOR YOUR COUNTRY in big red and blue letters, a colorful map of the world, and a list of classroom rules, which includes NO GUM, NO HATS, AND ALWAYS BRING A SMILE. I’m definitely not smiling now.